- I wish I didnt have to deal with this14 mon
For the past 6 yrs I have been battling a delusion. It causes me shame to admit but I though I may smell. I thought I would go out and people would make fun of me. So I didnt go out. I didnt even let the people I live with see me.
I was so afraid of what they may smell that I would just lock myself in my room. I would only come out at night when everyone was sleeping. My father would leave my food at my door and thats how I ate. I would urinate in a jar and clean it at night. I know it sounds pathetic but that was the life I lead for 6 yrs.
I missed 6 yrs for nothing. Because of my s ... read more
- The things I want are within my reach if only I step out
Add Blog To Your Favorites!I will be documenting my struggle with somatic delusions. I believe I smell when I really dont. All the evidence says I smell good rather than bad but I wont accept it. Maybe one day I will.… more...
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