Hi, I’m a 43 year old. I have a wonderful husband, 3 beautiful children, a large and loving extended family, and some very close and special friends. My life is filled with love. I am truly blessed. I have so many reasons to be happy and content. Instead I am miserable. I’m lost, sick, scared, embarrassed, and confused. My life is slowly being swallowed by an abyss. My happiness is just an illusion. Dread and despair consume me. I have lost all sense of self. I have lost all sense of reason. I hope my search for faith, peace, love, joy, wellness, understanding and truth will brin ...   read more