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Angry @ 3:00 Day 1 18 y
Emotional Vent
Going through lots of anger, why am I doing this to myself. Starving myself in hope of releasing toxins? Right now it doesn’t even make any sense. I am trying to look at it from a postitive stand point and remember why I am doing this, but it really is hard to do, I just want to break things and scream at the top of my lungs at anyone in my way!!
I am going for a walk hoping to clear this anger away - to refocus and gather happy thoughts. I read even 2 or three days detox does a body good. Maybe I’ve aimed to high with 10 days. When eating it didn’t seem to long. Now it seems like forever ... read more Day 1: 12:30 in Afternoon 18 y
So far so good
Well so far so good, the SWF wasn’t so bad. I know now I can handle what it dishes out, so that is good. The lemmonade tastes o.k. too, I found the maple syrup to be too much so I like it better with 1 1/2 tbsp instead of 2. The cayenne pepper seems to help keep the hunger at bay.
I have had a stiff neck the past few weeks and in the same area there is some warmth and there is some warmth in my lower back.
I have a bit of sinus headache but it is not unbearable.
I have had 3 lemmonades so far today. I am going to have a shower and head to the mall to get out of the house. I am goi ... read more Day 1: October 29, 2006 18 y
Day 1 - Isn't a quart only 16 ozs??? LOL :)
6:00 am:
Well I am drinking the SW as fast as I can, but my goodness, nothing can prepare you for that taste. I hope it does not present a problem, but the only way for it to stay down is if a chase it with a regular water sip right after each chug.
It is crazy what the brain will come up with but last night I was fully aware that 1 quart equals 32 ounces. This morning after my first chug of the SW, I started to question this. I was like isn’t it only 16 ounces?? I am sure it is just 16 ounces...LOL :)
Well it is down, I had to brush my teeth tho so that it stays down.
I woke up ... read more 1 Day Pre-Cleanse: October 28, 2006 18 y
1 Day pre-cleanse getting nervous
Well, I am starting to prepare for tomorrow. I have bought my lemons, limes, water, maple syrup, and cayenne pepper. I have my laxative herbal tea which I am to drink tonight. I don’t work tommorow so I have the day to figure out how my body will respond to the SWF in the am and the down side is that there may be too much time to let my mind wonder to FOOD.
I have prepared a list to refer to anytime I think I might cave in. Maybe my house will get a master cleanse as well!
I am excited and nervous at the same time. I am so concerned about how toxic I may be that I am really worried about ... read more 2 Days Pre Cleanse: Friday October 27, 2006 18 y
Introduction 2 days pre cleanse
It is hard to believe I am so excited to not eat! LOL :) So not typically of me.
I am 31 years old with no children and have had two miscarriages. At 21 I was diagnosed with high blood pressure, I am overweight by lots, and heart disease runs in my family. I need to cleanse.
I am wordy so my journals may be winded, if you have somehow stumbled accross my words I hope they help in someway. I will be honest about this experience and I will not allow negative influences from those around me to discourage me. My intuition is guiding me, this feels right for me, and I cannot wait to feel the ... read more |