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day 7, check in -
movie day
Date: 6/1/2010 1:44:48 PM ( 3 y ) ... viewed 415 times I am at the bottom of the barrel.
I wish Don were Tom and Tom wishes I would take care of him.
I went fundraising for the Remembrance Run and it was going great. I got 5 out of 7 to donate. It was 8 that just about took me out of the game.
She'd be glad to donate a product bag - oh and did I know that her father was killed at the same spot on Christmas Eve 2008? I stood and listened as best I could for 40 minutes. I left rattled, shaken, and stirred.
Don just called as I write this. Camaro-guy. Don loves me. I don't love him. We only hung out once but we see each other a couple times a week at meetings.
I am going to watch a comedy - I have "The Hangover" and "It's Complicated". I'm going to just dissolve into the movie right now and check out. The school bus that hit the car that my son was in during the snow squall just drove by my living room window. #10.
I cannot make this shit up.
This day was about remembering Trace and honoring him with positive action and inviting the community to participate. It still is. It still is. I did a great job today getting donations and tomorrow is going to be just as great.
At the bakery, I met Stephanie and she was in a play and Trace played her father. She was so sweet - she teared up remembering him. We hugged. It was a beautiful moment we shared. She helped bring Trace alive for me I I did the same for her. He looked exactly like me - except the whole 'boy' thing he had going on - chin whiskers.
We both missed him and he lived between us for that moment.
My heart goes out to the grieving woman who lost her father.
So, I will get on with the day. Movie, organize bills (leftover from yesterday), make the bed. Do an inventory - I could sure use it.
Just dissolve into the movie. Nothing more. Just dissolve.
I wish I could just dissolve.
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