First milestone accomplished
Date: 10/13/2011 6:41:59 AM ( 30 mon ) ... viewed 439 times
Woohoo first milestone made it thru Friday nite!!! Feeling very proud of myself. Idid have to shut myself in my room and watch a movie on the laptop avoided all around me. I feel very distant from everyone, just feeling very fragile. Anyway today played tennis with the family and then went for a walk, we have something to go to tonight but I am not worried. I feel a pretty strong resolution in myself that I am going to do this. But still one step at a time. Still juicing oranges and drinking water. Family is cooking a bbq as I type but feel a bit better about it today. I think because I made it thru last nite not too shabbily I am feeling a bit stronger. I know I can’t lose focus on the goal though and its all about acknowledging my feeling s and answering them. Heres an example for a brief moment earlier I thought: god it would be good to have a bbq with them…oh I cant cause Im juicing this sucks forget about juicing just go for the bbq…then I say ok so its not like your never going to have a bbq again in your life just not for the next 6 weeks or so! And that gets me thru, that and it does help that my pants are already fitting a bit better…still very tight but better. An interesting thing about my weight loss in the past and I can see it happening already. It is most noticeable in my face first, then my arms, then my boobs, then my legs (from running) and last to least my tummy – which is where the majority of it is. My tummy is the first place to gain it and the last place to lose it! Kind of feels unfair but I guess if i could waive a magic wand life would not be as interesting. I am the one that put it there so I am the one who has to get rid of it! Skin is feeling better, I feel lighter in my stomach. Not hungry at all. Still have white tongue. Definitely not enough BM’s so starting on some tea tonite. I miss oxypowder…mmm I am gonna see if I can order it online!!!
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