18 Oct 2005
Date: 10/18/2005 12:28:41 PM ( 8 y ) ... viewed 1195 times
An amazing talk with SM. I had been expecting to meet with her sometime this week for a new week of goals about her eating and weight etc. But she didn't come to yoga class. I had spent some time pondering just what she needed to tap on this week. They were statements about retaking her own power and choice, that her weight and size are not her. She is separate from them. She is having a physical experience, but who she is is something deeper. She needs to reclaim her dreams and desires. Things like that. - Nothing adressing weight loss yet.
She showed up after class and she wanted to talk. She immediately looked different. More determined. She had decided some things. Already I was proud of her. She said she had gone to the temple and pondered and prayed and tested herself and thought about what she wanted. She had decided that tapping was not for her, she was not going to come to Sports and Fitness anymore but go to the health center where her son works. She was going to eat better and drink more water and continue with the meditation and emotional healing with a method she has already used and loves. Basically it was a goodbye. But I was so happy for her. She had already been doing the things that I had felt like she needed to tap on this next week! There are many paths to emotional healing and to fitness and to weight control. Deciding what is best for yourself and going with it is the most important thing. She did. She weighed in and had lost 4 pounds. I was amazed at that.
This gave me more confidence in my ability to use intuition. I had come up with the statements and ideas that she needed to resolve. She decided upon them at the same time.
Yesterday I burned my thumb/hand with some squash I was cooking. I immediately put it under cold water. I didn't have time to even do some tapping right then but I was thinking about it and thinking how I knew tapping would help. I understood better why an instantaneous painful accident seals the pain in you and its because the event scares you so you have the injury together with the anxiety. So this is why tapping for the anxiety can heal and relieve pain. I didn't do any physical tapping, but the intention was there and the realization that I needed to not fear the burn, but relax and it would be fine. I couldn't give it anymore attention than a few seconds and then when I thought about it again a little while later and remembered that I had burned myself, there was not pain and a little red patch about the size of a dime. I can't say how it would have been if I had not had the intention of tapping or of relaxing. So its hard to compare. And I'm not going to go and intentionally burn the same spot to conduct and experiment.
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