Great weekend. I'm pooped.
exhausted and frustrated.
Date: 5/10/2006 10:15:42 AM ( 7 y ) ... viewed 1006 times
Wellity wellity wellity.
I ran 4 miles on Thursday, hung out with the sis in law, didn't talk about the wedding. That seems to be all she needed to chill the heck out. Cool.
We went to Baltimore to hang out with the cousins this weekend. Also cool.
Now I haven't had any alcohol, but I also haven't been strict with south beach. We had a really long weekend and I've been exhausted since then. I haven't worked out, I've eaten carbs (but not a TERRIBLE AMOUNT).
So if I'm going to make a dent in my appearance for the wedding I really have to eat raw I've decided. So today I"m having a salad for lunch, and I have to pick up some produce for dinner.
I'm kind of tired of going through this back and forth - one day I feel like I've made progress, one day I see pictures of myself from this weekend, and know that I haven't really made a significant dent at all.
I also had a job interview yesterday, for my dream job. But I don't want them to give it to me because that means a new job just in time for the wedding, with an 1.75 hour commute each way till we can move in August.
Needless to say, I have been slightly stressed and I just don't know what to do. I'm back to feeling like a failure. I need to run more. Why am I so freaking fat? Why do I like to eat so much? I don't know. I just hate everything right now.
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