This is "Heart's Desire"
a tract from the CD
By Riki Newell, used
I am having a date tonight
with my most perfect compatible
Soul Mate on the inner planes.
Date: 4/13/2007 10:18:26 PM ( 6 y ) ... viewed 1292 times
April 13, 2007
A bit beyond Sunset
Netzach she b' Gevurah
"Within this week of limitation
comes the incredible vitality
of the almost realized
--Rabbi Ted Falcon
"Journey of Awakening"
Traditionally as part of the Prayer
cycle the men welcome the Shabbat Bride.
I entered the garden during the last hour
I ate fruit from the loquat tree.
The EG Mobile was towed home--again--
never mind. She is just out of the paint shop
and has been experiencing some familar signs of
dying out and wanting to at stops.
Today, I had a full agenda when I left the house.
I went into Mike's to have his hands lay upon her.
He turned the screwdriver 1/2 turn that she might
run richer. I went down the street.
She died at a light.
I left the driver's seat,
and signaled two men behind me.
They jumped out and pushed her into a auto healing place.
I looked in the read view mirror.
A woman waved. She was the spitting image
of The Dancer, my lover before M. M was before
Twin Soul/Best Friend, the seven year cycle now
The woman I thought was The Dancer waved.
I felt comforted, and then I started the engine again.
It started. I was a bit ruffled but I proceeded
Turn right...Home Depot.
I turned right, wanting to see if they had
a replacement for the Rachet.
bought some things, when out.
Started the EG Mobile. She turned over.
A little Boy glanced by way and said something to his dad
about her. I had turned off the engine.
I turned her over. She would not start.
No ignition lights.
I called Mike. He said bring her in on Monday.
I called Western Tow. Steve Answered. It sounded
like he knew me. He spoke with familiarity.
He sent Charlie. Charlie wanted to give me a jump,
but Mike wanted to see her with the problem. If he
jumped me and I drove home, Mike would not be able
to pinpoint what was wrong. So Charlie towed me home,
about four miles.
When I got here. I had already processed out
the idea that something was again not right with
the EG Mobile.
Oh well, it may be something in the ignition.
I will have her towed in to Mike Monday morning first thing.
I am in a broken field play again.
Tomorrow is Local vendor's day @ Whole Foods Market Hillcrest.
I expected to drive her down there. Then Sunday, is Customer Appreciation
Day at the stroe. I planned to pick up Joe's Strawberries
from the FM and bring them down to WFM Hillcrest.
I will not be driven the EG Mobile to either event.
Lots to do this week that I would think would ask me
driving her around.
There are 25,000 copies of the San Diego Earth Times
that say she will be in Balboa Park next Sunday 10-5 PM.
So what is the worse that could happen?
She would be towed there.
I doubt that.
I came home feeling like it was naptime, but
I unloaded some new soaker hoses.
My energy was all ruffled up and I was yelling
and screaming on the way to Mike's--that was
before the ignition problem. She seemed
to be acting out, and something may have happened
while she was getting her makeover at the auto
body place. Maybe she did not like being in the
hot over. Who knows?
I was feeling the pressure of wanting to do three things
late this afternoon, including go to the Friday FM.
a I knew Mike was about the leave for a haircut appointment.
I was late.
The EG Mobile shut down shifted all that.
I unloaded the soaker hoses I bought at Home Depot.
Then, I stopped and went in and had a can of bing cherries
with Bee Pollen and some Acidophilus on it.
I sat down and enjoyed it.
Then, on the way to the garden, the sun was filtering
through the Barley. It was a sight on this the
end of Tiferet--beauty she b' Gevurah....limits.
I went in and got my camera and took some pictures.
I was thinking of Debraruth, the executive director of
ALEPH, Alliance for Jewish renewal and an email I sent
her earlier in response to her email about the
Sacred Food Conference this June 5 in Chicago.
I thought this would be a great photo
to celebrate their Sacred Food Conference.
I wanted to let them know what they were missing
by not inviting me to teach at the Kallah this summer.
As I looked at the Sacred Food Barley, I started
to think of my Soulmate, my most compatable Soulmate.
She was thinking of me right in that moment.
She is somewhere, my most compatible Soulmate.
She is now my Heart's Desire.
I started to write to her in my mind.
I was welcoming her to come and visit.
Then I started to imagine her.
How young will she be?
What is my most compatible Soul Mate right now?
What dreams would I like fulfilled in the
next phase of my life?
We have a vacant room upstairs beginning
in May. I haven't even started to run an ad for it.
I started to imagine the room made up
for my most compatable Soul Mate.
I saw her sleeping in there, in her own room,
and then I imagined there would be a time that
she would welcome me and I would remember this
moment when I imagined my Heart's Desire.
Tonight is my first date with
my Most Compatable Soul Mate.
This is Riki Newell's music on the CD
Le Vantana. The Track is "Heart's Desire."
I am using this with permission.
IF you want a copy, please order from the address
Perhaps, my most compatable Soulmate will be hearing
this music, and she will know.
from the CD "La Ventana"
by Riki Newell
to purchase CD,
send check for $22.00
to Riki Newell
PO Box 30875
Tucson, Az 85751
This is an affirmation
from Riki's wife, Lorie Newell.
She does Soul Recovery work.
She gave me this affirmation
that is drawing my most compatable Soul Mate
to me now. Feel free to use
this affirmation to draw your perfect most
compatible Soul Mate too!
"I deserve love.
I create and see my healthy,
loving, wondrful relationahip now.
I know what to do and I do it.
I am so happy and grateful
that I have found my most compatible
I am going to write a poem to go with this
I am dedicating this music and the poem
to my Most Compatable Soul Mate who is thinking
of me right now.
We will meet before long.
For now, I am very happy in the pleasure of
my own company.
Tonight, we are having a "Long Distance Date"
in the inner worlds.
It is very sweet.
I am grateful that I am free to be available
to meet her now.