i can feel the change...the way i chose to conduct myself really has an impact on others.

Date:   4/23/2008 4:34:19 PM ( 16 y ago)

Today i feel really alive and peaceful and happy. My biggest change is slowing down. i drive slower and when i find myself feeling hurried i just relax a little and slow down. im even wali am calmer. i am also looking at my life so much more positive. i am avoiding negative encounters with my son and instead sending him positive feelings and messages. he has been less abeing "intimate" with my husband each day is having an impact. we always great each other or depart with a kiss. and probably tell each other "i love you" 5 times a day. but now making a coscious effort to really let him know i love him, i can feel my love leaving me and going into him. he is effected by this and returns my love two fold. yesterday he had kissed me good bye and was heading off to work. he got half way down the stairs and turned around and came back up to kiss me again and say i love you - and really meant it, i felt it. try it it. the first day i gave him a big hug and really concerntrated on sending him my love, yesterday was jsut a touch on the hand adn a look in his eyes for a brief moment....imagine what might happen if we actually go all the way! hahaha!
all this in just two days.

 

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