my mini binge session

Date:   3/23/2010 1:18:10 AM ( 14 y ago)

I ate a little ice cream tonight. I also had a little cereal, dry. The rest I had seeds topped with chili sauce that part was raw. Realised that after I ate the ice cream (which was good but I'm still getting over my cold!) that I was genuinely hungry.

I'm discovering food insecurities that never used to be there so I need to make a decision. Tomorrow I will decide whether to do a mini fast before my New York trip or not. I'm STILL doing my all day fast of water, juices,etc. tomorrow and coffee (so I can be productive and clean my house). I wish I could be a super champion and talk about my successes all the time BUT here it is. I'm confessing to the raw brethren that I'm having a hard time getting back on track. Well I should say I'm taking it easy but not getting out of control with eating because I want to stay at my present weight.

Tonight I prayed at church after work and it was pointed out to me that there's a lot of pride creeping in. Hence, why I'm probably having these troubles now. Part of me wants to know why I was so successful with my green smoothie fast and my weekend juice fast. I guess I'm going to celebrate my successes. I'll be okay though.

 

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