God got my attention as always!

Date:   4/5/2010 12:21:16 AM ( 14 y ago)

Good Friday I missed all prayer services, sat I worked and Sunday morning I missed mass because of work the day before, my mind worn down with sin. When you feel distant from God for whatever reason it makes it easier to let things go by the wayside. Anyhow, I begged forgiveness many times and asked God to help me at work because I was by myself with sick little old ladies who needed a lot of attention. I have no idea why the Lord picked me to be a nurse. I'm wretched, I'm eternally fearfilled about caring for someone's dying parents. This whole week was disorganized. I had no idea where it went. Tomorrow morn I'm sleeping in. Tuesday I call a priest for confession and intercessor prayer. I may even discuss my rawfood fasting and ask him to bless my efforts to take care of myself so I can care for my old ladies.

Started doing sparkpeople again and a stream of fears of gaining back the weight came back. Some of it's legitimate but mostly exhaustion and a downright filthy house. I'm off to bed. Love you guys.

 

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