a little vent about money woes

Date:   3/1/2011 10:16:55 PM ( 13 y ago)

I know REAL poor people in third world countries. Not even in third world but my mother's country, I have poor family in the mountains. I'm talking the American concept of poor in giving up my iphone and getting a cheapo mobile phone. I'm talking about not buying vitamins, more premium health food, paying my mortgage, paying my student loans (I'm in forebearance). Tired of my husband being underemployed because of the real estate market crash...

I have this nagging deep feeling that I don't have more money because I've not ASKED enough. Am I asking amiss like the Bible warns against? Is there something in me that would forget about my Lord and Saviour Jesus once my bills are paid on time and I see my mom more often! Maybe God knows something I don't. Anyhow, being depressed because of my family's financial struggles can't be good.

I'm thinking of doing things differently. Something spiritual, something positive with regards to my money situation. Off to bed guys. I've not meditated in a while and I missed mass on Sunday because I work two jobs LOL. I'm not a rolemodel Roman Catholic or a master meditator/creative visualiser! Yet.

 

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