Written after spending a day in a pre-op room at a hospital with a family member.

Date:   1/27/2016 6:50:45 PM ( 8 y ago)

I met myself as I was coming back from the 3-D chaos.
I stood in the Center of the 3.
Yes, the center of the Knot of 3, in this case,
the intersection of the 3 roads of yearning (Heath, Peace, Love).
Drawn by all of them and dizzy from the directional choices.
I want my drum. My body aches to move with its beat.
I question...everything...again.

Oh, that magnetic 3-D world!
Caught yet again in the lies of its fears.
They crush my energetic state.
SLAM!
“Take that!” they yell.
Inside myself I council myself to rise above this onslaught.
“HA! You cannot resist us!” they sneer.
“We will catch you in the web of fear. We are great!”
I am stunned.
My head hurts with their barrage.
I feel weak inside.
I am hungry. Yet when I eat, I don’t feel filled.
Yes, I am standing in the 3, all looking negative from this spot.
They are all paths where I have been. All led to nowhere.

Little wind up dolls run around the hallways like robots,
spouting only negative messages.
There seems to be no way to shut them up.
All are dressed in their official white coats,
this to make their negativity seem more believable.
I yell to myself: “Do not listen to them! Don’t believe them!”
It is overwhelming. I must get out of here......NOW!

At last I am able to walk out of this place of horror.
I cry and scream to myself. AHAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
At last I am away.
I sleep.
I am able to Finally see the path of 3
is really the path of creativity.
That indeed the 3-D world is not for me!
I am now able to breathe!
I am able to remember my true Self
and dare to dismiss that experience as a bad dream!
..................................................

Hold the vision of who we are becoming
while being who we already are.
(Jody England)
..................................................

Diving into the black waters
M-A-G-I-C, she wrote.
Even in the endless endeavors of creativity and shifts,
She rides her flying horse.
Even in the endless depths of Spirit’s mysteries!


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