I want to be a good friend. But I can't. Ba mhaith liom bionn cara maith. Ach nil me abalta.

Date:   9/12/2006 11:07:23 AM ( 18 y ago)

I've mentioned my friend Mike before. I care a lot about him. But the last week (in particular) he's been shouting down the phone at me about how I'm a crap friend and can rot for all he cares ect... Before you think Mike is a complete arsehole I should point out that he has a LOT of problems and his mind doesn't work in any normal way. I'm the only good friend he has in this country. And he's pissed because I don't spend much time with him. But it's not that I get a kick out of annoying him (which he seems to think). I can't hang out with any of my other friends when I'm with Mike cause they're either afraid of him or don't like him. My mum doesn't want me around him cause people have a tendancy to attack him for how he looks (goth combined with very gay). So I always have to lie to her. Plus our parents know each other so I'm alway worried mine'll find out. On top of that if Mike is in a wierd mood he's NOT fun to be around. All in all meeting up with him is pretty stressful.
Mike saved my life in a way and I love him a lot. I remember telling him that we would always be friends. And I will always be his friend. If he realy needs me I'll always be there for him. But I don't think I can be the type of friend he wants, who sees him every day and is always there to hang out with. And I hate myself for that.

Scriobh me anseo faoi mo chara Mike. Is brea liom e. Ach ta se fearg liomsa. Duirt se go raibh me cara ufasach. Nil Mike duine ufasach. Ni raibh a saol dheas agus ta a cheann eisteach. Ta me an aon cara maith ag e san Eirinn. Agus ta fearg air mar ni caith me am leis. Cheap se gur sasta le an am ach nil me. Ni mhaith libh mo charai eile Mike. Ta se deacair a bhuail leis mar mo mhammai. Agus bhuail duinei e.
Is brea liom Mike. Ta se mo cara. Ach nil me abalta bionn an cara ba mhaith leis. Agus ta me fearg liom.

 

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