Bad day at Black Rock

Date:   3/26/2005 9:59:37 AM ( 19 y ago)

Couldn't fall asleep last night for the first time since the cleanse started. A lot on my mind. Woke up at 3 AM to use the bathroom. An hour later I was 'done' and tried to get back to sleep. Finally at almost 5 AM, I fell back asleep only to wake up at 7:30. Am debating if I should just stay up and start my day and have my SWF or go back to sleep. I'm tired, sleepy still, not terribly motivated this morning.

7 days. I just am in utter disbelief. It was easy, easier still in retrospect. Now that I am close enough to the end to have fantasies about breaking the fast, I don't feel like breaking it. I feel like I could keep going and going.

I think I need to go back to bed. Big day at the end of the day for me. And the oddest sense of portent (in a good way). I do feel as though my life is about to change in a big way. Heh, perhaps I simply need more sleep...

 

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