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Date:   10/24/2005 10:14:34 PM ( 19 y ago)

no, it's not spiritual work i'm referring to. it's good old fashioned pay the bills work.

i just have such a hard time concentrating on my work when things in my life are off-kilter. i should have finished today's work by mid-afternoon at the latest, but it is pretty certain that i'll be up until four tonight (if i'm lucky) completing it. i have a full schedule tomorrow as well.

i'm having an especially difficult time dealing with one of my customers. i find him outrageously demanding, and every time i decide to just acquiesce to one of his demands (with the thought that its just easier to do it than to argue about it, and that he'll leave me alone afterwards), he always pushes me just a bit more.

i had told him that i would work with him this week, but i just really do not want to at all. it is good money, and if i'm taking time off over the next weeks, I could use it. but i just find that even looking at his email gives me a stomachache. i know the answer is to stay away from him and not to tax myself overmuch (i have a good reason, after all), but i really could use the money.

i don't know what i am going to do. i'm going to delay responding to his email until i think about it some more.

 

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