I took out a piece of bread from the loud plastic bag

Date:   8/23/2005 12:03:40 PM ( 19 y ago)

August 23, 2005 @ 9:23 AM

Whew! Last night my daughter kept squirming around unable to get comfortable for sleep. Finally at 1:00 AM I got up and walked her around the house. Thinking that perhaps her problem was similar to mine (hunger) I took out a piece of bread from the loud plastic bag (surely my husband was thinking--she's quitting!) and then I spread peanut butter onto just one half. Then I thought I am going to eat, I can't think of the purpose of this, and I can't sleep. And so I spread peanut butter onto the second half. But somehow through my tiredness I didn't take a bite of that peanut butter bread. My daughter took three bites and then shook her head "no", so we went off back to to bed.

I feel really good this morning. I know I am not in the safety zone yet, but the first day is the hardest for me. Not because of not eating, but because of commitment. It is easy to eat again after only four or five hours of not eating. Gotta make it to day six. On day six I know I am going the distance!

 

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