OK. I am done complaining. It used to help but now it only makes me feel worse.

Date:   9/4/2005 6:32:46 PM ( 19 y ago)

September 4, 2005 @ 4:23 PM

OK. I am done complaining. It used to help but now it only makes me feel worse. My body is doing fine but my mind has been weakening over the past couple days. I just made my husband drive me to 24 hour fitness so I could see some results; because I can not see them just from looking at my body. I have lost 5 pounds in the last four days. Not bad, but still I don't really feel inspired by it. The fact is this is going to be hard the whole way through. I think I have accomplished a few of my goals...distance from bad foods and unhealthy habits, but the past few days I have been overwhelmed by my weight. Rushing myself ahead--I know it has only been 14 days...what do I expect? I spent a year putting on this weight. Anyway, I am going to up my workouts and maximize the weight loss from this fast...as my husband said, "You are working hard anyway...may as well work harder." True. Oprah worked out twice a day in the beginning of her weight loss journey. I have worked out twice a day before when I was dieting according the Oprah plan. So no more bi*&^ing. I will focus on other things. We just went to the library and checked out a bunch of books, CD's, etc. So I am going to focus on enjoying this freedom from food.

 

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