Just over a week to go in my grand experiment. I will continue to work at this until I am better, the key words are not 40 days, they are TO LIFE.

Date:   4/26/2006 9:43:11 PM ( 18 y ago)

Just over a week to go in my grand experiment. I really wish I had more good news to report; I had hoped to be up and walking and back to work by now. Still, according to the doctor I am beginning to heal. He did some strong adjustments today, and I didn't scream out or black out like I did only last week. While I was in diathermy, I heard another patient, a man, scream when his neck was adjusted. I'm sorry about his pain, but also glad to know I am not the only screamer. Therapy went fairly well, and I left feeling pretty good. When I got to the next town (the largest town in our county, population almost 2000) I thought I would stop at Walmart and the grocery store for some juice and fruit. I parked the car, pulled out my walker, and found I could not put any weight on my left leg. The pain was excruciating. After about three steps, I turned around, got back in the car and drove away. There was no way I could make it into the store, and I did not see anyone I knew to go and get the wheelchair for me. Bummer!

I wanted to do a liver flush tonight, but my supplies are scarce. I have enough apple juice for the flush and plenty of Vitamin C, that combination worked really well two weeks ago; really I just need to get up the courage to do it. I am also wondering whether or not to order more of the detox foot pads. I got a 10 day supply, and was not sure what to expect. The pads always turn black overnight, but I can't help but wonder if its all due to absorbed toxins. I really don't feel any different since using them. I am really stressing taking the minerals and other supplements and doing the neck stretches. My diet is much better, although there have been short term lapses. I'm hoping the emotional work I'm doing will help with the emotional eating response that I find myself falling into before I consciously realize it. I will continue to work at this until I am better, the key words are not 40 days, they are TO LIFE! I want my life back.

Later the same day-No liver flush for me. I was hit with excruciating pain from my lower back down to below my left knee. Epsom salt induced diarrhea and not walking are a poor match. I guess now that I'm not flushing, I can take some Ibuprofen, but that is another thing I want to get away from. The good news is I get to eat supper tonight. Its going to be cold and a bowl of hot soup sounds good. I've gotta get to a grocery store or I'll be fasting whether I want to or not. Still, I have to buy gasoline tomorrow, at $2.85 a gallon at the cheapest place, I may still have to fast for a while. I want chocolate, I need chocolate!!! One good thing about the high price of gas, I can't afford to drive twenty miles for a junk food run. I guess its a good thing I live in the country, if I lived in town with lots of stores, I'd weigh 300 pounds.

And still later-I figured out the cause of the severe back pain, it was the Intestinal Formula #2 that had backed up. I took a huge dose of Vitamin C, right at bowel tolerance, and feel much better now. The left leg is still very weak, but the pain is pretty well gone without pain killers. I have tried and failed at almost every colon cleanse out there. The Schulze was a disaster, I had read so many glowing testimonies about how good it was. I finally bought two kits and regretted it since. The IF #1 did not work at small doses, I followed the directions and upped the dose, the more I took, the more abdominal pain I had, but never got really good results. Now with the attempts using IF#2 both with and without IF#1 causing problems, I figure I wasted nearly $100.00. I also tried Oxypowder, it produced results, but I never felt cleaned out, just temporarily flushed out. I used the last couple of dollars I had budgeted for supplements and ordered a parasite cleanse, with a history of tapeworms, I feel this is something I need to do. I am trying something different using products from the Herbal Healer Academy. While I'm waiting on that order, I will try and continue doing some colon cleansing with gentler ingredients I already have on hand. I was getting ready to do some heavy duty Spring cleansing when all this misery broke loose. Now I am hoping a couple of weeks of various cleansing will help heal the misery. Now that I am a little stronger, I think I'm ready to begin.

 

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