it happens

Date:   11/21/2006 2:23:02 AM ( 18 y ago)

I seem to have hit a plateau. I am more balanced than I've been for better or worse, but I'm not feeling that "oh my God my life is being revolutionized" feeling. not today anyway. My material life doesn't entirely seem to have caught on to the spiritual elevation, which is fine cuz tonight I have a roof over my head and am not hungry, and I do what I want.

I run back and forth between so many religious and spiritual groups cuz I have yet to find one that I seem to totally fit into and am not sure one exists. But I've grasped on a deeper level that dualism is a construct and not real and that there's no God outside me I need to fear.

Just thought I'd post the 'update.'

 

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