I have a lot to say, I probably wont remember most of it. I'm 21, 22 pretty soon, and I've pretty much been alone all my life, I have only ever been in one relationship, and that one was only online. At the moment I only have one friend, who is also only online, and I don't do much with very often. The reason for this is I have extreme social anxiety and selective mutism, which is supposed to mostly be a disease in children but not for me apparently :(. It makes it so I'm not able to talk in most social situations so it's pretty much impossible for me to meet people, if I do know someone pretty well though I'm pretty much able to act normal around them I'm just a little shy. Right now I am not doing anything with my life, I plan to go to college this year (online) and try to get a job that doesn't involve talking to people, because I am unable to talk for a job interview I have never had a job either. I try to stay optimistic about my life, but it seems I have nowhere to go anymore. My biggest goal for my life at the moment is to meet someone, I really don't want to be alone anymore. I was wondering if anyone had any ideas on how I can get out of this situation.
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