I started a Bowel Cleanse a little over 2 weeks ago and just added in a parasite cleanse 5 days ago, so doing both at the same time now. I don't understand why I started getting so angry a couple of days ago. My temper is out of control. I snap at everyone. My shoulders and lower back are in a lot of pain too. I have a huge outbreak of fever blisters on my upper lip, the second batch in 2 weeks. I have very little energy too, although I have had low energy for some months now. I can't concentrate. I tried to meditate this morning but my mind just races. Lots of annoying things, huh? But I am most concerned about all of this anger. I throw things sometimes too. Could this be detox symptoms? Could my body be going thru stress as it detoxes? I should mention that I am a 55 year old woman who has never taken care of herself. I am overweight, have high blood pressure, suffer from depression and GERD (acid reflux) and sleep apnea. I had total right knee replacement in March of this year also. BTW, I am using dial-up on my computer because I can't afford fast speed internet, so I am getting really angry with the slowness of all of this too.Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! Anyway, because of all of my health issues, I decided to do something about it. This site can be overwhelming, so I decided to start with the basics and do the colon and parasite cleanse first. That is, if I can just get thru this. I am afraid I will say or do something really stupid that I will regret. Any suggestions? I don't want to give up on my health.
Congratulations on your decision to take your health into your own hands instead of waving a white flag and allowing the snake charmers to manage your disease into the grave with pain meds.
Yes. Anger is a sign of detox. Your protocol is successful. When I started cleansing, my accupuncturist told me not to be surprised about what happened. He said that one of his patients, a white haired little old lady, told a cop to flip the bleep off. He said to let it out and blame it on him. He said the last thing your body needs when it is fighting off parasites and purging the liver is for you to repress your emotions.
I'm of the opinion that we feel the emotions the parasites feel. They are living in us, feeding off us, the chemicals in their bodies are released in our bodies. When we hit them with a dose of medicine and they get scared, we feel fear. If they get angry because their nests are disturbed, we feel anger.
I say what I need to say. My reputation is tainted. Songs have been written and forums have been created. I can only hope it is just an illusion.
Some say the last ones to go are the hardest ones to defeat. I believe this may be true. If so, the harder they bite, the closer you are to defeating them. When there is nothing left but big ones, time to starve them into submission and slowly torture them to death.
I heard a voice that said "Look out, they are going to try and take you out with them!" It just made me more determined. They talk. They issue warnings. Pay no heed. Continue what you are doing.
>>>I heard a voice that said "Look out, they are going to try and take you out with them!" It just made me more determined. They talk. They issue warnings. Pay no heed. Continue what you are doing
It sounds so very demonic glaxony but I have no argument with you.
worms with voices.. I have often considered it myself.. maybe it tells us something about their origins.. or ours... or maybe it tells something about our fate... I have actually come to the final conclusion that worms and demons are happy bedfellows. Best to rid oneself of both, keep one and you attract the other...
Amen to that! And some are more insidious than others. YOu repress it and the dig in deeper. You let it out and everybody gets angry, says you are nuts and decides to hate you, maybe even wish for your demise. Either way a negative emotion is produced. They feed on negative emotions.
>>Amen to that! And some are more insidious than others. YOu repress it and the dig in deeper. You let it out and everybody gets angry, says you are nuts and decides to hate you, maybe even wish for your demise. Either way a negative emotion is produced. They feed on negative emotions.
I honestly think there is a connection... the term 'unclean spirits' means something...
I have had too many people tell me stories about associating with people involved in witchcraft or other weird stuff and then they find their houses full of bugs, flies, dead frogs, whatever... so why not parasites too... the bible warns about touching the dead etc...
A friend of mine told me that impure entitites are drawn to the light. She says they will attach themselves to the energy field of people who are clear and make them sick by weakening their immune systems.
If you are clear, it is important to disconnect from them before you go to sleep at night, to prevent strange dreams that can be caused by this. Sometimes when you feel sick, simply cutting the cords can make you feel better.
Seems to me that infections are an indication some of them are trying to getting in us and live as us, like the parasite that eats the tongue out of fish and establishes a colony where the fish's tongue once was, in order to sponge nutriets out of the food the fish eats.
Have you read "Dear God What's Happening to Us?" by Lynn Grabhorn?
Unfortunately, she died of cancer after writing it.
hmmm.. well.. no I have not read that book, never heard of her either.. but personally I don't listen to that type of stuff, tends too much toward occultic ideas for me.. new age etc.. I'm really not into it.
but, as a Christian, and most diehard bible believing Christians will tell you the same.. the idea that 'impure entitites are drawn to the light' is sort of just another way of saying that the demons prefer to attack those they do not own, as opposed to attacking their own who are already under submission even if unwittingly...
but they only succeeed if we let them. Pretty much, if you stay focused on Jesus and don't open the door to demonic ideas and entities they have no place to enter...
new age stuff is chock full of demonic ideas... there may be lots of truth mixed in too but it 's the little lies tossed in that enable unclean spirits to create an abode in your life.. give em an inch and they'll take a mile...
my mom was involved in the new age and occult, just lightly but nonethelsss, astrology, she did charts, tarot cards, she gave readings etc, pretty much just a hobby to her but there were lots of demons around her while she was alive, i do think she was aware of their presence and enjoyed it (it's why we left the state).. She died of cancer too. she hated the name jesus. One time when my daughter was about 8 we were visiting grandma before she died and we both heard ghosts yelling in the house, it was very strange... now that she is dead my brother (who stays there with my dad who is 80) experiences lots of weird stuff in the house, some very strange stories he tells me.. he has seen her ghost a few times too... and the spirit is not friendly if it is even her because demons can probably mimick people...he hears other voices in the house as well, and no he is not nuts and he works everyday he has a good job, his friends say the same thing about the house... but it has gotten him to get his butt to church though so that is a step in the right direction now all he needs to do is get serious about it.
I haven't been to visit there in 5 years or so, since before she died. But a dozen years ago when i got saved, by Jesus, he took a lot of those unclean spirits out of my life that were coming from my family, my mom mostly. It changed my life much for the better. Those spirits would visit me, at night especially but any hour of the day really, and they were causing a lot of trouble, causing me a lot of confusion too... I realized at one point I was surely headed to hell myself and I knelt and wept and wept and prayed and prayed and repented and i got saved really saved, Jesus is so cool...... these spirits were real ugly... their prersence I never saw them.. nasty things.. one even tried to possess me it was a very very odd experience I actually felt the darn thing enter me and then I could not leave the house for 2 days because my lip suddenly was curled, like touching the bottom of my nose... very strange.. it would not go back to normal... and I could not eat it did not want to eat... and it was cold and felt like death... but Jesus came, he literally simply touched me and the thing left and my lip immediately returned to normal and i could eat again.
a very odd experience but I simply would not believe anything about the devil being real in that sense so Jesus did let that happen to me for those two days I guess so i would never ever forget. and I guess so that i would realize the danger that was around me that i could not see.
he healed me of other stuff too. of course after being saved I did wander a bit and now I deal with some new problems but we will get past this too.. I was pretty ignorant concerning my health in this commercial grocery store world... i'm learning...
>>My temper is out of control. I snap at everyone. My shoulders and lower back are in a lot of pain too. I have a huge outbreak of fever blisters on my upper lip, the second batch in 2 weeks.
Sounds like mercury. Keep at it, the anger issues will pass. Try using diatomaceous earth to help up the metals as they are elimnated through your colon. It helps a lot, should smooth things out for you.
You can simply add the diatomaceous clay to your current routines and then continue using it after you are done with cleanses.
It's an ugly chore but enemas are the quickest way to clear the heavy metals out of your colon so that they don't recirculate... plus it is kind of a big help with parasite cleansing too.
Do you still have Amalgams in your mouth? .. the fever blisters tell me you had them at one point...