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Subject: I have been there too and my marble theory
From: ame
Date: 17:45 Feb 28 2003
I have looked over my life and the times that I was the physically sickest, was the times that my depression was the worse. It is unfortunate that sickness causes stress and the added stress causes the body to get weaker still, causing more stress, and the sickness itself causes the body to weaken also. I am trying now to build my body back up from the events of the last 3 years, 4 car accidents, a concussion, a kidnapping, moving stress, my Mom dying, taking way too many antidepressants, taking supplements, etc., I have tried so many things including:
Orthopedic doctors when I was little, MD's, stomach doctor, arthritis doctor, chiropractors, foot Orthotics, neck traction, psychiatrists, homeopathics, nutrition doctor, Hydrogen peroxide therapy, acupuncture, prescription drugs, supplements, iridology (more for diagnosing problems by looking at the eyes), herbs, getting mercury fillings out, cavitation surgery (the dentist dug out the dead and diseased bone that never healed form wisdom teeth extraction, that was fun!) thought field therapy, color therapy, trigger point, massage, TMJ spilt, ion generator, physical therapy, liver, colon, parasite and kidney cleansing, chi machine, barley water, colonics and rolfing.
Of those, I only found rolfing and the barley water to be of much help. it has taken me 20 years to learn no doctor or therapy can get me well. I can only do it myself. I don't mean mind over matter here. I don't really have much faith in talking to councilors until I turn blue either.
Anyway, I just came up with a theory why some are sick and others are not. Why some can eat anything they want and others like me have to scrutinize everything they pop in their mouths. I call it the marble theory. It is mine so feel free to disagree with it.
The marble theory
1. Each of us is born with so many marbles. Lets say 1000 marbles. Marbles are like the body's reserves or life energy. Some people are born with less than 1000 marbles because of the life energy of both parents. If your parents were ill or on drugs or ate a bad diet such as processed food or the Mom was ill or too old or ate poorly while pregnant, you lost some marbles right off the top. There is proof of this though the "pottenger cat study". Also through speaking to many people, it seems that the later born children are sicker that their older siblings. This is because, the mom's energy level was not built back up between children yet if the children were closely spaced, and/or the Mom was older thus more likely to have health problems and less life energy to share with the baby. This is true in my family. I am the sickest, and the last born with only 1 year between each child. the spacing should be at least 3-4 years. My sister is sick but not as sick as me and my brother is strong with few health issues and the oldest.
2. Our marbles are depleted through our life choices and things that happen beyond our control such as accidents and stressful events. Also each day of life depletes marbles just because.
I came up with a list of items that take away marbles from the big bowl of life. You get low on marbles you get sick, too low and you get really sick and there is a level of marbles where there in not enough energy to sustain life and you die.
Your emotions are also deeply connected to the amount of life energy you have. To be happy and calm, etc. it take a lot of good nutrients and energy (marbles). You might be able to pretend to be calm or happy or whatever, but if you are sick, your underlying mood is beyond your control. You can control your behavior not your emotions that are connected to the health of various organs.
According to Chinese thought, fear is related to the kidneys and anger and depression to the liver and so on.
Things that take away marble from your reserves:
(some take away huge numbers of marbles others very few)
colds
cuts and bruises
all infections and diseases
all burn and all sunburns
minor stress
major stress and or too much worry
toxins including: pesticides, smoking, drinking, most cleaners
and personal care products from the grocery store (petro
chemical based), anything you are allergic to, gas fumes,
perfume, all chemicals, microwaves, plastics,
synthetic fibers, mercury fillings and root canals, fluoride,
chlorine, bla bla, bla...
(for more info)
http://www.ourlittleplace.com/perfume.html
http://www.fluoridealert.org/ifin-634.htm
http://www.ourlittleplace.com/nontoxic
http://www.mercola.com/article/microwave/hazards2.htm
poor quality food: sugar, white flour, all processed food (most
anything in a bag, box, jar or can), poor quality fats and oils, table salt , pasteurized milk products, bla bla bla,
http://www.mercola.com/nutritionplan/beginner.htm
insufficient food
bad or insufficient water
lack of or too much exercise
http://www.sensiblehealth.com/subpage2.htm
lack fresh or no air to breath
lack of love
lack of or too much sleep
lack of relaxation
lack of fun
insect or spider bites
dental work
lack of sunshine
http://www.mercola.com/2000/oct/22/full_spectrum_light.htm
each day of life
having a baby
pregnancy
car accidents
operations
sprains and breaks
loss of blood or other fluids
major illness
immunizations
Frost bite or hypothermia
heat exhaustion
concussion
street drugs
over the counter or prescription drugs
eye glasses (will not let healing power of the sun into your eyes)
boredom
being under or over weight
3. don't worry, the following items add marbles back. Although it seems that marbles are easier to loss than to get back and much harder to get back the less you have at the time.
Things that add marbles back to our reserves:
Good quality food and water
http://www.westonaprice.org/
fresh air
sleep
relaxing
fun
being other centered
stimulating the senses
love
sunshine
nature
prayer
exercise
laughter
following your dreams
staying busy but not overworking
4. Some get sick from breathing in a chemical such as a candle's petro chemical scent, and others can tolerate it. It is toxic to both people, but the one who did not get sick had more marbles, so having a few less did not affect him cause he was not at that marble level to allow sickness. If the sicker person had say 500 marbles and you get sick at 499 and the chemical took 3 marbles you get sick, a cold or whatever. If the sick person, does a few things from the "add marble" list and avoids the stuff from "loose marbles" list, he gets better after he gains back enough marbles to get to 500 again. This person is so close to the 499 level that he or she is just a few marbles away from getting sick so is always getting sick, and if not careful can get sicker and sicker if he does more stuff from "loose a marble" list than from "add a marble" list. The fewer and fewer marbles the person has, the sicker they get and the harder it is to gain them back cause the fewer marbles you have, the less energy you have to live much less use to regain health. But, it is possible, if patient and careful. The less marbles you have, the more time it takes to climb back up to the not sick level. So, that is why it might take a week to feel yourself again after getting over a cold and 1 year to get over a car accident. Add bad thing on top of bad thing, and it is cumulative, so 10 colds in a row and you feel horrible for much longer. So, if you get into 4 car accidents in 2 years as I did and it takes years to get well. Maybe this is why I have chemical sensitivities and food allergies and am tire all the time and grumpy. Add a concussion to that and I have a long climb. This does not even count stress, such as the kidnapping, the court case from the kidnapping, my Mom dying, and my husband loosing his job. Each prescription medication is taking away marbles from the pile too. I feel better on the two meds I am taking than when I was on 3. I am tapering off one of the two and almost off, so feeling even better. Most supplements are also toxic. They have toxic fillers and binders and bad oils used to keep the machines running but are bad for human health.
http://www.drrons.com/about_our_supplements.html .
my husband can eat what ever he wants, go to bed late and drink and smoke and since he has more marbles he is ok or if he does get sick from his bad habits, he gets better quickly, although not as quick as 10 years ago.
If, I eat something that I am allergic to, I feel so horrible and if I go into a toxic store, I tired for days. So, I have to go build up my marble reserve. I am going to eat some nutritious homemade soup and try to get some sun, but not much as it is cold out.
I hope in some small way my thoughts help you. I hope in time you can build up your marbles. I have read and read looking for the answer to my problems. severve food allergies, depression, hypoglycemia, chemical allergies, pain and scoliosis.
The book "healing with whole foods" tells you what to eat according to your body type and illness. If you are a cold type person, eat more warming foods. If you are thin and deficient you need to avoid bitter foods and fasting and any sort of cleansing including colonics (I got deficiency constipation from doing colonics), because you need to build up your body not loose more body tissue. You are aiming for balance in life. not to have a dry or damp body, not to be over or underweight, and not to be cold or hot. to get enough sleep but not too much, to exercise enough but not to the point of exhaustion.
The book is wonderful and hard to describe. It has literally saved my life. I did not have a clue how to get better. I ran from doctor to doctor, and got my back popped weekly or more, to stay out of pain, but anything I did was mearly a Band-Aid or made it worse. I needed to get to the root of the problem. I know the doctors would have never found out what the problems was. This book describes how we get sick and how to get well. It is hard to read at first since Americans are not used to thinking in those terms. We are used to having someone else plan our road to recovery. Go to the doctor and here take this pill and for a while. It helps, but the cause remains and you get sick again. I thought liver and colon cleansing would help me but they made me sicker. The book made it easier to understand that a thin person such as me need to eat foods to build and avoid cleansing and any purging type foods. Also, there is no one right answer for everyone. Each person has to find through the help of books such as these, their own way to health.
On a more personal note:
I had so many marbles removed from my pile a few years ago I had to stay in the hospital because I was so depressed and prayed each night that God would call me home. But now, after I am eating organic veggies and only pastured (not toxic feedlot kind) meat and chicken (can find a source near you at http://eatwild.com/)and having stopped all cleanses and bitter, pungent, sour foods and eating only building and warming foods that do not create dampness, I am not happy, happy, joy, joy, but, I can see that day coming. I am in a lot less pain from the car accidents, I am sleeping better, I do not yell at everyone that walks by, I rarely have reflux anymore, my bowels movements are good, I have less nose bleeds, I don't have to get up to pee 3-4 times a night anymore, I do not talk so much anymore, I can breath easier, I no longer crave salt, I don't get bloated very often, tmj pain is almost entirely gone, my hair is coming back in, I don't get dizzy or confused anymore, I still get the occasional pimple but I am not as pale as I was. My body is warmer now, I don't tire as easily and my family does not drive me nuts anymore. My tongue looks better and so do my eyes, both are good indicators of health. And I have gained back the weight I lost (20lbs) due to the liver/colon/kidney cleanse. I still am at the post accident weight. I would have to gain back 10 more pounds to pre accident weight.
I still have chemical sensitivities and food allergies, and an itchy scalp, some shoulder pain and other little pains, but I no longer want to die and no longer get all jealous of what others can eat that I might never be able to eat again, I am not depressed now, but not overjoyed either, but my mind is quieter, and more able to live inside my own skull. All in all the whole is a better place. As you can see I still have problems but I had a lot of marbles taken from me in a short amount of time without time to rebuild I am also on 2 antidepressant and one can never be completely healthly while ingesting sure un-natural substances. Prescription meds are made from motor oil (petro chemicals). They are damaging to the body and depleting. but never come off them cold turkey or you will get very sick, and don't change your diet all at once either or you will put your body into shock. I know cause that is how I ended up in the hospital. quitting a med cold turkey, bad idea. Sorry so long but healing take a long time, unfortunately sometimes longer than it took to get sick.
And on a final note, you are not worthless. You are a worthwhile person that just happens to not feel too well right now.
I lost my marbles, but I am getting them back, I hope you too can get your marbles back up there!
You have been in hell! You have my sympathy.
But there is no need to go through any of that any more....
You can relax and know that you need do nothing!
"you are not a victim of the world you see!"
"You have invented all that"
"You do not know what anything is for"
"You do no perceive your own best interests"
"Nothing you see means anything!"
"You could have peace instead of this!" and above all
you are trying to make sense out of an insane world - believe me.
All this is from a book called A Course In Miracles
any bookshop will order one for you... it will probably scare you at first as it looks big -
But just calmly turn to Lesson No. One and read on for 365 days.... and all that cacophony will melt away from you. (Look it up on your Google Search )
It is NOT just another faddish cult thing - no it is not.
I cannot say more.
You will look back upon all that frantic searching you did and say
"I could have had peace instead of all that". Good reading.
Jan
Subj: Re: [curezone] My Marble Theory
Date: 3/5/03 11:44:06 PM Central Standard Time
From: duncanmcdowell@yahoo.com
To: curezone-owner@yahoogroups.com
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Thanks for sending this. It is so good that I wish I
had written it. I have thought this before and even
discussed it with a friend, but never took the time to
write it down. I'm sure its all true.
Thanks again,
Duncan
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In a message dated 3/5/2003 11:25:34 PM Eastern Standard Time, WDGBPG@aol.com writes:
Subject: I have been there too and my marble theory
From: ame | Show All messages posted by ame |
Date: 17:45 Feb 28 2003 (5 days ago) R? Recommended Message!
I have looked over my life and the times that I was the physically sickest, was the times that my depression was the worse. It is unfortunate that sickness causes stress and the added stress causes the body to get weaker still, causing more stress, and the sickness itself causes the body to weaken also. I am trying now to build my body back up from the events of the last 3 years, 4 car accidents, a concussion, a kidnapping, moving stress, my Mom dying, taking way too many antidepressants, taking supplements, etc., I have tried so many things including:
Orthopedic doctors when I was little, MD's, stomach doctor, arthritis doctor, chiropractors, foot Orthotics, neck traction, psychiatrists, homeopathics, nutrition doctor, Hydrogen peroxide therapy, acupuncture, prescription drugs, supplements, iridology (more for diagnosing problems by looking at the eyes), herbs, getting mercury fillings out, cavitation surgery (the dentist dug out the dead and diseased bone that never healed form wisdom teeth extraction, that was fun!) thought field therapy, color therapy, trigger point, massage, TMJ spilt, ion generator, physical therapy, liver, colon, parasite and kidney cleansing, chi machine, barley water, colonics and rolfing.
This was one of the best posts I've read in some time and I am forwarding it to many people. Your marble theory makes a lot more sense than believing that somehow being poisoned, cut up and burned will make you a better person. What I found particularly interesting is that you have tried almost everything out there, yet I saw no mention of the two things that I have found to be the most beneficial I've ever discovered -- Rebound Exercise and Natural Hygiene (raw whole foods).
I hope you will look into them and add my link to your favorites: Sick and tired of being sick and tired? So, Be Healthy!
Subj: Re: [curezone] My Marble Theory
Date: 3/6/03 12:28:13 PM Central Standard Time
From: susii2@attbi.com
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I just had to let you know that I loved the marbles. It follows along the same thought as alot of healing with your spirit, energy, or marbles. I think I will use this to explain things to my children sence for them being able to see and touch something that represents an intangable idea makes it easier to understand. I used pennies for age and the funny thing was that when you stack about 70 pennies up (give or take) they start to fall over (die). Thanks so much for the marble theory.
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Easier to increase your cortisol level. I have the book you mention and it is worthy but does not mention cortisol levels which equates to your marbles.
Tracy
Your illness is a blessing for it gives you the opportunity to resolve old issues and create a new reality by choosing a different probability with your God given right of free will.
From: amigopluris@ameritech.net
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Hi,
Might I suggest reading "Metabolic Typing Diet" by William Wolcott. This book tells how one person with a illness can eat something and begin to get well. Another person with the same symptoms of the illness from the first person can eat the same food or nutrient and get worse. Good Luck on getting your marbles back!
vanadeux@eurobell.co.uk
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I believe that all people who are ill can either improve greatly or completely eliminate their illness with the help of a Quigong technique that can be learnt via book/video, and if people are truly seeking and seriously look into this they would see why it has to work.
I have no affiliation with the founder of this technique, I just was ill for a very long time and like ame had tried many different things to the point of giving up and being totally miserable frightened and insecure about my future. I am coming out of the woods with the help of this quigong technique. Look up on the search engine cosmic freedom quigong or chi kung, and the founder is master yap soon yeong.
Hello Anne, I'm so happy you found a eastern medical practitioner
and posted here on the curezone. Like you I received positive
results from a Qi gong master, where western alternative health
practitioners only confused me with their theories,since they
like allopathic practitioners only treat symptoms, which is "OK"
for those who believe their choice will work. The results when I
received my first treatment even though I didn't understand all
the herbs used I was amazed how my body responded. Just from
reading my pulse he diagnosed my problem and after 9 months of
treatments all disease symptoms are gone and with preventative
once a year treatments I at age 60 have remained disease free the
past 3 years. I've tried to find a website on eastern medical
practitioners for others who need to know clinical studies and
none found! Like many who have been cured-analytical minds will
claim, since allopathic testing wasn't used to diagnose your
diseases" apparently you were not ill! The truth is when humans
are diagnosed via allopathic testing and told they have a disease
guess what-your mind believes and you will have all the symptoms
that has been projected to your sub-conscience mind. HHP,Larry
Pain in the neck being home boaund, and only being able to eat
beef, green beens, broccoli and beets and on occation lamb. I can drink water too, yippi!
I am glad some of you were impressed with my silly little marble
therory.
Course this little therory is not helping me much in getting well.
I never gets colds, not since I have had MCS. I wonder why that is?
I just fall on the floor and can't get up if I am exposed to a petro chemical based product. Gee, I would rather have a cold! I can;t really see the point having to live like a hermit! Why bother getting out of bed!
A few response to the replys that were posted to my original post quite some time ago.
1. I can't digest raw foods. I remember that was an issue with one of the replys. What is rebound exericise?
2. Rolfing works with the conective tissue not the muscle and can be painful. I had about 20 sessions and I had to quit due to the car fumes making me ill. It was a 1 hour drive as rolfers are a rare breed. I went back to get rolfed after a crown being replaced with more biocompatable material. I was so tense from the fear and breathing all the perfume at the office and the well, everything. I was told by the rolfer, that I was little tight and twisted, but pretty much had held my own. This was after a year of no rolfing! So, scoliosis can benifit permanently from rolfing sessions. You can get new traumas in living, but all the old phyiscal traumas that were worked out via rolfing are gone for good! Good deal.
As I said, Everyone is different. The rolfer said, originally I responded very slowly to treatment, but once I did I hung on to the progress, while others that he has treated respoonded very quick and regressed very easily.
Maybe this means if I ever get well, I will stay well. I certainly hope so.
I am just not seeing the end of the dark tunnel at this point.
3. I have not invented my allergies to everything. They are there.
4. How would I increase my cortisol?
5. What is Quigong technique?
these responses are in no particular order.
Mary
hope all of you get better faster than I have been.
Hi Mary I know you said you've tried many differant therapies but I don't see the Parasite cleanse! I believe it could be key to MCS if you do have them! They also emit chemicle toxins! I do love your marble theory, makes a lot of sense! I actually have heard a very similar theory without the marbles from a professional of some kind that included pregnancy and the health and lifestyle of the mother before conception! So you do start to lose your marbles very early in life! Great post ! Thanks! Grog
I did take paracite herbs from a nutrition doc for about 2 years, along with all sorts of other vitamins. The nutrition doc said my problem was my mercury fillings. He said this because every time he went after the candida the allergies acted up and when he went after the allergies the candida asted up.
He said candida loves to feed on mercury, so if he wiped out (with herbs) the candida, the mercury built up causing allergies. then when he worked ont he allergies the mecury would build up and the candia would say supper! I was on a bit of a roller coaster for 2 years. I started to get my mercury fillings out. Boy, did that not work out. I had 1 quadrant out and I got severely depressed, I then had 1 more quadrant out and became suicidal depressed Turned out the suppliments not the mecury memoval were causing my depression. I got the suppliments tested again and I had a brain allergy to them. But it got so bad I had to stay in the hospital for 2 weeks. Not fun.
Let's see. I waited on the rest of the fillings until just recently, because this whole thing was killing me. I had the first 2 quadrants out in 1999 and just a few monthes ago (march 2004) I had to have a crown redone so I figured gee while they were at it, might as well. So, he did the crown and the tooth beside it. So, only 1 more quadrant to go. It was horrible, but no depresion this time cause no suppliments. I have severe MCS so I can't handle that. It took monthes to recover from the procedure and the toxic dentist office.
As far as all the other cleanses I have done those too. I have done a few gal bladder ones. Not much results. I did Colon Cleanses (2001) and that almost killed me! I lost 20 pounds. I later did a kidney flush, lost 10 more pounds, so at this point down to skin and bones (92 pounds) I am 5' 4" and medium frame. So, I do not rush to do stuff anymore. I also did colonics (feb 2003) a little over a year ago, that tried to kill me too. I had about 5 done and I got dificiency constipation. I felt horrible. I had to quit the stupid colonics caused constipation that was worse than anything. I was severely constipated for about 2 months after the last colonic. And, even though the colon cleansing (herbal) was hard on me, I had great bowel movements after I healed up from the cleanse. Now I am about like I was before the colon cleansing. What a shame to loose the progress. I was doing pretty good before the colonics.
I had gained 20 of the 30 pounds I had lost. I had better color. I was not yelling all the time. I feel less like death. Then to make matters worse in June 2003 I was exposed to low level CO poisioning for about 3-4 months. I didn't know it until after they came to test the air. Then, I figured out how long by how I had been feeling. So, I lost 10 pounds with that. Great lose weight diet plan I am on huh? So, I was up to 115 and went down to 105 with the CO and now I am 108 exactly 1 year later. (2004)
Cleanses make me so tiny. I only did the kidney cleanse for 2 days until the wieght lost was obviously a problem. I was allergic to the corn silk I found out. I am still trying to get back up to at least 115. I was 123 before I had lost the 30 pounds in a few monthes time frame.
I have only food as my sourse of healing at this point.
The herbablist I talked to in Canada, said cleansing is pointless while you are on prescription drugs. Well, I proved her right! I am just swimming upsteam. I am almost off the highly addictive neurontin. If I get off as scheduled in Nov, it will have taken 3 years to get off that poison. That was something they put me on in the hospital back in 99. It took 2 years to get off the valium.
Drugs are poison, and almost 100% are made from crude oil waste. I will then get to struggle for a few more years after Christmas to get off the zoloft. I do hope the drugs caused my MCS and it goes away after the drugs are out of me. I hope. If that is not that case. I will not have 1 tiny string of hope to hang onto and I may hurt myself.
What a chunk of life those drugs have wasted. Thanks pfizer! I really appriciate it!
I am quoting the following from http://www.garden-ville.com/F_A_Q.htm
It is a organic gardening store, but I thought it sounded about right.
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Question: But what should I do about pests in my garden?
Answer: First of all, realize that insect infestations are SYMPTOMS of a problem, not THE problem. "Pest" insects are simply fulfilling their purpose, which is to remove sick and weak plants. And weak plants are a result of poor soil...they are not getting the nutrition they need to be strong and healthy. A healthy plant will have a healthy immune system, which allows it to be resistant to disease and insects. OK...we still have some insect problems from time to time. There are environmentally sound ways to treat these, using non-toxic materials such as Organic Insect Control, Beneficial insects (every pest insect has a insect predator), biological controls, and commercially prepared or homemade concoctions containing citrus oil and other ingredients are also safe and effective controls.
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So, translating to humans, the parasites are only the symptom not the problem. I am the weak plant. Weak me is from poor food in the past, and a limited diet (due to allergies) now. So, I know more about a healthy diet now, but I hope it is not too late. Even pottenger could not get a cat to have healthy kittens again after going from a bad diet to a good one. So, it may just be too late for me, ALthough I do not plan to have any more kittens.
One more study involved two plants. One in mineral rich soil and the other in minereal difficient soil. As the plants grew, the mineral difficiant plant got bugs the other one did not. The plants were then rapped around each other and the minereral rich plant still was bug free. You are what you eat and so are plants I guess!
Hi Mary ! I think your herbalist holds the key ! I totally agree that percription drugs will throw off a gallbladder cleanse and stop a parasite cleanse from giving up the parasites! I cannot do any pharmaceutical drugs! I get all the bad side affects! Pain killers cause your liver to go catabolic and allow the invaders to dig in even worse! I mean they are chemicals, some of the worst! So good luck on your health quest I really hope you find some answer and some relief soon! Grog
gosh, how can I be patient if it will be years til off drugs.
I know sunshine is very good to help help but I am so lonely and sad to be all alone here with no one most of the day. I end up making all worse but sitting here at the computer all day.
I run out of stuff to do. I am a prisoner in my own home and so stir crazy!
I can sew, or cook my dinner, or read, or be on the computer. I go for walks too. ug, boring to live alone all the time. The family has their own lives so they are out in the world doing their thing and I am trapped here.
My daughter hates me as I got real mad and told her to throw out all her fragranced products. She refused and said she would just take them to her boyfriend's. If she does that I will still smell the junk when she wears it. I have asked you told her, yelled at her to get rid of the stuff, but I guess shampoo is higher on her list of importannt things than I am!
So wonder why I feel like a worthless human being.
I would just go back home to live with mom but she dies 3 years ago. No place I can be not a burden!
My daughter did box up a few things, I heard her. I will toss the rest when she is on vacation with her fther over the 4th.
Then she will get all mad and walk around all snooty for a few more weeks, I am really making her life hard.
I asked her to just see my side. Not! She is 17 and thus selfish.
I am sure I was not wonderful at that age either.
I just need my family to give a crap about me. I guess I am just dreaming.
It's ame again, new handle since I forgot my password
I got off my neurontin nov 2005. I have been taking a break from tappering off drugs since then to let my brain heal. It has really helped. tappering off antidepressants
is painful.
I also got the rest of my mercury fillings out june 2005. I have been exhausted ever since. It has not helped my health, but it is out of the way.
I have started an heirloom veggie garden in the summer of 2005. It has done
wonders for my mood. Can't wait to get back out in the garden.
My mood has improved a lot since I stoped tappering. Tappering is very stressful. I want to begin to taper of zoloft but, I just am too tired to do it now. I need to wait until the sun is out to start that journey. I am also scared to taper again, since tappering make one loose their mind. Boy after I get off that poison, I can really start my healing.
I can be free from toxic medication, my body can dump the residuals, I can feel free
to then do a few galbladder cleanses, and hopefuly add a few more things to my limited diet. Zoloft is keeping me allergic I believe. If my mood does not improve after my health does, I can them try something along the lines of emotional freedom technique.
I have the dvds already, but a waste to do them now as brain drugs kept one from totally
releasing bad emotions. I know I have tried it before with a doctor. He said
I would have to reapeat the whole process once off drugs.
I had someone tell me that antidepressants used to be marketed as pain relivers, but after the docs found out the calming efect they had, they started to push them on their
depresed patients.
It all makes sense. Asprin like drugs make the gut bleed, and so do antidepressants, pain pill cause poor disgestion and health problems and so do the mood drugs. The comparisons go on but you get the point.
anyway I thought I would add a update to how I am, in case anyone was worried about me or just wondering.
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