Was the world still there? Hope you enjoyed Easter. I spent the day making the meal, and I kept thinking about the coke and pork video. I put extra cloves in the ham, boiled and cooked the hell out of it. I spend alot of time on the parasite forum. I have a hard time eating pork, well meat in general. Anyway ate to much, and that doesn't help this.
I don't know about that earth mother stuff, I just read alot. The red cabbage thing came from THE NATURE DOCTOR, by Dr H.C.A. Vogel. The doctors just want to poison me, so this is what I am left with. There is so much information on curezone, I've made alot of progress since I found this site.
I got a vick's stick, thanks. The energy thing is a drag, it happens to me all the time. Could your iron be low? Calf liver is high in iron 21 mg in one piece. I started cooking that every couple of weeks and it seems to help. The B vitimins, that is what is in bee pollen that give energy.
Energy I am out of it and I am going to bed. I am going to learn Quatum Healing and heal you from here. For now I will imagine you playing the piano and I am sure it will sound perfect, because I am tone deaf, and in total awe of anyone who can carry a tune in a bucket.
Yes! The world was still there when I opened the door.... (I was almost finished a post when I hit the wrong button and I couldn't retrieve it...went somewhere into cyber space no doubt...so if you read something similar to this...that's what's happened.)
Ok....sounds like you were well fed over Easter! Pork....haven't had that for ages.. I'm pretty much a vegetarian like you.. I've probably cooked meat at this place twice in the 10 months I've been here. I would like to try the liver but.....
you made me get up and take my 'herbal iron liquid' just then...and I've kept the plugs in the sink ever since I read your post - good advice.
I went to the library today and brought home a lot of books and magazines on healing/soul-coaching etc. There's some really interesting stuff around (lots of good stuff on curezone too) - this site has been a wealth of support when times were really bad...I have gotten some really good advice which no doubt kept me functioning when I could have really fallen apart..)
I took my 'flies' to a health dept. I had been to a few months ago...a South African scientist looked at them and nodded his head and believed me when I said I had massaged them out of my skin.. took them and said he would try and identify them for me and give me some ideas about 'treatment'..will catch up with him later in the week..
I had had a stressful evening the night before once again trying to convince my brother...the best he could come up with was, "I believe that you believe you massaged them out of your skin".....ehhhhh...I have had a steep learning curve due to this 'affliction'. I thought I was compassionate but now realize that there are a whole lot of people out there who are going through some heavy stuff and really the best thing you can do for them is just say, "I believe you, I may not understand, but I believe you." (Just that sentence would give a lot of comfort to someone going through stuff) - so this hasn't been a wasted 'journey'...
My skin is still clear...have only had a few 'stinging' things...the air doesn't seem to have as much 'stuff' in it as it did the other day. I just hope I can break its breading cycle...
Quantum healing.... when you think of everything on the internet - all the 'millions of pages' - they don't 'really' exist...even what you see in front of you now is not 'ink on paper' - it all exists in 'cyberspace'....how powerful the internet is...imagine how powerful are our minds are and how much more potential there is within them for healing and beauty and wonder....(!)...how wonderful just to be a part of it all!
Sounds like you are feeling a bit better. I can't wait to hear about what they say the flies are. Be ready to run if you see a straight jacket, lol. Well the fact that they let you leave is promising. As for your brother, I'd say most of my family thinks I am crazy. Nothing you can do, but let it go. I remember you writing about the nose worms. Well the other day, my daughter said I had something on my nose, when I looked it was like two dead worms coming out of pores on the bottom of my nose. How gross and strange. This is enough to make me crazy.
I slept with foot detox pads on my feet last night. Started OPing again this morning first with undiluted cranberry juice, then hemp oil, followed by ozonated olive oil, then warm salt water, H202, scrub my whole mouth with soap and then brushed my teeth. Today I'm taking 6000mg of vit C four times, along with a good bit of MSM, blackstrap molasses and a liquid chlorophyll concentrate I started on yesterday and I'm going to see how much ozone water I can drink. Will eat some aloe take some bee pollen, snack on some pumpkin seeds. Can't forget the colloidal silver.
Speaking of CS, I am having real good results with that stuff. Maybe you should invest in a silvermaker. I have the sota silver pulser ZBB5, it makes the silver and does the blood purification thing. My ten year old german shepard had a cyst, tumor, strange growth on the side of his spine, I had felt it for like the last four months it was the size of a quater about.I've been giving him Cs for about a month or two and it is gone. I've looked and looked. My horses have had issues with laminitis, a hoof promblem related to a bacteria in the hind gut. It gives them throid problems, overweight, too hairy, wanting to eat all the time , no energy. Since they've been getting the CS all those issues seem to be going away. I tried the CS from the health food store it was so costly I was unable to use enough of it and who knows what quality it was anyway. I wore the foot detox pads last night and there was less gunk on them this morning than there ever has been. I hope the CS is doing me as much good as it is the animals. I going back to Becks blood pulsing. i am pretty sure the soreness in my arms was caused by floxin poisoning I recieved from the cipro, and the last floxin drug I took. I will find out. Sorry this is so long.
It's great having time off! Yeh! I've checked out lots on the net, bought a great dining table from the op shop - total $55 including delivery....tonight I shall eat sitting at a table...yeh!! Really enjoying reading my books from the library. I ran into another teacher while I was out - it really hit me that the 'word' has a lot of power behind it...I was feeling really good and motivated. I got talking to her and the conversation spiralled...."It's going too quickly etc. etc." I found myself saying, "No - it's not - it's going as fast or slow as we want it to go." I couldn't wait to get away after I wished her all the best and recommended that she go to the movies and 'put her mind in a happy place'. Oh how wise we can be when the going is good....speak to me this time next week! (hee! hee!)...
I was interested in your reference to colloidal silver...I thought I'd have a go at making one of the kits... my brother has a soldering iron...but then I found someone in another state who sells them for around $140.00 so I think I might buy one instead. I was impressed by what I read and the success you have had with yourself and your animals. I agree with you that the made up stuff is way too expensive if I can make it myself...Anna you have quite a few 'gizmos'...let us know how the Beck's protocol goes...(I checked him out on utube).
The wind has picked up and there seems to be 'something in the air'. I'm a bit of a 'fresh air freak' and have the windows open all the time. It might be some pollen or something...I just hope it's not those 'things' starting to breed up again! In front of me I have two bottles of tea tree oil and one of Hydrogen Peroxide 6%... I was never like this....I spend my time looking at health - body/mind/soul stuff now....it used to be tennis/swimming/reading/music/painting/writing...
Hey...I just gave my 'Anna' stone a little rub...'feel the vibe?'...read a little bit on distance healing...sending good thoughts and healing vibes...
I'm off to the shops to get some fresh bean (if they've got them). I feel like some crisp green beans in a nice vinegar souce...mmmm....
Hope your energy level has picked up a bit more today Anna. Enjoy your successes and celebrate them... we are going from strength to strength... I've learnt so much by sharing here...
I'm starting to ramble...must catch the shops before they shut....
Are you still on break, or is it over? It sounds as though you have had a good time. Glad to hear you have a dining table, this seems like a step in the right direction. My energy level is up for a change, and I've been making good use of it. This sickness has me cleaning all the time it seems, and this place is big, I was able to tackle the whole place in one day. Having the energy to acomplish the smallest thing, is reason to celebrate these days. How good it is to feel good.
Summer is almost here and I guess it is leaving there. You mentioned the change your weather. Whatever this is I don't think it does well in cold weather, I seem to have great die offs, before and during a cold front. I don't know if it is the change in the pressure or the cold. I am looking forward to the hydro therapy at the ocean, on the down side it gets so hot here. Let me know if the cold helps git rid of it. This is a long process, I'm learning alot along the way. I wish some lessons wern't so difficult. I would have never thought I would catch something so strange. Who would.
Still I'm dealing with pain, mostly in the shoulders. I'm sure this is from the floxin drugs (antibiotics), cipro and that last even stronger one. If you go to the docs, be careful of these. I think antibiotics are some how related to what I have. Back to the shoulders, read something on curezone about presure points for that, it seemed to help. I am big on reflexology. I am riding the horses again and overall doing better. Must be your prayers, and the energy you have been sending. So I'm sending healing energies to you. Play a tune for me.
God Bless
"In the world ye shall have tribulations: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world" (John 16:33)
As always, health, wealth, and love
It's Saturday evening here....have had a busy day shifting furniture. I bought a long low-lying entertainment unit and a new tv today, a few new lamps, a taichai dvd - a new ironing board cover and a few other things... (holidays can be expensive!). I've got a new desk on order as well... so I really will have to get back to work to afford all these luxuries! One more day of freedom then back to work.
You're right when you say they die off during the colder climate...our 'colder climate' is 27 degrees C. I have had nothing at all now for, oh must be just over a week. My skin is really smooth (back to normal). Energy level is high (but then again I am on holidays!). I have been reading a lot of 'positive' books... At the moment I am reading Zig Zigglar, Louise Hay, Norman Vincent Peal (was brought up on his books!) and a few others... a different state of mind really is another galaxy...'Say it until you believe it' seems to ring true a bit...
I am still wary of this 'thing' and know I need to ' keep on top of it.' I checked in with the guy I left my samples of my 'flies'with via the phone....he said he will be doing his microscope work on the weekend... if he can't identify them he will send them on to the top guy at Sydney Uni. He believed me...I told him the impact it has had on my life over these past 14 months - financial/energy wise/health etc....hopefully something will develop out of this - even if it is just awareness and future sufferers are 'believed' when they present...that would be a start!
Your shoulder seems to be causing you some pain...have you tried castor oil packs yet?...Are you familiar with Edgar Cayce at all?....he used to recommend castor oil packs...might be just a thought to look into what he would have recommended for a sore shoulder. As for antibiotics etc...I can't remember ever taking any .... my family was always into health in a BIG way so any cold etc. was treated with old Russian remedies and lots of vit c (lots of honey and apple cider vinegar and eucalyptus). I am pretty lucky that way I think...worst thing I have are a few Amalgam fillings I would love to get rid of (but the dentist is SO expensive!).
Oh another thing Anna - about the time I noticed these 'things' leaving, I had bought some soap that was made in India from an Asian furniture place... (they have lots of lovely things there!)...anyhow I usually buy simple soap, but I bought a few bars of Neem soap with lavender and a couple others with Neem and Patchouli... on the packet it said Neem and lavender were very antibacterial so I gave it a go...it was within days of using the soap that things cleared up...now of course it could have just been a timing thing, but it might just be another catalyst it this things' eradication. I have read that sufferers may have a special type of 'fungus' or 'bacteria' growing on them that attracts this 'thing'...so there may be some relevance re: the Neem soap...
My heart went out to you when I read you spent the day cleaning...ohhhhh....what horrible memories...that alone is EXHAUSTING!....
My parents came over today and because I was always scared of passing these 'things' on I have not visited much and had stopped hugging people when I met them...well today mum and dad couldn't get enough hugs... mum kept coming back for more all the time...she was so glad these things had gone and was glad I would hug her again...this 'thing' really is a 'thief' on many levels isn't it?!
(While I am sitting here writing to you I am using a teaspoon to sip apple cider vinegar and local natural honey)...I always get into something 'healthy' when I check into Curezone...usually have my sips of Olive Leaf Extract or munch on a carrot or apple etc...(I have moved, not put away, but moved my tea tree oil bottles to the bathroom and they are no longer next to the computer...I have put them in the bathroom and have thrown out all my 'sticky tape' specimens....out of sight/out of mind/out of skin/out of house....etc. ).
Sorry it has taken so long to post. This has been a most stressful week, things have seemed to of settled down a bit. I hope it lasts. Are you still doing as well as you were last week? The soaps sound pretty good, I used neem and lavender, but never together. I was useing a soap that worked good, but they have changed the ingredience. I'll look for the neem.
How wonderful you were able to hug your family again. My mother passed away over ten years ago. I hope you know how special it is to be able to hug your mother. Savor the moment, you just don't know how many you get. We are lucky that we are getting over this demon.
I had a cup of hot coco and am feeling rather sleepy, so good night.
As alway God Bless
Anna
I've just gotten off the phone to a lady in Melbourne who has the condition - she is really in the horrors. I sent her 4 cakes of the neem and neem and lavender soaps to see if she gets any relief. She has tried EVERYTHING both natural, herbal and presecription wise - but so far to no avail. I told her about your 'magic bullet' of gentian violet and she said she would try and find some (though I think it has been taken off the market here in Australia as I have had no luck in tracking it down).
I am 99.99% clean. Ever since the day that the maggots and the flies came out (sound gruesome...) - that was after I had massaged for hours with olive oil and then gone swimming in the sea. That was when I felt the first maggot exit - it stung quite a bit and I felt around the area (back of my neck) and couldn't believe what had come out of me. I brought it home from my swim in the sea....that night saw a few more emerge through much massaging and then the flies came out....they must have been really deep down in my tissue).
Since then I have not been troubled to any great extent. I remember jumping the gun last time in thinking I had been cured only to have them come back with much vengence....so I am being quite cautious this time while at the same time really appreaciating having my own skin back.
Was glad to hear that you are progressing as well too. I think something in our 'massive counterattack' of all the stuff we have used and done was worth it to experience the relief of being back to normal....curezone was really helpful and a life raft when things were really bad....the support and helpful and caregiven advise was priceless. It saddens me to think that there are people who will contract this 'affliction' in the future, but I am glad that we have had a forum to post to that may offer support and helpful ideas in combating the problem for them to refer to. This really is a lonely affliction.
Rest up my friend and continue to get better and power on. Set your goals and see them be fulfilled...sending you all good vibes....
I am so happy you are cured! Well at least 99.9%. I am still fighting the battle, my level of investation was much deeper than your's, and I was in denial for a long, long time. You mentioned one thing attracting another, there were several kinds of bugs living off me. How gross is all this. You don't win friends and influence people, by mentioning your skin snails and God forbid you mention parasites as a possibility for their illness. I am getting there, there is light at the end of the tunnel. Hurray!
I havn't found a good neem soap yet, but have been useing the lavender oil more. The colloidal silver is working along with the Water Cure , Vit C cure, cat claw, OOO, coconut oil, castor oil, hydro therapy, on and on it goes. These warm climates we live in are ideal for all kinds of nasty stuff, so beware. Keep up the immune system and avoid germs, my advice.
Ran across a short note about the blowfly, in a medical dictionary from 1971, it said the blowfly inhabits dead animals, however there are some that inhabit live animals, including people, sinus, eyes and tissue were mentioned. How about that. I am wearing a scarf over my nose and mouth when I go out and those little nano flies are about.
More than anything I think it is our faith that has brought about our recovery. I know I could not have done without your prayers and the healing energy you sent my way. Thank-you
I think I spoke too soon...I've been getting bitten for the last two days again... dohhhh! and have been collecting lots of little 'spiders' or small 'crablike' critters that run across my skin..I've noticed that these things actually fly as well or are suspended by a thin cobweb? I don't know... they are SO small.
I am back to no sleep again....these things literally dive back into your pores and then emerge agian and run to the next site and pop in again! That's what those stings are I reckon. Also those small 'whtie blob' things sting like hell! I spent all day yesterday looking down my microscope again! Those back dots are not animal at all....
If I didn't know better I would say they are a fungus or bacteria ....possible with an electric charge?...I don't know ..I'm no scientist. All I know is that the give out what I would describe as a sting and electric type shock when they 'land?' on you... I wonder if I am just having a massive alergic reaction to them when they land? .How could something SOOOOOOO small and inanimate deliver such a powerful sting?? Under the microscope they are smooth surfaced with no 'claw' or 'sting proboscus'...????? How does this work????
I agree with you that there are many different kinds of 'body bugs' and 'bacteria' type things involved in this affliction...
I read about your water therapy...bought some colloidal silver today as you were having some luck with it (bought it from a health shop - hope it works) and bought more 'olive leaf extract' as I felt that was what was keeping it at bay for me.
I'me definately now where near as bad as I used to be and have not expelled lots of those filiament, granuals, bugs or 'moaggot' type things... but I am 'firing off' all the time again when those things lite on me. I am quite hardy and can put up with quite a lot of pain but these things really affect me...it is the lightest of a touch but really send out an 'electrial type' charge.
I was wondering if those 'granuals' were actually the eggs of the tiny 'crab/spider' critters that run across my body? I got something like 'fairyfloss'out of my skin the other day (from a raised 'pimple' type thing.)
All in all, I know I was nowhere near as bad as you...the most annoying thing was the insomnia ... but I think we are both much better than we have been.
For the last 53 day I have been bleeding non stop (admitted to hospital emergency twice) much clotting etc...this was on top of this affliction . I considered morgellons more debilitating and frightening. I am scheduled to have a mirina put in on the 5th of next month (don't really want it - but may need it if I don't stop bleeding)...I had a growth removed about 5 months ago - they recommended a hysterectomy but I shut my mind out to it. I will try and heal myself and get better on all fronts. I'm really am quite exhausted on all fronts. I didn't get home from school until after dark today...whoooo..I really thought I had beaten it AGAIN....no worries...I'ts not going to beat me...I've got my colloidal silver npw - so I'll give that a go and let you know how I go....
Keep getting better Anne - I keep sending you good thoughts as I know these indeed have a great effect...keep my in you thoughts too...
Just came across this....those things that bite /sting all the time are 'mold' spores I think. The city has had an ongoing problem with 'black soot'. It was diagnosed as only 'harmless mold'!!!! Now it is all starting to come together....It has made the front page at least 3 times this year with residents demanding to know what this 'black stuff' was. There have been numerous followups...but no 'definitive' answer....I reckon this is what is causing the problem.. It is pretty horrible stuff....as I said, I have been hemouraging for 53 days...ekkk! It is pretty toxic stuff which breaks down the immune system allowing these oportunistic 'critters' to invade....
I was just wondering - I seem to remember that you can make your own colloidal silver....I was wondering if you could make enough of the stuff to bathe in ...like in a large plastic children's wading pool....? I just thinking......thinking....thinking...
Your memory serves you well. I have the sota pulser which doubles as CS maker. It makes about two cups in two hours, so it would take a long time to make enough to fill a tub. Adding it to the bath water seems to be benifical, I use the CS that I cook too long,for that. It seems to have left or at least is dormant, everywhere except my face. I am still having issues with my sinus, nothing like before. I'm going to get a snorkel, I can't hold my breath long enough to drown it on my face.
I use Epsom Salts in my bath along with Sea Salt , lavender, tea tree, CS, and what ever else is handy. It is warmer here so I have been swimming in the ocean alot.
One more good thing to report I am not having near the pain issues with my joints and back these days.
I've been using kelp for iodine, got Lugols the other day, so I am giving that a try. Still OPing? I am. It has been really hard coming back from this hell, and costly. I've decided it takes alot of money to stay healthy as well, unless you grow your own food. I've been using CS in the vegtable garden, can't wait to see the results of that. My chickens have on it a while and the yolks of their eggs are the color of the sun at sunset. The eggs taste like the ones you would eat in Heaven. Here is another chicken story for you. I watched the meet your meat video(Ana's blog). The next morning, sitting outside I was thinking of it, just as my little yellow Batham came into view. I swear this is true. Up she hops on the arm of the chair that I was sitting in, she stays for the longest time, letting me pet her and making cool chicken noises. Now I know horses can read your mind, but chickens too. I don't think I will put Iodine in their water. What was the name of that book, where the animals, pigs took over the farm? The outside world beckons. Stay well.
Oh my I missed your two post before the last one. I had no idea you had all this bleeding going on. What is a mirina? I have been wondering if I have PCO, there is a forum on here about that. I watch a mystery disease show, weird hair growth, skin, tags weight gain, and problems with your cycle are signs. I had heavy bleeding that would last two or three weeks, before I went through menopause. I went through that early, I was forty-two. My mother died and I quit having periods. When I had that heavy bleeding the only way I could get it to stop was to lay around with my legs elevated. One reason I got the LugolsIodine is, it is supposed to help with the PCO. I am taking three drops in water morning and night.Started two days ago, also I am painting it on some spots.
So sorry your feeling bad, and the bugs are back. One reason I won't go back to my old job is the black mold that is growing there. Some how I feel there is a conection there. The only thing that showed up on my cultures was pseudomonas oryzihabitan, a gram negative bacteria. This is one of the organisms that have been found in black mold. I am glad to know I don't have skin snails. Mine were really active when they could leave one spot and jump to another. I don't know what to make of it all. I had some luck with olive leaf extract as well. I was taking two onces of CS morning and night, after reading the post about the brother, I decided to take smaller amounts more often. The CS got rid of the growth on my dogs spine maybe it is the answer. Consider getting a silver maker, no results from the CS I got at the health food store. It was so expensive.
Well dear Bunty I am getting tired, the dogs are fed and it is time to go to bed. I will keep up with your post, sorry to have been slacking, I thought you were cured. I'll touch your angel and say a prayer for your health.
......It's 3.25am in the morning and I am still awake (as usual!) (I have an 8am - 4pm job - full time. I have been 'tormented' with the 'electric' landings of those small 'blobs'. I have scores of them under sticky tape once again and the table is set with the microscope. They really are innocuous shapes....like a blob...but with long 'tentacles' that either 'retract' back into the 'blob' or become very much aligned with it when I collect them. I got my microscope out again the other day and have taken quite amazing photos of the stuff I have collected. They range from 'tiny starfish/spider' things to 'blobs' to 'mold spores?' that have 'tentacles' branching out everywhere to 'legs' of insects.....they are all so small.
I did an interesting thing earlier this evening..I could really feel this stuff 'kick in' around 9.00pm so I waved sticky tape through the air and looked at it under the microscope taking care not to touch any part of it......it was teeming with the same stuff these 'blobs that sting' are made of .....as if they are the spores....no wonder there is no escaping this nightly onslaught!...My house is very clean (hardly any furniture and no carpet..except in the bedroom) - yet as soon as I open my door in the evening after work...I 'feel' them in the air...I do not feel them when I visit different family members homes...and have some respite...even though they are all through my body and have their own cycle...I have tried everything to clean the air of my house....I have loads of fresh air circulating....I truly believe I may be the generating factor for the air being so highly 'contaminated' with these things as I find the area around where I 'sleep(?!)/rest of an evening filled with these 'blobs' in the morning.... I often try and get some respite by laying on the polished floor....I am amazed by the number of white 'blob/seed' things I find in the morning that my body is obviously expelling during the 'nightly' onslaught....
I continue to have no lesions or eruptions (am not expelling filaments or fibers - ....however body in constantly expelling these 'tiny white blobs - granules and am tormented constantly resulting in no sleep whatsoever which after months is really impacting on my health as I work full time. Continuing to use neem soap, rubbing alcohol, topical tea tree oil, colloidal silver (not home made - commercial brand), lime juice cordial which I tend to crave, vicks vapor nasal stick is a must when they are strongly in the air and getting up my nose and into my lungs, I spray the air with tea tree oil and water mixture hoping that the light droplets will bond with these 'spores' and weigh them down enough to at least make them fall to the floor rather than constantly breathing them in...it seems to give me some relief.
I have had a compromised immune system in the past...namely by Dengue fever (mosquito born virus) - which literally almost killed me at the time I feel. Since then I have been a soft target for any virus infection that seems to be 'in season'...Many of you may be able to relate to the 'constant rubbing of limbs - arms, face legs, shoulders, back.....it looks as if you have a compulsive disorder...but it is really that these 'things' are 'firing off on your skin' all the time...
I did have some respite from this 'affliction' for a few days (about a week ago) and felt WONDERFUL....but now it is back...I can't put anything cotton on my body as the intensity and frequency of the 'stings' seem to intensify....It's getting cooler now and I would love to put something warm on my skin...I can only manage to have a 'satin' type material short nitie on as it does not seem to 'house' whatever it is...(to try and get warm I have to take nightly and early morning showers and fling a hot water bottle around....
It is now 3.45am and I am up still....still firing off all the time....my heart goes out to everyone who is plagued by this affliction and are no doubt also suffering in silence as it is not a 'disease' that you can talk about...I am thinking of all the others in various countries who too are deprived sleep and the 'comfort' of their own skins....I am no where near as badly afflicted as I have been in the past where I was expelling maggots, flies, 'spider/starfish' type 'crawlies' (very small), filaments and numerous coloured fibers....that all seems to have abated....it is now just these granules and things 'liting' on my skin that results in insomnia that I am contending with....
Please excuse my ramblings...but I thought I would record what I am going through at this stage with my battle with this affliction....it seems to change at times...but this is what I am going though at this moment in time....was wondering if anyone else is having the same experience at the moment....(I am now into my 17th month with this affliction).
(In the writing of this I have made numerous trips to the microscope with the ever increasing collection of these 'white blobs' seed typ things.....how could something so small wreak such havoc?!......)
ENOUGH OF MY RAMBLINGS....
Sweet dreams to all those who manage sleep and my healing thoughts to all fellow insomniacs battling this affliction....
Sounds like a really rough time you are having. Sorry. I still too have little white things, the starfish things, coming out of my skin and some black things as well. They don't seem to bother me as much as they did three or four months ago. I have seen everything you have decribed, how weird. How I just wish it would leave. I have been fighting this for over two years, and I'm sure it was brewing inside me alot longer.
I use alot of castor, coconut, olive oil and lotions,these seem to help with the stinging when this stuff comes out. Are you drinking enough water? Hydration seems to play a key role in my progress. Also Vitimin C and MSM seem to help me. Along with all the other stuff. I've been putting the CS up my nose, as I am convined they're concentrated in the sinuses and fly out when I exhale and reinfect me somewhere else. It is a full moon, so I wonder if that is why their activity is picking up. You can spray the air with CS. I have been biten by so many mosquitos in my life, no telling what they have given me. Wonder if this stuff came via one of those blood suckers.
Hang in their it gets better. I am amazed that I have come this far, I plan to keep going to I reach total wellness and all signs of this crude are gone. Well that is all for now.
Here is another thought, could the fibers and stuff coming out be a detox as a result of the CS ? I have had mega amounts of black specks coming out of my face since I been taking CS. I am having an itchy thing going on under my chin right now. You said it was getting colder, I would have the most extreme skin issues during cold fronts, I think they kill it. Since my husband bought me the ozonator, I've noticed a difference in the air, in my house, I think running it kills the stuff in the air. I have been using the CS as nose drops as well and I think that is helping with the inhabitans in my sinus. GET REST PUT YOUR feet UP.
Reporting in.... well....this is day 55 of bleeding and clotting. I spent last night in Emergency again... had yesterday and today off from school and have tomorrow off as well. This is really annoying as by kids go 'feral' when I'm away for any amount of time and it takes ages to get them back on track and producing work.
Re: the Morgellons....I had a 'horrific' night three days ago when it was 'full moon'. In the morning I checked the polished floor under where I was sitting at the computer all night (as I could not get any respite from the continual 'stinging') and found the floor covered in 'white cocoons!!!' I checked them out under the microscope and they were white bundles of 'twine/spun web' stuff. I'm sure my skin was expelling them and this is what the 'stings' were. Every time my hand went to where a sting was I got one of these 'white blobs'.
Strangely I have noticed those 'little spiders' running across my arms at random times. I remember last week, I was sitting while parade was on and a child was sitting next to me. They were looking at my arm. It must have been the right amount of sunlight because in the light you could see, suspended from a small thread, a most minute 'spider'. I pinched it in between my fingers and the kid said, "Oh, that was a cute spider you killed Miss. It was just a baby!"....so they obviously saw it too. I put it between sticky tape.. it was indeed a 'tiny spider' and it did come out of my skin....I have collected numerous ones running across my arms at other times.
I have perfected the art of taking photos through the microscope now....the morgellons 'black dot' is a vicious looking thing. It is a black 'bundle of fiber' ....this is nothing I ever came across in any of my biology studies!...
I took well labeled samples and about 25 microscope photos into the Trop. Med. Dept. today and the guy there was really quite interested once again and said as soon as the problem with Dengue Fever subsides, he'll get stuck into it. I showed the gynecologist as well and he immediately referred me on to a dermatologist. He was actually quite concerned but did not want to be distracted from the fact that my bleeding condition was quite a serious matter. My lower right eye tooth cracked off at the gum the other day as well....so....apart from the
(a) Continual bleeding and clotting 55 days (b) broken tooth (c) insomnia (d) morgellons crawling/stinging/biting (e)sinus headache (f) and becoming almost bald from my hair falling out.......
.......I am in the best of health! I have no lesions, just those small granules and my associated wildlife!
I am still taking my Olive Leaf Extract which I think does me good. I am also back to wiping my skin with Tea tree oil. I have about four showers a day and use my Neem soap which I think keeps things at bay to a degree. I continue to spray the air with a mixture of tea tree oil and water, (mainly to 'bring down’ any floating particles).
I read a post you made to another thread with an account of what you went through!!!! (it reminded me what you have been through all over again) You are indeed a trooper! How brave of you to claim back your health...you have very good advice to contribute and Curezone is all the richer for your input. I really value our 'internet friendship' and continue to send you healing thoughts and prayers (and just rubbed my Anna stone again!).....
Anna...when next you post...could you tell me what your weather is like and symptoms you are experiencing too....(it was full moon about 3 days ago when these things really kicked in)...
Oh well...as I can't drop over for a cup of tea, I'll have one myself and send you some 'cosmic healing light waves!'
Well, it made my day, hearing from you, your last post had me worried. Went looking through my books to see if I could find something for your bleeding. From Vogel's THE NATURE DOCTOR "A heavy menstrual flow means an unnecessary loss of blood, which may even lead to a slight case of anaemia. It is important that women who suffer from this condition make sure they do not engage in any strenuous physical activity beginning a few days prior to the period. In these circumstances,Tormentavena has proven to be a simple and reliable natural remedy. It is a combination of fresh tormentil root and the juice of the flowering oat plant. This remedy also has a tonic effect on the nerves. Sherpherd's purse tincture (Bursa pastoris) is also very helpful."
Hope that link works if not you can find another. Anyway that link says it is a blood root tincture. This book is from 94, often there are different names for the same herbs . Vogel is the red cabbage poltice guy. I have had good luck with his remedies.
Sorry about your tooth, one of mine broke on the bread in the hospital. After I got out the Doctor thought I was a poor person, because of it. I got my tooth fixed and I wear designer labels when I go to the doctor. That is how you have to be in this country. Not that going to the doctor has done me any good.
The weather, let me tip my glass of ozonated water to that. It is my second glass, the first one had black specks in it after my first sip, don't know what was up with that. First of all the air is filled with smoke(won't be riding this morning), the state is burning, the everglades is on fire, around where I go to the salt springs is on fire, there is one about 15 miles south, and it is burning west of here as well. There is some hurricane thing sitting out in the ocean, but it is not a hurricane, it is from a cold front I think. I started taking Lugols just before the full moon, I had lots of black specks and small fibers come out of my skin, I had a few of the poltergist cuts and my chin once again started expelling those sharp grains of sand things(not as bad as the last time). Havn't seen any cocoon things lately. I do remember them, they look like spider webs wrap in a oblong ball kind of thing. Right? About that time I had a dream about tiny spiders coming out of the tip of my finger. This stuff is out of the Twilite Zone, don't you think? I think I had the cocoons at the beginning of winter. I have improved since then, so I think you will too.
Hair, when this was really bad my hair was long, after the IV cipro it was fried. I had no outbreaks on my back and was afraid my hair would spread it to my back, so I cut is really short. My brother said I got a man's haircut(brothers have such a way to may you feel better) I told him they were lucky I didn't pull a Britany Spears. I use EQyss Micro tek shampoo, and EQyss Mega-tex equine rebuilder. I had a dog that had a bad skin condition, this helped cure it, so when my hair started falling out I began useing it, before I knew I had this, it worked. The conditioner helps with the leasions. It is safe for humane crossover, it is used on cancer victims after chemo. The first time I put ozonated olive oil on my hair it became covered with tiny grains of sand like things. I've noticed it no longer feels like burnt straw and it is not as grey. I think the organic black strap molasses is helping. Did you ever try the aloe. I read where eating it causes somach upset, I have never had a problem with that. A ploy to get you to buy the processed juice perhaps, or am I just different. Are you taking C and staying hydrated? Another word about the drains I pour boiling water down mine a couple times a week now. I am adding CS to my rinse water in the washer to kill the critters in my clothes. I still have black specks on my sheets in the morning. I'm not itching. and the smoke is clearing, fresh air is important to people in our condition hope I get some. Last night I got up from sitting down outside and my butt all at once was wet and slimy, I thought what the hell now, I had sat on an egg. Get rest, keep your legs above your belly as much as you can, stay warm, I am ,praying you get better soon. I'm lighting a candle and burning sage by your angel.
Hope the smoke has cleared a bit for you and the air is clean. What's happening with the hurricane? Your climate sounds very much like our summer weather here in North Queensland.
I laughed about your 'egg-cracking' incident! I know how you must have felt. With this condition that continually morphs you would have wondered, "What on earth is happening to me NOW?!!"...Zen master say: "Lesson here:- check seat before sitting down next time"...(Heheheh!)
I ventured out today and did a bulk loan from the local library on "Explores" (topic we are looking at this term)...bought a nice pair of PJ's (washed them out in Borax before I wore them...hung them in the sunlight and noticed the top gave off lots of fibers when it was dry and I 'smacked' it....ehhhhhhh! I hate anything that gives off fibers! I try and keep to 300 plus thread count in cotton products (they don't tend to give off fiber particles) and 'shiny/satiny type materials even synthetic smooth materials are good as the 'bugs' can't drag fibers down if none are being released from what I am wearing. I am still finding those 'white cocoons' all over the floor - last night was 'active' again...massaging out lesser amounts of 'grit granules'. My floor is so clean the only things on it are these tiny white cocoon type things. (no black speck - touch wood!)
Have to go to school tomorrow....didn't do anything while I was off work (my laptop and school books stayed locked in the boot of the car.....I feel SO guilty...If you don't keep on top of it all, it builds up and is almost impossible to get done. Teaching is the fun part, it's the hours of planning/preparing/marking etc. that just eat up any spare time you have. I'd love to be able to work 'just for the love of it' and not be dependent on an income....(oh well....)
Thanks for the advice on the Tormentavena and other mentioned products...Vogel seems to have some good advice...I remember the success you had with the cabbage poultice..
Hair - short is sheik! My hair is no longer 'crisp and brittle' ...had to get it cut short too because so much had 'fallen out' and was 'fried - that is exactly what mine was like!...much better condition now..
Bed sheets - no black specks only 'cocoons'
Air at night seems to have 'grits' in it...they get in my eyes and when I rub them I get the tinnnnnnniest little 'grit' out so they must be 'floating in the air'...I think they must be in the crevices of the textured ceiling and drop at night...I'm thinking of getting the painter in to paint my ceiling...this would kill them and seal them up at least if they are there....We are dealing with a almost invisible opponent here....
It frustrates me to read that you are still expelling those damned black specks and grits and that you are still finding them in your sheets.. and experience they 'paper cuts'...I'm amazed that you manage to sleep as when I was experiencing the 'black specks' I was 'out of my mind'. I remember one of the worst nights was when I was staying at the University dorms while my bathroom was being renovated....those black dots were all over my sheets and I was hysterical on the mobile phone to my brother who wanted to come and take me to the hospital for psych. analysis! (Oh - what happy days!!!!ekkkkkk!!!)
How is the activity in your nose? Has that died off? I remember at the height of my affliction my nose was a mass of 'grits and black dots'...a distant memory now - I must have put at least a bottle of tea tree oil up each nostril...and bubbled lots of salty water up there...(touch wood it doesn't come back)
Anna have you got many active lesions now or is it just the grits and black dots?
While typing this I've drunk two large bottles of water...(thanks for the reminder)...good idea about the boiling water down the drain)...I still have them covered with the plugs since you told me. (Must get some black strap molasses - I went past the Health food shop today and knew there was something I wanted..dohhh!)
How are you taking the Iodine Anna? drops in water?...how many etc..
I'm boiling the jug at the moment to pour down the drain (it will be hotter than the water from the hot tap)...You amaze me at all the good ideas you come up with Anna! I've been pouring vinegar/bicarb/borax etc down them - I think the hot water is a really good idea...
I must admit I did not get into the aloe vera but I did get into the Vit C and salt...
Thank you for the candle and the sage!!! (I felt it...) (rub-rub) Anna's stone..
(Just poured the water down the drain and boiling again)....
Anyhow Anna, I'd better go ...school tomorrow and it's 10.00pm... (I watched the movie "The Shipping News" today and quite enjoyed it....