Well, I made it through the night. Yesterday was pretty much okay. I didn't feel bad, but I didn't really feel good either. Last night as I lay in the bed trying to fall asleep, everything changed. My feelings were very clear. I felt horrible. I had that awful acidic liquidy feeling - warm saliva. I got up and am very happy to say that I made it to the toilet in time to hang my head and throw up. I did that a couple of times. Then I felt good enough to go back to bed and get some sleep.
At 4:30AM my alarm clock went off. I got up and went to the bathroom to drink my Salt Water Flush. I got some Celtic Grey so that was a nice change. I was wondering if I was going to be able to get it down - since I threw up just a few hours earlier. I surprised myself and was able to drink the whole thing - painlessly. Then I drank an additional 16-24 oz of water and went back to bed.
Sceond alarm went off at 5:45AM. I got up and got rid of the SWF, got ready for work, made my lemonade and left home at 7:00AM. I really should have left at 6:45AM but I just wasn't moving that fast. I really should have stayed home from work. The only reason that I did stay home is that would give my husband another reason to harrass me about doing the MC. He's tolerating it a little better this time.
The funny thing is that the last time I was completely happy and well for the entire 10 days. I didn't have any complaints. I felt fantastic. This time really is different. I do have a headache and I am again feeling some nausia. I don't think it's going to result in throwing up again. I'm sure I'll feel better soon. I've only had one lemonade and about 24oz water so far. I guess I have another one now. It's noon. I should have had at least two by now and a quart of h2O.
I decided to do the cleanse after being away from home due to work for 3 weeks (ate horribly - way too much coffee) and returning July 4th week. After having McDonalds this past Sunday, I knew it was time to fast. I attempted the MC when I first joined curezone. I didn't make it past 2 days. Since then, I've done several liver flushes, a parasite cleanse, a 1 week fruit only fast, alkalizing, several one day fasts, kidney cleanse and a Bowel Cleanse . Occasionally, I do eat bad, but overall in good health.
I'm hoping to get back on track. Also, I have this "I need a break from food feeling".
I haven't eaten since 4pm on Sunday. Drank tea before bed on Sun and Mon. morning. Started the lemonades on Mon. I felt great on Monday. I think having the tea in the morning in lieu of the SWF is key for me. I did a SWF this morning. Pushed out lots of sludge, a 6in thin rope of mucoid plaque and mucous (even though I ate bad over the past 4 weeks, my bms were quite regular). But, I feel very full; I don't think I drank enough water on Mon. I will likely do another SWF again, but not everyday. I rather have the tea in the morning. So far, no headaches. I can feel drainage leaving my nose/sinus area and going down my throat, so my throat feels a little sore. Oh, and my tongue is very white. Drinking more lemonades w/ extra cayenne than I did the first day. Will likely have 8 in lieu of 6.
My goal is to get to Day 10. I would like to go 21 days (the day before my b-day), but I don't want to look forward. I'm taking this one day at a time.
Great! It's good to know that someone else is on the same time frame as I am. I just hope I can make it through the day. I am feeling really bad right now. I admit that I had no problem doing the MC when it was easy. Last time was so wonderful. It's is really hard this time though.
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Day 2 - feeling pitiful... 
