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[Message Subject Hidden by a Forum Moderator] by divinepathlover 3 mon 180 Confessions & Regret / Abuse Phys

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I know this question is wrong and horrible! But could you please just no...

by IRegretStuff 7 mon 992 Confessions & Regret / Bipolar Di / Addiction: / 4 / 5 / 6

What I am about to tell you is a true story and ”not a troll question”. I think, I molested someone? :*/ You could call it incest or whatever you want to call it, but I think it was molest not rape... It was a mistake, that I do regret and wish never (should nevered) happened ”I really do mean it!” I just need some help and advice please without someone being mean, ”even know, I prob deserve it!” I will give you some information, I was between 20-21 and she was a child. We are (was) very close, I am her favorite family member, before this happened; she was always in my room playing around ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I know this question is wrong and horrible! But could you please jus... by #136970 7 mon 810

... ... This is my take on your situation. ... ... If you do nothing it is apparent that you will either end up permanently in a ... psychiatric hospital or you will kill yourself. You are on fire on the ... inside and you currently have no way to let go/forgive yourself for what has ... happened. Yes, what you did was wrong but your current approach will kill ... you for sure. ... ... What I would do if I were in your position would be first, see a lawyer and ... ask for advice. Let him/her know that you want to end what you’ve been ... doing and that you want psychological help and want to settle this ... [retrieve this message]

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Re: I know this question is wrong and horrible! But could you please jus... by #150988 6 mon 564

Hello Iregret, ... ... Based on what you said, I BELIEVE you did nothing wrong. ... ... No, you didn’t ”m@lest” anyone. ... And no, you didn’t ”have $ex” with anyone. ... ... WHAT YOU HAVE IS AN EXCESSIVE guilt-CONSCIOUSNESS. ... ... Look up the definition of the words ”$ex” and ”m@lest”, and you will see that neither of them applies to you. ... ... WHAT YOU do HAVE IS AN EXCESSIVE guilt-CONSCIOUSNESS. ... ... My advice to you is, ... ... 1) You’re a fool, when you talk foolishly. ... ... 2) There are MANY WAYS you can harm yourself and your future. ... ... Currently you’re making an effort to harm yourself and your ... future -- by talkin ... [retrieve this message]

Get help: Edited by SoulfulSurvivor 5 mon 485

RegretStuff, I just saw your post and I haven’t read all of the responses, but I’m going to make a suggestion that you consider getting some help for yourself before you do this, again - and, it is inevitable that you will, and I’ll tell you why. ... ... You stated that you had porn on your cell phone and this is an indication that you may have a very unhealthy understanding of sex, love, and sexuality. Only in the past 15 years has pornography become easily accessible for individuals to entertain this in their own homes, at work, or on a city bus. Hard-core pornographic imagery used to be av ... [retrieve this message]

betrayal

by burning desire 9 mon 572

i want to apologize to my ex-boyfriend S.S.... ... he truly loved me but he wasn’t DAT into me.....i dnt know why i was attached with him for last 2 yrs.i was having sex with K.S(present boyfriend and my life) while S.S continuously ringing me.i want to apologize to S.S for damn betrayal.i can feel your pain but my Love for K.S is tremendous.your pain doensnt allow to remain happy ....if sudden ,i recall that moment ..once i shaken ...why i did so...how can i be so bad with you ...???? i dnt know whyyyy..i have promised to k.s dat i ll marry him but there is kind of regret dat dnt allow me ... [retrieve this message]

Re: betrayal by Michael B 9 mon 490

First off, it is wrong of you to use the justification that S.S. was ”not DAT into me”. He obviously was into you otherwise he wouldn’t be hurting right now. ... ... Did K.S. know you were in a relationship when you were having sex with him? In other words, was he aware you were cheating on your then committed boyfriend to have sex with him? If he was not aware, you should tell him the whole truth. Then you can decide how ”tremendous” your love is and if he still wants to marry you. ... ... If K.S. was aware, he is a scum bag and you should definitely marry him so that he ends up cheating on you. Th ... [retrieve this message]

Re: betrayal by burning desire 9 mon 453

i know i have cheated on him. ... S.S and i was having strained relations.he was much over possessive and i never had freedom to live life in my own way.he used to slap me in public place.S.S used to coerce me if i ever tried to leave him ,he will kill himself.K.S know each and everything ... because he was my friend.S.S didnt know anything dat i have cheated on him so severely.if he come to know ,he ll destroy his life dats y i hide the truth till nowww....now we are not much in contact.i broke up with him by saying dat my parents forcing me to get marry....huge lie.. ...i m so upset dat i ca ... [retrieve this message]

Re: betrayal by Michael B 9 mon 435

Okay, those factors definitely change the dynamic. S.S. sounds pretty messed up. He could go into a killing rage and/or commit suicide... some people are really that empty inside, and ANY man that threatens to kill himself over losing a woman needs a serious reality check. Still, it is possible you are not telling the whole truth regarding this matter. Maybe he was really feeling hurt on the inside because he knew you were cheating on him and you wouldn’t tell the truth. Maybe he was saying it to be dramatic and it was his way of expressing his love for you combined with his desolation of ... [retrieve this message]

Re: betrayal by burning desire 9 mon 391

No...i havent sex other than k.s. ... but yes i had few affairs before in relation with S.S. ... he didnt like dat i should go to with friends...he didnt like my last nite outings and facebook account . i have few friends on fb ... only girls ...even den he used to keep check ... on me.... i had lost my freedom ... yes i accept i m wrong to great extent ..but m happy k.s and he used to smile evrytime...no instinct to tell him truth to s.s ...i cant really ...he ll hurt him a lot lot ... ... [End]

Re: betrayal by Michael B 9 mon 506

Yep I thought so. ... ... Listen- All 3 of you have issues. Just tell the truth to S.S. and stop seeing K.S. ... [End]

Re: betrayal by burning desire 9 mon 301

...yh michael ...u were right ..k.s is really scum bag ...i apologised to s.s ..but unable to tell him truth. ... k.s always seeks money from me ...nothing else .... now he is black mailing me that if i dnt pay him 2 lacs ...he ’ll commit suicide and write my name and my fathersname into suicide letter....now i struck into very very very serious matter... [End]

Re: betrayal by Michael B 9 mon 472

OMG!! They are both so messed up! You must be really pretty and emotionally hungry to make them both want to kill themselves. And with a user name like ”burning desire” it sounds like you are really horny all the time. I am more into european women myself, but your best bet is getting away from both of them and finding some great awesome guy, like me for example. If you can cook authentic cultural cuisine i will forgive you for your cheating ways! Also- I am not a racist or anything but I have found guys from your area to be quite bad with women. ... ... But, be careful because people actually ... [retrieve this message]

I'm sorry.....

by darknight 11 mon 507

To all the people I’ve let down. I’m so very sorry. ... ... in my heart, I wish more than anything to make you happy, to meet your expectations for a good human being. ... ... I have limitations. I’m working on myself, it’s a painful process of purification. I’m sorry if I act carelessly, unlovingly, selfishly, ignorantly......I don’t mean to push you away, I really just need time for myself right now. in silence. this is the only way for me to get better. ... ... I desire to be with you on this journey. and I am in spirit. I just can’t be physically participate with you in life right now. Pl ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I'm sorry..... by richard02 11 mon 482

Hey just believe in God and remember God is the only One who can forgive us our sins... god bless you.. ... ... www.washyoursin.com [End]

shaeyrj etjrtsjeate by religijy11 12 mon 313 Tips and Tricks / Confession

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... Meditation may seem quite simple with a one that is yet to start with the art but, can be very challenging when attempted legitimate. The peace and tranquility that people end up finding surrounding somebody that is while deep meditation, doesn’t are available in a day’s time. It requires a long time of dedication and exercise to achieve a particular level wherefrom the actual advantages of meditation or, dhyan could be experienced. Meditation for novices particularly, can be quite difficult. Seated silently is definitely an otherwise struggle, which is just what med ... [retrieve this message]

Shattered

by SoulfulSurvivor 20 mon 2,288 Abuse Physical/Emoti / Codependen / Confession / 4 / 5

For years, I’ve been posting about what I consider to be "core values" in a healthy relationship: mutual respect, honesty, truthfulness, etc., ad nauseum. This past Monday, I had my whole perception of my own relationship shattered and I am unable to process what I’ve experienced. ... ... While ransacking my home for items that I wanted/needed to sell, I came across a curious gym bag that was sitting in the closet that I share with my spouse. I opened it up and my world imploded. In the bag were 8 DVD’s of hard-core BDSM videos, several books of BDSM imag ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Shattered by BlueRose 20 mon 1,830

SoulfulSurvivor---I am so very sorry that you have been put through this. You certainly did nothing to warrant this happening to you. ... ... What you are feeling right now is normal. I believe that giving someone our trust is one of the greatest gifts that we can give --- especially if the one given our trust is a loved one. We’re laying ourselves bare by giving our trust because it comes with our hearts and our souls. In turn, we expect them to not only give us their trust but also to never do anything to betray the trust that was given to them. ... ... When we give trust to friends or co-work ... [retrieve this message]

Coming to terms by SoulfulSurvivor 20 mon 1,754

Blue Rose, I thank you very, very much for your kind words of support and encouragement. ... ... At it stands, I’m only just beginning to come to terms with what the discovery means with regard to the past 13 years of my life with this man. He’s been living a lie, and I put my trust and faith in a person that never existed. Was everything a sham, then? ... ... I am still in shock,, but as time passes, I’m beginning to feel a sense of moral outrage that’s replacing this incredible fury, bit-by-bit. You’re right - I didn’t do anything to deserve this deception, except to ... [retrieve this message]

Nuts... by fledgling 19 mon 1,646

...Nuts, nuts, nuts! ... ... ... Of all people, YOU did not need this in your life! ... ... You have already picked yourself up, dusted yourself off, and begun all over again. ... ... Rats! What a bummer. ... ... How dare the fates deliver such a blow?! ... ... ... But, what the heck? YOU are exactly the same. You’re the same sweetheart who has tried for years to support and help those who are getting themselves into far better circumstances than ever before. ... ... ... You’ve written a book, you know. Read what you said; remember how you felt when you said those things...what were your intentions? ... ... Those are not chan ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Nuts... by BlueRose 19 mon 1,560

Fledgling --- What a lovely post! [End]

Thanks, BlueRose by fledgling 19 mon 1,490

Sometimes events surprise the heck out of us. ... ... I mean, whoever guessed that I would wobble from side to side when I walk. ...That I’d tire so easily. ... ... My legs were always my strongest parts. ... ... But, do I feel like giving up? Not on your tintype! ... ... I get outside and do a small job of outdoor work every day. ... ... I ain’t down yet. ... ... That’s what I think keeps me alive. ... ... Dh was widowed twice, before I came along. No way he gets that again. ... ... Soon I’ll be racing around doing things as I used to. ... ... Soulful, too. ... ... This is just a little hiccup in her life. She will conquer all. ... ... You ... [retrieve this message]

Besides... by fledgling 19 mon 1,516

...Some months ago I was almost ovewhelmed with the horror of man’s mistakes throughout history...atrocities. ... ... I mean, who can justify the inquizition? ... ... Yet, there it is. ... ... I wasn’t even around to stop it. ... ... :) ... ... And then I remembered that I believe there IS no such thing as time. ... ... ...That yesterday, today, and tomorrow are all one, and interchangeable. ... ... In other words, it doesn’t matter who does what, or when, as long as someone thinks better of it and creates what is best...if only in thought and imagination. ... ... I realize that I have no control over what happened centuries ago ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Besides... by SoulfulSurvivor 15 mon 1,281

Blue Rose and Fledgling, I want to thank you both for your words of support and encouragement. I am going to emerge from this, and all of the fears and shame are being faced down with as much courage as I can muster. ... ... The blessing in all of this is that I had the resolve to realize that the marriage was a sham from the beginning and that no amount of effort would heal a relationship that was based upon deception, from the word "Go." I knew it was over when I found that nasty bag, and after he left I was on a mission to uncover the layers of his betrayals. He w ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Shattered by PinkCocaine 13 mon 1,226

I Honestly wouldn’t know what to do if I experienced something like this. I would probably just feel sick, because something like this is sick. Not the whole ”BDSM” part, but him engaging in something like this without telling you about it.. However you can’t blame or try to put down someone for something they enjoy.. & Frankly, he’ll probably never quite enjoying or acting in these activities.. It’s what he likes and what he’ll probably enjoy for the rest of his life. [End]

Discoveries by SoulfulSurvivor 12 mon 986

To clarify this, he married me strictly for money, as I discovered after he left. My attorney has said this in exactly those words. My counseling therapist has said this in exactly those words, and so has just about everyone else that knows my situation. That he compartmentalized activities that I find disturbing was a shock, to be sure. And, yes - I accept that consenting adults may engage in whatever sexua| interests they want to, and they do, including expensive whirlwind "sex tours" in Southeast Asia that includes taking the virginity of 8-year-ol ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Discoveries by Mira528 12 mon 1,121

I just happened onto your post, SS. You are clearly a caring, strong, and insightful person. I’m so sorry that you’ve had to go through this. Your honesty in sharing your situation and the courage you display in dealing with it are inspiring. ... ... What impresses me so much is the way you’re facing the cold, hard truth instead of playing ostrich and sticking your head in the sand. Yet you’re not letting bitterness take over your life. ... ... I think that we can easily project our hopes and dreams and ideals onto another person and some of us are easily fooled by manipulators who use us for ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Discoveries by SoulfulSurvivor 12 mon 1,105

Mira, thank you for your vote of confidence - I’m not all that confident, right now, but it’ll come back in due time. ... ... As for finding a partner, that is NOT going to happen, ever. I won’t allow it, I won’t imagine it, I won’t entertain the notion on any level. The carnages that the exspath inflicted are myriad, and I won’t ever, ever, ever seek or allow another "partner," again. I have chosen two very, very bad people in a row. I need to fix what ails me, and be happy without a partner. And, no....I do not miss Mr. Bondage, whatsoever. H ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Shattered by mamahuhu 6 mon 384

This just breaks my heart. ... ... Here you are helping so many people. You do not deserve this. ... ... You are strong though. I wish I could help you get through this like you’ve helped so many others. ... ... What is wrong with these people? ... ... I hope you are alright SS. [End]

Nice to know people read and don't respond.

by LoneTigeress87 21 mon 1,219 Ask CureZone / Anger / Anxiety / 4 / 5 / 6

I posted a blog that was read 18 times. And out of those 18 people, no one said a word. I thought this was supposed to be a help/ support/ conversation site. Where if you are feeling weird about something, or scared, or what have you, that people would step up and talk. I am just reassured that I am completely alone, as I was reminded today by getting rejected by a guy because I’m fat. How can it hurt so bad with a stranger.... Well, I give up. How to feel like you’re worth anything when you’re reminded so many times a day that you are not. I just wish I had someone. I have no one. [End]

Re: Nice to know people read and don't respond. by UserX 21 mon 1,075

http://curezone.com/blogs/fm.asp?i=1858456#i ... ... Not that many people reply to blog posts, and it takes time for new blogs to get noticed, so you shouldn’t take it personally. ... ... Astrology is a spiritual wasteland. The more you seek to solve any issue with astrology, the more ”obsessive” you will become, Please seek out the folks in the Christianity support form. They can help you to overcome your ”obsession” without astrology. [End]

Re: Nice to know people read and don't respond. by BlueRose 21 mon 992

I agree---Don’t take it personally. TBH, I don’t look at blog entries here---I just stick to the forums. [End]

Re: Nice to know people read and don't respond. by UserX 21 mon 1,029

I have a personal blog and I get a whole lot more responses on other forums, than from my own blog followers. These forums are a great place to socialize. Not all posts will get a response, but you will get more responses on forums. Sorry to hear you are feeling frustrated and sad because you are thinking that you have been rejected because of your weight. Somehow that response seems inadequate. What kind of support are you needing? [End]

Re: Nice to know people read and don't respond. by #145469 21 mon 1,066

Definetly it’s true whensome someone hurt you it remains in your heart and gives u lot of pain...... ... [End]

bLogs are diaries by SoulfulSurvivor 21 mon 1,018

I’ve made over 40 blog entries and I’ve seen probably 4 responses to them. I don’t take it personally that everyone and their kid brother isn’t sharing my outrages, etc., because a bLog is an online personal diary more than a discussion forum. If one person gets inspiration or a sense of empowerment by reading one of my entries, then that’s what matters - not how many people feel compelled to respond. ... ... If there are issues that you want to address with replies, I would suggest using the discussion forums. Blogging just gets it out of your system. ... ... Brightest ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Nice to know people read and don't respond. by LoneTigeress87 21 mon 1,097

hello. Thank you everyone for responding. That’s true. I can see how it would just be more of a online diary than something people would avidly read. I am just wanting friends. Some people to talk to. I feel so alone. I have family, but they don’t quite have time to talk, as they have their own lives. Which I understand, but it gets really hard not having anyone. I’ve never been good at making friends, and still not. I want some friends who can share their day, let me share mine, and maybe even write through post office mail with. Penpals. I don’t have any friends left because of an ex of ... [retrieve this message]

Making Friends by BlueRose 21 mon 1,083

First of all, good for you for getting rid of your ex! If he was isolating you, then he was abusive. ... ... As for making and keeping friends, I’m convinced that this was easier to do in previous generations. There are various reasons for this. I’ll use my parents’ generation as an example (they are part of ”the greatest generation”---the generation that came of age and fought in WWII). Back then, people were less transient. Kids were born and raised in the same neighborhood. Often, when they grew up and were out on their own, they would stay in the same neighborhood---as would their cla ... [retrieve this message]

Lonely vs. "Being Alone" RRR by SoulfulSurvivor 21 mon 1,185

First of all, I want to say that Blue Rose’s post about making friends was spot-the-heck-ON!!!! Today, people are transient, and "communication" with others is mainly accomplished through technological devices (computer, cell phone), or in brief, shortspeak. We, as a culture and society, do not truly communicate. We often don’t speak truthfully and end up saying only those things that we think others want to hear. Like Blue Rose pointed out, we used to live and die in the same community, so speaking truthfully and communicating honestly held so much valu ... [retrieve this message]

How many messages you read and responded to? by #166786 12 mon 643

I am wondering how many messages you read and responded to? ... I just click on your profile and it say you responded to one single message, your own. ... It kinda goes both ways. People who respond to messages left by others are more likely to get responses. ... ... White Sharrk ... ... [End]

Re: Nice to know people read and don't respond. by Survivor2121 14 mon 733

After reading your post was touching as know what if feels like to be rejected was over 20 stone at one point in my life. You are just as important try and remind yourself find some thing positive and embrace yourself maybe a positive list get out every morning. While reading this it should help bring even more positive things in your life. Please don’t expect this to happen over night it will take time then will eventually see. Good luck. If you want to pm any time am here. ... ... [End]

i need help..

by ms.confused 23 mon 1,792 Relationship / Ask CureZo / Anxiety / 4 / 5 / 6

I’ve been with my boyfriend for almost 3 yrs now. we were officemates once and thats how i met him. He has had 2 kids from two different women and he didnt open up about this the moment we met for fear that i might not pay attention to him. i found out about this, and i’ve already had feelings for him so i just accepted him despite his past. i have now been living with him in his parent’s house, his brothers live with us too. My boyfriend is smart, funny, talented, musically inclined, handyman, great in bed, sweet, techy and knows how to deal with people, basically he can do anything he se ... [retrieve this message]

Re: i need help.. by SoulfulSurvivor 23 mon 1,635

You say that you ”don’t believe his words anymore” yet, you ”love” him SO much that you’re ready to place cameras to spy on this person?! ... ... It’s called ”codependency” when we weave our whole world around another human being. This isn’t ”love” that you’re describing, at all - it’s ownership, control, and obsession. Finding his job for him so that you work in the same building? Think about that for a moment - YOU are securing a position for another adult so that you will be able to better monitor his activities. ... ... You may want to consider counseling to sort out why you chose this type o ... [retrieve this message]

Re: i need help.. by BlueRose 23 mon 1,749

SoulfulSurvivor’s advice to you is spot on. However, in case it needs reinforcing, I’ll put in my two cents. ... ... This guy is a BS artist. He has proven that to you time and time again. Deep down you know it, too. That’s why you are considering going as far as installing a camera at home. Please note --- If you mistrust someone that much, then it’s time to get out of the relationship. ... ... Giving someone like him ”more sex” won’t matter. He’ll still go out and cheat on you. Another thing to consider---if you are having unprotected sex with him, you are putting your health at risk. ... ... So ... [retrieve this message]

...more help & possible answers by SoulfulSurvivor 23 mon 1,582

For whatever reason, it sounds as if you hooked yourself up with someone who intends to cause a wake of damage everywhere he goes. He has created 2 offspring by different mothers and I’ll bet my next paycheck that he either complains and fights paying child support or simply does whatever he can to get out of it - for instance, makes certain that he’s legally ”unemployed” most of the time. ... ... This type of person doesn’t have the capacity to ”love” in any sense of the word. They take. They demand. They use. They discard. And, all the while, they perpetrate ”crazymaking” upon their v ... [retrieve this message]

Re: i need help.. by #116107 23 mon 1,689

He has you right where he wants you..... YOU are doing the begging!!! HE s=h=o=u=l=d be begging YOU to stay!!! If a person wants to cheat, they will find a way.... and HE will... because he knows that he can talk you into staying in the relationship. I think that you are unable to see who he r-e-a-l-l-y is.... your judgement is clouded by something. Trust is the glue, nails, and screws that hold a relationship together. Without trust, there is NOTHING. The sex can be good, the laughs can be hardy, but without trust, a ralationship cannot last. You are deluding yourself. It is time for you ... [retrieve this message]

Re: i need help.. by MENDOMAID 23 mon 1,499

I went through several relationships similar to yours. I needed a person who was strong in the ways I was weak. Because I needed them, despite ther faults and failings I would, like you, try to keep the person tied to me and only me. Although it did help some to have counciling it has turned out that although my weakness, anxiety, jealousy were very real and strong emotions, it was how I was reacting to health problems in my own body. These health problems were not life threatening but caused a gradual deterioration of my physical and mental wellbeing over the years. ... ... So first get a che ... [retrieve this message]

Re: i need help.. by fledgling 23 mon 1,552

Good idea, Mendomaid! ... ... Even if that isn’t the exactly the correct solution, one becomes aware of healthful issues, and is led to adjusting what needs adjusting. ... ... We would become aware of balance. ... ... ... Meanwhile, look at other ways to be happy; people who don’t treat you like a dishrag. [End]

Re: i need help.. by arkad2011 23 mon 1,484

Hey, sorry to hear you’re going through difficult times. I guess you’re down to 2 options: Let go of him and accept the fact that he can never be honest with you or move on from that dark past and learn to trust him again. I know it’s such a very difficult thing to do but you cannot just keep monitoring him for the rest of your lives. He also needs space and privacy. We’re already there, he broke your trust several times and you’ve become so paranoid that for the nth time he might do it again. But you must know that you cannot hold on to a relationship without trust as it’s the most stable ... [retrieve this message]

i stopped reading at "...he has two kids by two different... by John McCain 2008 21 mon 1,070

Women. Then I tried continueing on and read that you’re living with him and his brothers and this and that dysfunctionality. STOP THE INSANITY, FOLKS! Women....WOMEN OF CUREZONE...do not get hooked up with deadbeat losers with kids all over the map, different women here and there, living in parent’s abode. When will this stupidity ever end, ladies? Tell me...what day and time will you not be stupid with your lives? How many red flags do you need waved in front of your eyes? Five...ten...twenty? ... ... I don’t care how great a time or good a dancer he is, dump losers when you first ackno ... [retrieve this message]

Re: i need help.. (Edited by Moderator) by ksushil970 7 mon 462

first of all, i would say to you that, don’t try to monitor him, because you have doubt on him. Just try to believe on him, because you love him so much, and in any relationship, it is required, Than tell him all that things, about your doubt on him. After clearing everything, you will get a satisfaction and clear your all doubts about him. ... [End]

cars by mbzm9 25 mon 477

Regret sending an e-mail

by #138181 28 mon 834

I regret sending an e mail to my daughter threatening to even hit her if necessary, if she continues treating me badly. ... ... Since an adolecent she has been agressive, disrespectful and unconsiderate with me. I have always told her,that I don´t like her manners, but she doesn´t find any wrongdoing in her behaviour.Seems that noone ever takes resposibility for their acctions. ... ... I sank into a mayor depression because of that and some other issues. ... ... I have swallowed my agression not to make things worst but I took it out in that way. ... ... I assume she is mad with me and might not talk to me an ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Regret sending an e-mail by BlueRose 28 mon 753

You don’t say how old your daughter is so...I’m assuming she is in her 20s and on her own? ... ... Don’t be so hard on yourself. From what you’ve written, her behavior has pushed you to the breaking point. We’re all guilty of lashing out at some point in our lives when we’re hurt and/or angry. Consider sending along a follow-up email saying you regretted writing that you threatened to hit her. Without knowing your full situation, I’ll say this --- You could tell her that as her mother, you’ll always love her and that you hope that at some point your relationship will change for the better. ... [retrieve this message]

Feeling bad about what I did/said as a child, cant go on like this any l...

RRR by Kitty136 30 mon 4,089 Confessions / Abuse Phys / Childhood / 4 / 5 / 6

This is going to be long but please bear with me if you can. ... ... I have feelings of deep regret of some things I did when I was a kid, these things happened when I was somewhere between mainly 7- 10 years old....I know I was just a kid and I was growing up in a very abusive society in which I remember being more victimized by others than victimizing and I should’ve probably just forgiven myself for what I did but I can’t, these feelings of guilt have been really affecting my life recently ... ... My guilt mainly pertains to 2 kids that I said sick things to or been a bully to and I hate myself f ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Feeling bad about what I did/said as a child, cant go on like this a... by BlueRose 30 mon 3,684

First of all, you need to remember this --- you were a kid when these things happened. Also, you were a kid who was bullied both at home and at school. ... ... No kid is perfectly behaved. Even the better behaved ones have their bad moments. ... ... There was a time when people didn’t think that kids beating up one another was a big deal as long as there were no serious injuries. In fact, some parents used to tell kids---especially boys---to toughen up and defend themselves. ... ... Also, factor in that during that time, parents thought nothing about beating their kids. The thinking was as long as ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Feeling bad about what I did/said as a child, cant go on like this a... by Kitty136 30 mon 3,416

Hello Blue Rose, ... ... Thank you for responding. Actually deep inside me I understand all these things you told me- I wasn’t even a teenager when I did all this. I realize that as a kid you cant think as an adult, yet these feelings just come onto me all of a sudden from time to time. But I do feel better now. I wasn’t like that later in my years, I was fine in high school, and I am fine as an adult and that’s what matters. ... [End]

It's easier to forget when you have something else to do... by fledgling 26 mon 3,068

For example...I sometimes think of injustices as I lie down to sleep. ... ... I’ve learned that there is nothing for it but to get up and read and write here, on CureZone. ... ... Of course, then, I am distracted, have other things to think about, and fall asleep more easily. ... ... ... Funny thing is that, eventually, a solution to the injustice appears...even if it is only to smile at that young person who didn’t yet understand...the innocent...and wrap my arms around myself. ... ... ... I very much like Charkee’s reminder that we take on other’s errors as our own. If only we remember this, perhaps we can liv ... [retrieve this message]

Re: It's easier to forget when you have something else to do... by lorri32 19 mon 1,954

There is a God and he willing to forgive you and make you feel better about the past through his son Jesus Christ. ... ... [End]

Regret from a few years ago

by #131737 3 year 915

... This is the first time I have written this down and I would like to have constructive replies about an emotional outburst I had. I am now 35 and this happened about eight years ago. ... ... I am quite a shy person, bullied at school, suicidal, nervous breakdown. I am introverted and never had a relationship. I am not an arrogant person, I don’t have a huge ego and very down to Earth. ... ... The situation is as follows (I won’t name names but F is female and M is male): ... ... I am at work and I am interested in F1, I asked her out, she said ”yes” but then she goes out with M1 (who also works there) w ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Regret from a few years ago by BlueRose 31 mon 758

You already sent emails apologizing and got no response. So, at this point, let sleeping dogs lie---let it go. ... ... I have to ask---how did YOU ruin the friendship between F2 and F3? I’ve read and re-read what you wrote and don’t see how the end of their friendship was all your fault...? Did you just assume it was all your fault or did one of them tell you it was all your fault? If it is the former, that’s a very big assumption to make. If it is the latter, then their friendship couldn’t have been very strong to begin with. ... ... I think that you are being too hard on yourself. When you ... [retrieve this message]

My confession by #1221 3 year 611

I actually like canned spam. [End]

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by #83773 3 year 1,459 Codependency / Help Me / Confession / 4 / 5

... [End]

Re: pls help by BlueRose 3 year 1,530

Ummm...There are men and women who enjoy ballroom dancing but don’t get involved romantically with their partners. I’m thinking about for example, Fred Astaire and Ginger Rogers. There are people who are ice dancers and partners. I’m thinking about Jane Torvil and Christopher Dean. Not everybody on Dancing with the Stars gets romantically involved with their partners. ... ... I’m guessing that he either leads his dance partners to think that theirs is a romantic relationship or he assumes that any woman who wants to dance with him must want a romantic relationship...? ... ... If he has a problem ... [retrieve this message]

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confused and married 10 years

by #126948 3 year 1,215

first time poster/blogger or whatever and i have something i want to get off my chest. I’m 32 (very close to 33) and i feel completely unsatisfied in my sex life. i’ve been married to a wonderful woman for 10 years and i honestly can’t satisfy her. not that she is overly sexual but actually quite the opposite. almost completely non sexual. i don’t know what to do. i love her and our 2 beautiful little girls but i’m completely unsatisfied. i fell that that the statement/situation is fairly self centered but i’m left confused. i know she loves me and i absolutely love her but i hate ... [retrieve this message]

Re: confused and married 10 years by peggyaus 3 year 1,186

Omg, I really don’t know what to say except you probably cannot change her quickly; but probably more importantly it may be more important to look at both of your unique situations and problems. ... ... For example, you sound like a horny goat. Why is your sex drive SO high? Is it unusually high would you say? Do you think you might have underlying anxiety, or dare I say it, a parasite problem? ... ... Regarding she: maybe she is overtired, overworked and low in minerals, vitamins, and other essential nutrients which keep sex drive normal? Could this be contributing? ... ... I think you both need to ... [retrieve this message]

i'll slap you. actually, you're on-target. by John McCain 2008 3 year 1,029

what you are going through is what guys have been dealing with forever. a wife’s lack of attention in the bedroom is the number one, listen up ladies, number one worst thing you can do to screw up a good marriage. guys want sex. get that through your head. you want a clean house. you want a nice dinner. we want good sex. we want blowjobs. we want multiple positions in order for our penises to feel good. get it? after 5-10 years women conveniently forget ”dating sex” when they are at their best behavior and transform into the ”marriage sex” phase. big reason we have a 51% divorce ... [retrieve this message]

Re: i'll slap you. actually, you're on-target. by #135505 31 mon 800

And as for you Mr. Mc Cain, haven’t I dated you before? ROFL!!!!! [End]

Re: confused and married 10 years by #131509 31 mon 811

Ok first of all - please don’t listen to the previous reply, SERIOUSLY!! ... ... Has it always been like this?? coz if it is, you knew what she was like yet you still married her and had kids. And if it hasn’t then how long has it been going on for? You mentioned that you have 2 girls - if they are young then she might just be going through a rough patch. ... ... I have recently not felt like having sex with my hubby and it lasted a couple of months. Its not that I didn’t want sex or I was too tired - it was too much of a pattern. Put kids to bed, clean kitchen, watch some tv, go to bed and hu ... [retrieve this message]

Re: confused and married 10 years by #135505 31 mon 777

Hi, luring for a long time and stumbled across this post. For me, in most my relationships, I was the one not getting enough sex. Most of all the last relationship. Come to find out ”he wasn’t happy” for four years and had been cheating on me. So he was withholding sex as a manipulation. I know, sounds like a ”woman thing to do” (sorry ladies I’m a tomboy)...well it’s not. He was a Borderline Personality. ... ... I also find most men to have this whole Madonna/whore complex as well. When you’re dating them, the sex is insane for about a year and it all falls apart because they want you to be t ... [retrieve this message]

Help! Haven't had a BM in about 2 months!

by NaeBby10 3 year 2,524 Bowel Cleanse Suppor / Confession / Enema & Co / 4

So I’m 18 and I’ve had this problem since I were about 4. I guess it started as me having a really hard stool to pass, and when I would go it would hurt. So I began holding it whenever my body got the urge to go. I read that that is common in young children, but I’m an adult now and I’m still doing it! I can usually hold it for quite awhile [few months], but when I do finally go, the stool is large, hard, and dry. I feel like I am literally going thru labor trying to pass it and there is usually blood involved. If I hold it long enough, it tends to fill up my tummy. I d ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Help! Haven't had a BM in about 2 months! by BlueRose 3 year 2,106

Obviously, I’m no doctor but, still, here’s my two cents --- You need to see a psychiatrist or a therapist. From what you write, this appears to be a mental issue that needs resolving. Despite the fact that you know it is adversely affecting your health, you still won’t let go of bodily waste. Ask your doctor to recommend a therapist/psychiatrist who has experience dealing with such issues. [End]

Re: Help! Haven't had a BM in about 2 months! by atjones 3 year 1,881

Hey, ... Your story is very unique. If you haven’t been having bowel movements you are building up a lot of toxic wastes in your intestines that is probably being reabsorbed into your body and that’s why you’re having the problems that you are having. I don’t think that you are going to find the kind of help that you need on the forum. You need to see a health care professional. And, don’t take this the wrong way please, but, holding your BM in as a habit is not a physical problem. That has more to do with your attitudes and beliefs. A regular family practitioner may not be the best person to ... [retrieve this message]

no bowel movement in 2 months? lol...not buying that. by John McCain 2008 3 year 3,196

you’d be dead right now. either that or in the guiness book of world records. [End]

Re: Help! Haven't had a BM in about 2 months! by UserX 3 year 1,822

... I’m surprised that you have not had a colostomy by now. If your story is true, you no doubt will have to have a colostomy soon just to stay alive. If your story is true find a naturopath asap and cooperate with him to prevent this while there is still time, if there is still time that is. [End]

My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied

by #126697 3 year 4,443 Sex / Confession / Love / 4

Can sexual attraction really, fully, expire between two people?! Should i move on, in search of better sex??? ... ... I’m 23, and met this guy 2.5 years ago, and have been with him more or less ever since, at one point living with him for a year. He’s 37, and my first true long-tem relationship. ... ... For the first 6mths or so i thought he was great in bed. But then i realised that i wasn’t being satisfied. We would get all hot, only for him to come, at which point he would exit to the shower, and i would be left lying alone (to satisfy myself!!) After a while i got it together to say how unsatisf ... [retrieve this message]

you're wasting your time with dull dong doug. by John McCain 2008 3 year 3,797

this is easy pick’ins. YOU’RE REACHING BOTH YOURS AND HIS EXPIRATION DATE. dump the guy who refuses to find your clit and move on. you obviously have no boundaries being that you’ll do a priest in training and another guy behind this current guys’ back, so why hang on to the loser? makes no sense for a young 20-something hottie to lay down with a dead dong doug who’s close to 40. move on down the road and keep on cumming! [End]

Re: My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied by motif 3 year 3,691

yes it can, yes you should - but the real question is: is the sex most important to you in relationship? [End]

Re: My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied by VeryGnawty 3 year 3,646

You are obsessed with sex, he is not. The only question is, why are you still with him? ... ... Contrary to popular opinion, opposites do not attract. You need to find someone who is interested in what you are interested in. [End]

Re: My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied by motif 3 year 3,656

exactly right! [End]

Re: My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied by M2R2 3 year 3,664

Read some stores and discussions on this site and you will find all your answers. ... ... http://www.experienceproject.com/group_stories.php?g=332&s=d ... [End]

Re: My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied by cleanontheinside 3 year 5,767

Everyone, thank you. I laughed so hard when i read the first few messages today. It is such a relief to hear this honesty! ... ... As regards the link given: sobering stuff. Thank you very much for sharing. ... ... Hopefully i’ll post back on this thread when things have hotted up! ; ) ... ... Sincere thanks to all who responded again. ... ... PEACE ... ... [End]

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Re: My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied by Mark1234 3 year 3,553

i believe you actually are wasting both your time..if the things are as you mentioned, then it is very less likely that you two would want to end up together. at least from your side, you know that you are not going to be satisfied with him.i dont think cheating on him is the best option.you will be better off with a clear break up. ... ... i think you should indeed move on.and you should not think that it was a fault of yours.it was not.what has happened now is a very natural thing. ... ... but the next time,dont choose to be with someone just because the sex is good.there are other things that mat ... [retrieve this message]

Re: My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied by #54894 3 year 3,494

Sex is always better in the beginning. As time goes on you have to find ways to keep it interesting. Or find other shared interests besides waxing. ... ... I’m sure you would soon get sick of the other 2 after a while also. ... ... The reason you liked the priest the best is because it’s wrong. Something you aren’t suppose to have so you want it all the more. At least the priest isn’t gay and looking for boys. [End]

Re: My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied by #126697 33 mon 3,099

Hello all. Original poster here. ... ... Well.. I broke up with the boyfriend. ... ... But.. not before cheating on him again. With the same priest-in-training guy. Who did not return to his seminarian studies this fall, after 4 years. ... ... I had written a long message looking for advice on this ex-seminarian, but I became scared that he would somehow find this thread and recognize our story, so I deleted it all. ... ... But.. the future looks bright! and HOT! ... ... Thank you ... ... (and maybe i’ll post again when not so fearful of identity-revealing) ... ... Blessings. [End]

Re: My boyfriend leaves me unsatisfied by #129440 32 mon 3,456

Glad to hear you broke up with the 37-y.o. He really deserved to be in an honest relationship with someone who wasn’t cheating on him with two other men. ... ... Hope you have found what you are looking for and will be able to hold on to it. ... ... I applaud the former wannabe priest for finally quitting that lie he was living. The Catholic Church has a bad enough reputation as it is. [End]

please dick clark, retire from new year's rock'n eve...

by John McCain 2008 3 year 1,426 TV Shows / Confession / Rants and

i cannot beleive dick is propped up in his chair to deliver a wolfman-esque commentary about yet another new year’s rock’n eve that shouldn’t include himself. is there no shame, dick? please, family members...get through to this guy. he’s voice is awful, can’t understand what he’s saying. i know he’s had a stroke, you gotta know when to leave and call it a career, man. he looks and sounds pathetic. i was just cringing every time he said ”ryuun”. [End]

Re: please dick clark, retire from new year's rock'n eve... by Southern Belle 3 year 1,494

I agree.......I was watching it with my granddaughter and she kept saying, ”Nana, what is wrong with him? Why can’t he talk?” ... ... Like the song.....”You gotta know when to fold ’um...” ... ... [End]

A Grinch Story Revisited by rudenski 4 year 1,100 Christmas Wishes / ADD/ADHD / Confession / 4 / 5

I was only able to give one small gift to anyone this Christmas, ... just knitting needles with some yarn... oh that and my myself... ... for whatever it is worth. ... ... Some recent calamities, both of my cars broken down with one that is dead, ... tow trucks, motels... and a few overdrafts... from wishful thinking later... ... I did get to spend Christmas week with my 5 year old child. ... ... On some days, I wish I could just forget about Christmas ... with all of its deceptions but how could I steal the magic of that day ... from my 5 year old little one? I tried to tell her the story of Jesus; ... she told ... [retrieve this message]

Anyone else hate Christmas?

by pollyparsons 4 year 2,257 Beaten Wives / Christmas / Confession / 4 / 5 / 6

This is the time of year for friends and family to get together. Unfortunately I will not see or be able to visit some of my children or grand children. My post today is to see if there is anyone else who finds Christmas a depressing time of year? I have published my life story at www.bbc.co.uk/mystory/stories/family-and-friends/151208/ Title: The Impossible Dream. If you want to know the details. Take care - do let me know if you also have a problem this festive season. THANKS [End]

Re: Anyone else hate Christmas? by Roooth 4 year 2,025

I do love Christmas, but I can also tell you you’re not alone. I have a friend whose brother died in December. My friend was only 25 when I met him; I think his brother died when he was about 21. For many years, the holiday season and most of winter was a time of melancholy where he would withdraw socially. It was a hard time of depression for him. ... ... I’ve also known what it’s been like not to be around family and Christmas was just like an empty Saturday. My husband says it’s hard to be deployed on Christmas. Maybe it’s a good time to volunteer at a shelter or something... or if y ... [retrieve this message]

baaa humbug! by ginab4u 4 year 2,056

Hi. I hate christmas too, but not as much as when my kids were little and I felt forced to participate. I let commercialism consume me and my children with greed and guilt. ... ... I haven’t done christmas for 10 years and people around me finally "get it". I hate being forced to do anything. I do what I want to do when I want to do it and sometimes that includes trees, big meals and presents but only when it’s coming from my heart, and it’s never on christmas day (I work most holidays). ... ... I don’t expect anything from anyone on birthdays, holidays etc. and no one exp ... [retrieve this message]

Re: baaa humbug! by Lonefeather 3 year 1,896

I agree ginab4u! [End]

Re: Anyone else love Christmas? by #108005 4 year 2,077

I do ! I love the feeling of winter and Christmas in the northland I love the serenity I feel I love the smiles on peoples faces the children frolicking in snowsuits . I especially love the music of Christmas! ... I read recently that the American women ,mothers, housewives spends an average of 340 some hours prepping for Christmas. This would not thrill me either! Relax, take Christmas for what it is, a time of JOY! [End]

Re: Anyone else love Christmas? by #75156 4 year 2,020

The "holiday" season is the worst time for increase in domestic violence. If there are children, they are experience the withold/reward tactics of the abuser even worse. Will there be gifts for the children? Will there even be a holiday meal? The last holiday that I spent with my ex, he didn’t "allow" me to purchase groceries for a holiday meal and instead, we had boiled hot dogs. But, look at the expensive gifts! All purchased on a credit account that he took out in my name! ... ... I don’t hate the holidays, but I don’t see the hol ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Anyone else love Christmas? by #108005 4 year 1,957

What a better reason to celebrate Christmas then to be free from an unpleasant past. I certainly can understand why you hate your ex husband, but why let him control you now. Release the pain of the past then you will be better able to enjoy the present. If you loved something at one time and lost it, take it back it’s yours! ... ... Merry Christmas anyway my friend. [End]

Re: Anyone else love Christmas? by #75156 4 year 2,005

excellent suggestion.........thank you ... [End]

Re: Anyone else hate Christmas? by Herbalationist 3 year 1,710

When you consider that the basis for Christmas is an absolute lie (Santa Claus), Jesus wasn’t even born in December, the commercialism only adds undue stress the family structure, it promotes greed, . . . is it any wonder that the suicide rate in this country is highest during this holiday season than any other season in the world??? ... ... The catholics started Christmas by telling the pagans that they could continue celebrating the Saturnalis (rebirth of the sun) as long as they declared themselves ”Christian” and renamed their pagan holiday . . . Christmas. ... ... I’m glad I’m free. Yes, the t ... [retrieve this message]

when I was 17

RN by jan90 4 year 4,137 Rape / Abuse Phys / Confession / 4 / 5

ummm, Im not sure where to start, I havent had the greatest life, my mom died when I was 15, I lived on my own for a month or two, supposedly living with my dad, but he was never there. after that my best friends family took me in, they are my new family, they treat me like I was their own. ... ... Then a few weeks after I turned 17 and I was doing the running start at a community college, I got out of my evening class and was walking to my car when a guy grabbed me and put me in his truck. he took me to some woods several miles from the campus and tied me up. he abused me and raped me for the ... [retrieve this message]

Re: when I was 17 by BlueRose 4 year 2,819

Oh my! From what I’ve read of your story, you’ve had no counseling what so ever? If so, then you must get going on this. You can call the Rape Crisis Hotline 1-800-656-HOPE; or go to http://www.rainn.org. The latter is the website for Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network. These places will point you in the right direction so that you can get the help you need. It doesn’t matter whether or not you have money---they still can help you. ... ... You’ve been through hell but if you reach out for a lifeline and do the work needed, you can heal and move on. Of course you will never forget what ... [retrieve this message]

Re: when I was 17 by peggyaus 4 year 2,502

Hi Jan ... ... Random assaults like the one you have described affect your life forever. I know this as something similiar, albiet not as serious as what happened to you, happened to me a long time ago. ... ... I am so sorry this happened to you. Anger and rage are very typical because how dare he do this to you. How dare he ruin your day/life like that. ... ... Counselling in whatever way is comfortable for you can be very helpful; this means finding a good supportive and mature friend to talk to and/or going to see someone professional. I saw someone professional, and have since spoken with friends ... [retrieve this message]

Re: when I was 17 by chirontherainbowbridge 4 year 2,463

... ... (I have left it to others to offer you the specifics of counselling, etc) ... ... ... Bless your heart. (as my mother would say) because clearly you know in your depth that the suffering you have expeienced is not the whole of you, nor even the *realest* by any stretch part of you. ... ... And that is not to say that there is anyplace in yourself or your experience that ought to be ’cut off’ or put into a box, and kept out of reach. You know that, or you wouldn’t be at this point of asking for help. ... ... I was just thinking about someone who had a forum on CZ and is a person of wisdom and deep com ... [retrieve this message]

Re: when I was 17 by been there done that 4 year 2,454

Dear jan90, ... ... I didn’t hear/read any bitterness in your post. I’m not saying that you are comfortable with what has happened to you, I’m saying that I didn’t HEAR or see any evidence of ”BITTERNESS”. This absence of bitterness means that you are HEALING NOW, not completely about everything yet, but take notice that you/”SELF” are already healing. ... ... It is important for you to notice that you are a ’SURVIVOR’ person that now has a ’survivor’s wisdom’/INSIGHT (you truly understand the significance of a person’s pain and suffering). ... ... It probably won’t be too long before you are able to off ... [retrieve this message]

Re: when I was 17 by Hidden Username 4 year 2,392

That’s awful. ... ... Not trying to be an ass by saying this but there’s always plastic surgery and a good plastic surgeon could make the scars not look so bad and possibly non existent. They basically ”cut” the scars off and stretch a new piece of skin over it so it’s smoother and hidden. Might want to look into it and keep it in mind for the future. At least there’s a chance at some positive light at the end of the tunnel to be able to look at yourself in a mirror and not be repulsed. ... ... ... ... I have tons of scars. One on my arm from a sharp knife that cut through a few layers of skin. Not fro ... [retrieve this message]

Re: when I was 17 by alisha77 4 year 2,433

not sure if this is any consolation - i myself came on this site to get some help but I was raped a few months ago by three men who cut me on my breasts and vagina as well ... I think of the rape every time I see the cuts and I wish I could die- it is a physical reminder of the most abusive and degrading experience of my life ... I have considered plastic surgery and may do it soon - I cannot bear to see these ... as for sex with other men - i dont think i will contemplate it for a very long time - u have to heal but know u r not alone [End]

Re: when I was 17 by fledgling 4 year 2,421

Sweetheart, ... ... A person at the beginning of their life can feel embarrassed about anything. ... ... I wonder if it doesn’t come from the judgementalism that we find most everywhere in the world. ... ... You are just beginning your life. I promise you that by the time you enter your seventies, or even sooner, the world will look much, much different...much more manageable, and beautiful. ... ... You simply have to see what you can do with it, and you are going to be wonderfully surprised! ... ... ... One of my physical therapists, who is teaching me to walk again...told me that he went over a 50 ft. cliff with ... [retrieve this message]

I am envious

by Zoebess 4 year 1,402

..of this woman~~she will be traveling ... with some companions. Traveling from ... Bejing to London, by horse... ... ... Picture of Li Jing and horse, Yuri~ ... ... ... http://www.breitbart.com/article.php?id=CNG.bfe2a5099d50f7a32a3ab49f3447dd0e.671&show_article=1 ... ... ... ... ... http://ukinslovakia.fco.gov.uk/en/newsroom/?view=PressR&id=10084651 ... ... Photo of Megan Lewis and companion~~ ... ... ... ... -_- ... ... ... [End]

Me, too, but a different perspective........... by Corey 4 year 1,067

... This is a small town that I live near. Several years ago a man was passing thru the area while riding a horse and leading a spare horse. A reporter of the local newspaper met him at a restaurant on the edge of town and wrote a fine article about this man who at 40 or so gave up the rat race and hit the road checking out the USA. Nice romantic article. ... ... Later I spoke with the waitress at the restaurant about the incident. She said when he came in the restaurant, he stunk so bad from not bathing and horse sweat that the place emptied of other customers as soon as they could pay and leave ... [retrieve this message]

I created a living horror,im going to end my life.

by UserX 4 year 5,972 Suicide / Confession / Death

Ihad this ugly moles all my life and here goes my story...I recently purchased this product and was using it to get rid of my moles and as i was applying this product which contains black salve as its main ingredient, i was supposed to scratch the surface of the mole to make it bleed a little bit and then apply a small amount of the paste on it, ... put a bandaid on, and wait untill scab forms the next day. ... So i did all as it said in the instructions and i applyied this to 35 moles all over my body and it reacted with all of them! I felt pain for almost a week.. ... ... i had this holes on some o ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I created a living horror,im going to end my life. by Quinta_Essentia 4 year 5,490

Ok, calm down. things aren’t always as bad as they seem. dont do anything rash. ... ... first thing i would say is to get some colloidal silver and put it in a spray bottle and spritz the affected area continuously throughout the day. silver actually stimulates stem cell production and will help the wounds to heal. Utopia Silver is a great place to get the colloidal silver from. dont be stingy with the silver, spray lots of it on there, keep it wet for as often as you can. ... ... i know bloodroot can cause people problems but know little about myself. perhaps there is a forum somewhere that has kno ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I created a living horror,im going to end my life. by jeanna1313 4 year 4,851

oh screw you things are as bad as they seem! i have used this stuff and ended up with hole 1/2 in deep 2in wide! it causes 2nd degree burns! imagine having this all over your face! easy for you to say calm down. people like you really piss me off you have no heart! [End]

Re: I created a living horror,im going to end my life. by thehealthbillionaire 4 year 5,306

Ihad this ugly moles all my life and here goes my story... ... ... OK ... ... I recently purchased this product dermatend and was using it to get rid of my moles and as i was applying this product which contains bloodroot as its main ingredient, ... ... A POTENT HERB BUT WHEN USED ALONE AND NOT GETTING TO THE ROOT OF THE PROBLEM, YOU CAN GET UNEXPECTED RESULTS ... ... ... i was supposed to scratch the surface of the mole to make it bleed a little bit and then apply a small amount of the paste on it, ... ... NOT TOO SMART ... ... ... put a bandaid on, and wait untill scab forms the next day. ... So i did all as it said in the ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I created a living horror,im going to end my life. by rosycrayon 4 year 5,277

New skin where there is a wound will be red for a while then it calms down and will become the color of your skin, you might have a slight scar but that too can be resolved by a doctor who works with skin and scars. ... You are not your skin your are a wonderful soul who is unique to this world and would be missed if you cut your journey here on earth to soon. ... [End]

Bloodroot forum by #13594 4 year 5,103

http://www.curezone.com/forums/f.asp?f=651 ... [End]

Re: I created a living horror,im going to end my life. by MadArtist 4 year 5,479

I am so sorry about your desperate situation. I kind of felt that sense of fear when I fell asleep at the beach and think developed 2nd degree burns. OMG - it was sooo scary - my whole face bloated and turned bright purple. ... ... Anyway, I spent one week out of work, because people would actually stare in horror when the saw me. ... ... What I used to heal: ... ... Yogurt, freshly squeezed carrot and cucumber juice, aloe vera (lots of that) Vitamin E, pure coconut and castor oil and fish oil, and colloidal silver. Cocoa butter is also magnificent for scars. ... ... Now, for the bloodroot, I used it on my hu ... [retrieve this message]

Pictures for your (maybe) feedback... by MadArtist 4 year 5,283

Anita: if you wish, visit this post, though the pictures are very graphically upsetting IMHO, but I think that they do illustarte that the lesions do heal, and I am thinking that yours are much much smaller in size, so they may heal beautifully with more care than these were given ie: NOTHING was done for this. ... ... I was hesitatnt to post for you but the end result seems encouraging? ... ... I hope you post how you are doing... ... ... http://www.curezone.com/forums/fm.asp?i=1366882 ... ... Here’s also an old post on MSM for scars? ... ... ... http://www.curezone.com/forums/fm.asp?i=362739#i ... ... ... Many many ble ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I created a living horror,im going to end my life. by jadeane2000 4 year 4,850

First of all, you have my compassion. I have dysplastic naevi (probably incorrectly spelt) which is basically a whole lot of brown spots on my torso. I am so self conscious I can’t even form a relationship with a girl. So I have been single for as long as I can remember! ... Anyway, all I am saying is ... I kinda understand. ... ... Suicide may land you up in Hell, so please don’t do it! Horrible thing to say, i know, but sometimes one’s just gotta say it...please don’t hate me for it, I say it for your benefit believe it or not! ... ... I will pray for you tonight, you just stay alive, alright Anit ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I created a living horror,im going to end my life. by lao 4 year 4,929

colloidal silver heals the skin, you can regrow it without scars. read up on it. ... you’re beautiful, it would be such a waste if you went over the bridge. ... ... good luck ... lao [End]

Re: I created a living horror,im going to end my life. by m99 4 year 4,905

Lesson learned: don’t put anything on your skin without testing on a small spot first for a short period of time. ... ... You can not judge what scars will look like before weeks have passed. I suggest you go to a doctor ASAP. ... ... These days, laser and surgery can remove most scars don’t worry too much about that. [End]

Re: I created a living horror,im going to end my life. by jeanna1313 4 year 4,716

i used the same stuff, i had second degree burns on my neck arms and legs and stomach. [End]

Confessions of a Pakistani Bureaucrat

by syedanwarmehmood 5 year 3,128

Dear Friends, ... ... When I sent you my last e.mail, I received some supporting replies from my colleagues. But, 95% of replies were full of criticism against me and some even with slurs and foul language. Then, I received some anonymous threatening phone calls to be ready to face the consequences of injustice done to various people during my tenure as Secretary. All this resulted in scary dreams at night for. My family and I feel insecure these days. ... ... I was visiting a friend of mine, some senior bureaucrat, at his office the other day and a staff member of Ministry of Information passed by. ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Confessions of a Pakistani Bureaucrat by jsafeer 4 year 2,324

moderator, ... this note is a complete falsehood, and slander by a person pretending to be anwar mahmood. ... If the person used their real identity, they would be taken to court for spreading such lies about a person. ... Please remove this thread immediately. [End]

Can I trade my man for a puppy?

by #103332 5 year 1,581

I dont like sleeping with my husband. I dont like spending time with him. I dont like the way he treats me in front of our daughter. He is angry and self absorbed everyday. I wish I never got married to him. He is deploying soon- and I am happy he is leaving. I am sad that I feel this way. [End]

Re: Can I trade my man for a puppy? by Corey 5 year 1,568

... My heart goes out to you. Tough situation to be in. Been there a time or two myself. I wish I could offer advice but cannot. Anyway it reminded me of an ad I had seen so I thought I would send it along and maybe give you a smile. ... ... ... ... ... ... [End]

Re: Can I trade my man for a puppy? by Southern Belle 5 year 1,509

He may be angry he is being deployed and doesn’t want to go...or maybe he is just as miserable as you are in the relationship and doesn’t know how to tell you. You can be lonely in a marriage or you can be alone, but not lonely, NOT being in a relationship. ... ... My advice would be to see how you feel after he leaves. Monitor how often he contacts you and your daughter. If there is little contact, that will help you make your decision. If you find yourself missing him, there has to be a reason you miss him. Sometimes absence does make the heart grow fonder. ... ... Paulette [End]

Re: check your email by MO123 5 year 1,519

Paulette, need your help!! [End]

What would you do?

by oops 5 year 1,451

I know this looks awful but here goes. I’m studying a pretty intensive health related degree. I graduate this year and I want to go on and study for a doctorate which would then enable me to work in hospitals and teach. To get around my financing of this course and to be able to live I told a lie to my family (we’ve always been distant and the relationship has never been a warm one, and they are snobby. So I said I had some top notch job to go to which I haven’t. I was basically playing on their ego a little bit. They like to brag about a member of the family going to a top notch stablishm ... [retrieve this message]

What happened, Oops? How did it all play out? by fledgling 5 year 1,262

I don’t think any of us really tell all the truth, all the time. ... ... I think we learn, as children, which side our bread is buttered on...and we do what seems to be natural, automatically. ... ... Still, as adults, either practical situations, as yours is, or thoughtful choices of purpose, may trip us up. ... ... But life can present an infinite number of complications and opportunities far beyond our imaginations. ... ... In the best of all possible worlds, a family member loves you so much that they become your champion, and save the day. And you return the favor. ... ... I do hope something like that happe ... [retrieve this message]

Never Anger Your Nurse by cybrarian 5 year 1,445 Jokes / Nourishing / Confession

A bigshot business man had to spend a couple of days in the hospital. ... ... ... ... He was a royal pain to the nurses because he bossed them around just like he did his employees. None of the hospital staff wanted to have anything to do with him. ... ... ... ... The head nurse was the only one who could stand up to him. She walked into his room and announced, ”I have to take your temperature.” ... ... ... ... After complaining for several minutes, he finally settled down, crossed his arms and opened his mouth. ... ... ... ... ”No, I’m sorry, the nurse stated, ”but for this reading, I can’t use an oral thermometer.” ... ... ... ... ... [retrieve this message]

Please read my story....

by ihavedestroyed 5 year 3,187 Relationship / Confession / Divorce

I have destroyed my life and my wife’s life. Please read my story. Maybe it will save you from the pain I have caused. -rob ... [End]

Re: Please read my story.... RRR by #69242 5 year 2,839

You want honesty, right? ... ... 1.You say---“sex is simply a physical act” Hmmm like playing a sport? ... ... This is were your problem lies...having sex is so much more than a physical act and if you continue to see it as a mere physical activity then you will never be able to connect with your wife! ... ... Sex is an exchange of life force, very powerful and NOT to be abused. ... ... Personally, I don’t believe that you are telling the complete truth. I think that you have had sex outside of your marriage. ... ... However, based on point one you are not worthy to be a husband and that is my honest opinion. Yo ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Please read my story.... RRR by gilda 5 year 2,664

”And all for what? Some “harmless” pictures of some tart with so little self worth that she was willing to do anything just to get some attention” ... ... And you eagerly looked and SAVED the pics! And you have the nerve to denigrate HER?Honey, you’re the ”tart” with so little self-esteem you need other women to make you feel like a man. ... ... ”If you are the “other woman”. STOP IT! You know that messing with a married man is wrong.” Still blaming the woman, huh? Where is your plaintive plea for married men to keep it in their pants? ... ... Like Mia, I find it hard to believe it was just about onli ... [retrieve this message]

Well Rob.... RRR by molly bloom 5 year 2,734

You didn’t need to put your real name on this thing (if your real name is ”Rob”), so there was no need to ”destroy your friendships and professional relationships”. ... ... Rob, the drama is a bit thick. What is your intent here? Is this a ”public” apology to your wife, almost like writing it in the sky and submitting yourself to a virtual flogging? ... ... You cheated. Like million of men have both physically and on the internet. Cheating is as old as human time. Sure there might be some unsuspecting men out there that are unfamiliar with how these things transgress, but there is the escape b ... [retrieve this message]

Oh...and one more thing ROB by molly bloom 5 year 2,430

Now it’s not just you supposedly exposing yourself to ridicule from the friends and others...... ... ... Now you have nicely labeled your wife as that woman married to that cheating loser of a man, Rob..... ... ... So in essence, you have pretty much dragged her down into the mud with you. You really want that? You want people to feel sorry for her as someone who married such a loser? ... ... As I said before, Rob, stop using the internet as your life. ... ... Nuff, said. [End]

Delicious post, Molly by Alikat 5 year 2,361

I adore the taste of raw truth! [End]

Re: Delicious post, Molly by molly bloom 5 year 2,359

Alikat - ... ... Your avatar is starting to look like cat of the dammed....girlfriend?!! ... ... It’s an artistic endeavor at the very least! ... ... Molly [End]

Damned...? Ooops... by Alikat 5 year 2,409

Yes, it is a bit eerie, isn’t it? But then, I don’t mind appearing eerie on the internet, it provides for that mystique that my personality might not have otherwise. ... ... (Well, you know this is all a bunch of baloney, of course.) ... ... Actually, I was chided for my previous avatar, which was meant to be a joke on ethnic profiling - I get so tired of getting phone calls from telemarketers asking for Mr. Ali. I actually like my fake beard and ’stache a lot, so I think after I’ve kept the eerie cat up for a few days, I’ll return to it. Or maybe if I have time I’ll ... [retrieve this message]

Well....Hmmmm by molly bloom 5 year 2,334

How about this? ... ... ... ... ... [End]

Thank you Molly by Alikat 5 year 2,299

That’s a nice piece o’ work, you are. ... ... Er,...but tell me...what’s with the cry baby and the pig? ... ... Certainly you don’t mean that I....? ... [End]

Re: Thank you Molly by molly bloom 5 year 2,239

Oh hell no. It was midnight, I was tired. Not too many pieces of clip art on my computer....didn’t even think of that. ... ... Just messing around my dear. ... ... Molly [End]

~lol~ by Alikat 5 year 2,322

I was just kidding with you. I appreciate the effort, and you’re welcome to ’deface’ me anytime you feel that creative urge. Heck, you can even pick any image you like from my gallery file and embellish it to your hearts delight. Well, keeping it clean that is..... non-kosher items excepted he he ... [End]

Re: Oh...and one more thing ROB by katstump 5 year 2,275

What is with these stupid men and the internet?! Does it give them the illusion that there is a veritable smorgasbord of women out there for them to choose from? Or is it because they can create some make-believe persona in order to make themselves seem more alluring? Or is just plain sorry-ass laziness? Don’t have to shower, shave, pick up the tab. ... ... What a pathetic bunch. Yeah, I had a boyfriend who was shopping for women all over the internet while we were together. Of course, he carried on, moaned and groaned when I dumped him. But what the hell did he expect? To have his cake and eat ... [retrieve this message]

. by UserX 5 year 2,251

O O O O O Jeez, Louize... by Alikat 5 year 2,444

Yeah, well, guess what? I went through the same thing. A marriage with a wonderful best friend but with 0 sexual interaction. I tried and tried everything I knew, but we were both severely unhappy. It started to destroy me up until I shook myself up and headed for the hills. Actually, it was geographycally the other way around, I went from the hills to the iron flat plains. But never mind that....that’s another story. ... ... You betcha my life was not destroyed, since I choose to find and give my life a whole lot more meaning than be defined by a horr ... [retrieve this message]

. by UserX 5 year 3,519

Re: Some Questions & Comments by roooth 5 year 2,225

Hi O.Julien, long time no ”see”! What a nice story about the positive side to a situation that I’m sure was traumatic at the time! Thank you for sharing. :) [End]

Re: Please read my story.... by stoneface 5 year 2,364

I have read this story twice. First time trying to absorb as is! ... Second time I red it as the narcissist female has wridden it. ... I mean a female who can’t see too many faults in herself wanting to destroy her husband’s life. ... It made more sense to me seeing that way. ... The story is too long if a man would write it! ... ... If a marriage has fallen to the level where one goes to internet looking for another partner even for fun, then BOTH PARTNERS need to go in front of a mirror and ask: WHAT IS WRONG! ... Successful marriage needs two active partners! ... [End]

Are you kidding, here??? by SoulfulSurvivor 5 year 2,354

Well, Rob.....I am in agreement with Molly and Alikat that, if you have, indeed, posted your story under your REAL name for the global community of the internet to read, you’ve done yourself AND your wife a terrible injustice. Your...”confession”...should have been delivered to your wife, in person, and in the presence of a marital counselor if, in fact, you believed that you were married to the woman of your dreams. Apparently, SHE WASN’T, otherwise you would have kept yourself TO your Self and behaved like a grownup instead of a teenager. ... ... Your ”public” apology/confession does not, b ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Please read my story.... by Tyler Durden 5 year 2,329

There is the possibility (as some have already pointed out) that this post and webpage are part of some sick prank. It’s practically unheard of to put up a webpage ripping open your personal woes, denouncing yourself and inviting scorn like this. The OP only has this one post on CZ and posted it in 3 forums- couldn’t be any more call for attention to it than if he/she had put up a virtual neon flashing sign. ... ... Either way this is going incredibly overboard. If ”rob” was looking for advice about this he should have gone to a local counselor or shrink; sounds like he enjoys wallowing in h ... [retrieve this message]

Foaming at the mouth in Kalamzoo by Alikat 5 year 2,361

there, there......We know you’re not all like that Tyler, honestly!!! ... ... ♂ ... ... Is that you doing the martial arts there? Slick. Say, it looks like Napoleon Dynamite was taking the class with you. He’s my all time favorite! ... [End]

Re: Foaming at the mouth in Kalamzoo by Tyler Durden 5 year 2,312

:) Oh- that pic is of a Falun Gong class, which is a side interest of mine for awhile, it’s like chi gung. It’s just off some Falun Gong website. [End]

Nah Tyler by molly bloom 5 year 2,282

We’ve been know to lambast stupid sluts here too...... ... ... I guess it’s a reaction to having men continually blame women for their bad behavior. And you are probably right, it’s either BS or it’s some poor misguided person thinking that this form of confession will actually help his wife forgive him. Sad on any level. ... ... My husband has never cheated on me, but as he likes to quote Jimmy Carter ”I’ve felt lust in my heart”....And I have found some rather questionable bookmarks under his name, but I guess I trust him completely. Doesn’t matter if he wants to look, but he knows his limits a ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Please read my story.... by #35289 5 year 2,189

Maybe he is a masochist and wants some tonque lashings? I simply couldn’t read much of it. [End]

Re: Please read my story.... by #77290 5 year 2,163

What a great thread. Wow!!! Lots of good posts, lots of chatter back and forth, good ideas, not so good ideas. Great to see... ... ... Interesting about getting your sex desire back after the so-called love relationship is over. Maybe that will happen to my wife once I go. I hope so for the next guys sake. Well, her sake too. She’s certainly ruined my desire. ... ... It’s in the kiss. ... [End]

Using an alias

by Angelblue 5 year 1,391

PTree, you have given me courage to admit what I have done. I re-registered under an alias, because I love this forum so much. I was fairly well known before, and got involved in a major scandal here, kinda got swept into it. My main reason to come here in the first place was to share my unique cure, which I did. ... ... My main regret is not being able to answer the questions people are still asking me on my cure thread. ... ... I left the forum, because I felt I would be banned, and now maybe I will be. I came back to try to help again in my own way, and instead I have learned so much from all ... [retrieve this message]

. by UserX 5 year 1,171

Somewhat off-topic by SoulfulSurvivor 5 year 1,300

O.Julien, I agree with everything that you posted. My response is long, and I apologize, in advance. ... ... A little over a year ago, I was ”elected” to be a moderator of a few forums - a duty that I neither wanted, nor asked to be considered for. Because of the behaviors of some of the other moderators, I quit within about 10 days after I agreed to act as a moderator. Moderator training consisted of learning the technical aspects of forum board management. There was no training, whatsoever, to help build an understanding of boundaries, appropriate online behavior, deflation of ego, mainta ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Using an alias by #90179 5 year 1,253

i have used an alias for selfish reasons to agree with my own posts. i will never do this again and i will never use my ailias again. [End]

Re: Using an alias by nono 5 year 1,271

I am curious what did you expect to gain or what did you think you’d lose if you were not agreeing with your own posts in a different identity. ... ... Is there some idea behind such behaviors, I have seen it over and overr again on this site and I wonder what the motivation is behind such an action? [End]

A Public Apology To Lapis!

by UserX 5 year 1,314

Lapis, ... ... I am sorry for any part that I played which resulted in you no longer being part of the CureZone community. While my intentions were good and I was working on behalf of, what I believed to be the best interest of the moderating team, I now realize that I took up a battle that was not mine to fight! And in doing so, I went to bat for others rather than staying within my own realm of experiences, and relied on others’ reported versions of the truth instead of on my own. You were never anything other than kind and supportive to me, and I should have focused on my own encounters with ... [retrieve this message]

Re: A Public Apology To Lapis! by - serafina - 5 year 1,121

I’ve always wondered about that. I liked the posts of Lapis. What happened? (if I can ask it) [End]

Yes, It's Perfectly OK For You To Ask... by UserX 5 year 1,203

and, no, I am not going to post about it as it is not my place to discuss it. Should Lapis choose to return to CureZone and post about what happened, then you will have an answer to your question. And I, too, found Lapis’ posts to be of great value. CureZone was very fortunate to have someone who was such a prolific contributor to this website. I would like to see him return to CureZone some day, although I understand why he may choose not to do so, and I respect his decision. I wish him all the best, and hope that he is doing very well in all his endeavors. [End]

vanity by warthog 5 year 575

I’m a woman. That’s not the confession. I don’t wear makeup anymore because I fear it is making my face worse. But on our photo Christmas cards, I photoshopped out my zits, got rid of red eyes, whitened our teeth, etc. and basically made us look better. At least I don’t watch TV anymore (only when I’m in a public place where I can’t avoid it). That’s made me less crazy about my appearance. My face is getting better, but I just hate the pimples around my mouth. [End]

. by UserX 5 year 1,148 Confessions / Stories / Email Viru

Thanking him now by #88843 6 year 1,106 Thank You! / Abuse Phys / Confession

Thank you for being you. ... For being young and selfish, self-centered, and abusive. ... For not KNOWING that Respect is golden and once lost for oneself, you will not have it for others. For not knowing respect for the other person is the only way to keep them around you. For not knowing or even trying to learn that you have to respect someone before you can love them. For not realizing I was the only one who EVER believed IN you--even if I didn’t ever believe a word you said. ... For not saying you were sorry and not accepting mine. ... For cheating and lying. ... For continuing to cheat and lie to ... [retrieve this message]

Old confessions

by rockville8 6 year 1,498

I was romantically involved with this girl I’ll call Carol between 1990-1993. I loved her the best I could and with all my heart at the time we were together but I wasn’t always honest with her. I never cheated on her but spent alot of time with a girl I’ll call Loose Lucy and never told her about it. In fact I kinda lied a few times about what I had been up to. Not planning on or wanting to see her again necessarily but if we ever became friends again could I gain her trust again. I’m not really looking for advice I just wanted to share. [End]

Re: Old confessions by #70083 6 year 1,406

I’m glad you took the time to give the confession. I feel for you. I’m not offering advice, just a similar story. I’ve posted it all over the internet for her to see, hoping she’ll see it one day and contact me, that day never comes. ... I was doing drugs and treated her like hell. I cheated on her all the time and we were not together that long. When she started dating someone else I stalked her and made her fear me. She was young and scared. There was nothing I could do to win her back. I got my life back together.....then I seduced her. She was such a giving soul and believed in forg ... [retrieve this message]

Confessions of a Troop Supporter

R by rudenski 6 year 2,038 Near Death Exper. / Confession / Depleted U

Quote: ... Rudenski, ... ... Are you suggesting that we do not support the troops, because some “will kill innocent human beings”? ... ... ... Yes... That is what I am suggesting.... ... ... Here is a quote I use when that jingoist phrase, ”Support the Troops,” is used; ... ... Quote: ... ”The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.” Edmond Burke, member of British Parliament, criticized misgovernment and corruption. (1729-1797) ... ... ... Some 650,000 Iraqis have died of mostly gunshot wounds since my nation invaded their country. How many men, women and children need to be butchered be ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Confessions of a Troop Supporter by #79128 6 year 1,877

It ha sbeen tough for the perpetrators also ... ... I just watched a show on the men in th troops in Vietnam in the end of the war ... ... Many were openly disobying orders, because they saw the destruction they were raining on the farmer the women the children...some yes may have been dangerous- ... We as a military force were brutal also. ... ... Many did not want to commit those acts. Many became so brutalized by their own brutality, they lost themselves. Many were boys hardened by war ... ... The point, we left many troops stranded behind line in country and their supply lines were cut off before they could ... [retrieve this message]

Just have to confess. I'll feel better. :(

by #61748 7 year 2,077

[61748... Isn’t it funny how we hide behind those 5 numbers...? Afraid of what people will be thinking?] ... ... I wouldn’t really call it a ’binge’. Well, I guess it was. I never used to be so attached to food. When I was a little girl, I hardly ate. It was just natural - I didn’t really enjoy eating too much, I just wanted to play. The school nurses used to call my father and ask him if I was being deprived of food, I was so thin. Transparent. ... ... I honestly cannot remember when that ended. It’s fuzzy, but I began eating. A LOT. Maybe it’s because I was in competition with my brother - my moth ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Just have to confess. I'll feel better. :( by meire 7 year 1,621

but you shouldnt need to confess this.... this is not something you’ve done wrong, so much as it’s a symptom of whatever it is that’s really wrong with you, emotional or physical. not something you should feel you have to confess. it’s nobody’s business but your own, and it’s clear you realise that you need to get well - so don’t feel bad. try not to, anyway :) ... ... Mel [End]

Re: Just have to confess. I'll feel better. :( by #61748 7 year 1,672

Re: Just have to confess. I'll feel better. :( by Invincible 7 year 1,798

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Re: Just have to confess. I'll feel better. :( by #84025 5 year 1,371

hey dont feel too bad it could be A LOT WORSE. [End]

Re: Just have to confess. I'll feel better. :( by Dleelee 5 year 1,328

Oh, you poor darling. I’m not sure about the whole code of responses on this site, but I wanted to tell you that I understand how you feel. I could have written your post, down to the recent raw diet, the bulemia, the anorexia etc etc. I recently finished the master cleanse, 21 days - 8lb loss :(. Now three weeks out I have gained all that weight back and have the urge to eat like there is NO tomorrow! I have hunger from every pore. Like you I wake each morning with food on my mind...what can I eat? What treat, I want nuts, I want sunflower butter, I want maple syrup, I want a big s ... [retrieve this message]

Abortion Healing... Warning: Religous Content

by #46970 7 year 1,956

It’s going to be OK! You don’t have to feel guilty any more! If you are hurting because of an abortion, know that God loves you. He has plans for you, and he wants you to know he forgives you. There is no one who loves you like Jesus, and his arms are open, he wants to hold you. If you could see your little one in the arms of God, would you feel any better? He loves you, and he was dreaming big dreams for your baby, but he understands your hurt and he wants you to know that he cherishes you no matter what. Everyone makes mistakes, all of us, but it’s what we do when we realize it. Tell God ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Abortion Healing... Warning: Religous Content by Invincible 7 year 1,625

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So very well said... so very true 46970. by #38976 7 year 1,692

You sound like a beautiful being, so ahead of so many at such a tender age. ... ... Would that I had been that enlightned, my road might have been a lot less difficult. ... [End]
Re: Abortion Healing... Warning: Religous Content by leahw 31 mon 937

hmm, even though he clearly doesn’t agree with abortion?? how does that one work?? [End]

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by #47518 8 year 1,944

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Re: Confession (Long) by #47518 8 year 2,265

I was going to post this, but I saw how judgemental so people get. [End]

Re: Confession (Long) by Invincible 7 year 1,638

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You are so right,Invincible by Corey 7 year 1,713

... One of my close female friends from high school days has spent a 40 year career dealing with this type of thing. She has told me that the writing the letter to yourself is so healing. Makes one slow down and examine things. Then destroy the letter and hopefully the feelings with it. ... ... Life truly is a mirror. Teachings from Shirley McLaine, Deepak Chopra, Wayne Dyer and Stuart Wilde are ones I am very familiar with and they all say this same thing. My observations of people have borne this out. People that are so critical of others seem to have the tendency to have the trait they hate so ... [retrieve this message]

I do not understand by Southern Belle 7 year 1,572

Why was this post hidden?????????? ... ... I can not find anything wrong with it. ... ... Paulette [End]

So beautifully put, and so very right Invincible... by #38976 7 year 1,748

Forgiving oneself is the hardest of all life lessons... ... ... Sometimes visualizing yourself as a child and embarcing that child within allows for a more forgiving mood toward ourselves... ... ... Be kind to yourself. There are lessons learned from all real or perceived mistakes. It is all a journey to a higher place. ... ... And no matter what, know that you are being embraced by God each and every moment... ... ... ... ... (PS: I did not see the original post, but we are not here to judge nonetheless...) ... ... ... ... [End]

/36 1 by dontsaysorryjustchange 8 year 2,776

I am a stay at home mother of 2 and about once every 3 months with my partners knowledge I buy a $ 20 pack of cocaine and a six pack of Mgd Beer aswell as a pack of Newport Ciggarettes and snort cocaine from 9 pm ( bedtime) till around 3 in the morning... It relaxes me and I like it. [End]

Re: me2 by #41644 8 year 2,416

You’re going to relax yourself into the cemetary. How irresponsible. Seek help for yourself and grow up. You are a wife and mother. [End]

Re: me3 by #41225 8 year 2,410

I usta respect ya ren! How freaking judgemental can one get? Holier than thou, treatment, eh? Yeah, THAT’S always helpfull. LOL! First off, the name of the fo ... rum is not, the PUT DOWN AND BELITLING forum, secondly, if you have any experience with the subject at hand, it would perhaps be more helpfull if you would share that, along with the steps YOU personally did to overcome your personal handicap. ... The fact that ( and here, I apologize, maybe you were at a tender enough age when you sw the movie ”Tough Love” to be permenentally affectrd, I don’t know)this remains a support site, n ... [retrieve this message]

Re: me4 by #41644 8 year 2,253

Judgmental? I’m just repeating what you just said. You said you liked taking your coke and beer and I’m telling you the truth. It’s selfish and you need to stop and get therapy. You are an addict and your addiction can possibly endanger the lives of your children. When you admit this to yourself, you’ll be a changed person. Sorry if you took it the wrong way, but better I tell you than some policeman tell you OR your husband tells you in divorce court. [End]

Re: me5 by #41644 8 year 2,091

Another thing I forgot to add, you should start thinking about why you are taking those poisons into your body. It’s just not good for you. Maybe there is something in your background, boring marriage,etc. but cocaine can kill you. I mean this in love and don’t take it the wrong way. I don’t know how else to say it. [End]

Re: me6 by joshua45 8 year 2,276

Substance abuse and addiction are defined as ’loss of control’ and /or inability to stop when one chooses consistently. There are MANY MANY people who use chemicals (drugs, alcohol, etc) ’socially’ or recreationally and never develop ’AN ADDICTION”. YOur point is WELL MADE that this women is engaging in ’dangerous’ and/or RISKY behaviors... not only to herself but to her children and family. She could get busted buying drug, could get ’mixed up’ with the wrong kinds of people etc. My point is that noone can say, based on the data she presented that’she is an addict and/or ’needs therapy’ ... [retrieve this message]

Re: this is a confession forum not a whipping post!~n/m7 by Chaz 8 year 2,014

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Re: this is a confession forum not a whipping post!~n/m8 by #41644 8 year 2,068

When it comes to children and one’s bad habits possibly endangering them, I have to say something. Sorry if you disagree. [End]

Re: this is a confession forum not a whipping post!~n/m9 by Chaz 8 year 1,989

I think you miss the idea or concept behind a confessional forum ! I beleive its meant to be a place to open up and admit your indiscretions with undue harrasment! Just by the act of confessing admits an awareness of wrong doing, it needs no rebuttal, or admonishment! This I believe is not a place for the perfect person ,but for those who err, make mistakes, (it is human nature) and have the courage to face them and make them public! An airing out so to speak to help put things in perspective to those who so desire! Or even a place to concur with those of similar regrets or remorse! ... Few ... [retrieve this message]

Re: this is a confession forum not a whipping post!~n/m10 by #41644 8 year 2,009

I see your point, but I will have to respectfully disagree with you. [End]

Re: this is a confession forum not a whipping post!~n/m Dear MOTHER11 by #68716 8 year 2,070

Yes Ren I do agree with you dont feel alone. ... ... Dear Mom, ... ... Perhaps a cup of valerian tea and chammolil tea, with some chocolates and some good company can be ahead of you! ... dear mom, ... Your children have a right upon you and you have a right upon them, but they have a right that they are taken care of and protected. I know you get stressed out- I know! but there are better safe ways to cope and relax, hot tub and calgon, a funny movie at home with popcorn and hubby, a nice dinner out, family outings, Spiritual growth, please be easy on yourself and when trying to relax, remember not to do ... [retrieve this message]

Re: this is a confession forum not a whipping post!~n/m Dear MOTHER12 by #41644 8 year 2,008

Thanks :-) Maybe I could have phrased my response a bit differently so as not to make someone defensive BUT my concerns stay the same. I just have to remember not everything about me and also can’t tell people what to do. You give some EXCELLENT advice though. [End]

Re: this is a confession forum not a whipping post!~n/m Dear MOTHER13 by #44031 8 year 2,104

Ren, ... ... ”n/m” means no message. If you put n/m in the title line no one will read your post. ... ... God Bless~ ... ... #44031 [End]
- Re: this is a confession forum not a whipping post!~n/m Dear MOTHER14 by #41644 8 year 2,034
  
  Thanks. I didn’t make the original n/t post, just responding. I’ll have to remember to change it next time. [End]
  - Re: this is a confession forum not a whipping post!~n/m Dear MOTHER15 by melanie68 8 year 1,934
    
    In have to agree with Chaz on this one. He/she hit the nail right on the head. With responses like Rens ,I can see this forum becoming extinct in a hurry! [End]

Re: me16 by #18923 8 year 1,996

why cant she just be a housewife that doesnt do anything bad and instead of drinking wine or popping pills... gets a $ 20 sac of coke....{about 6 lines) and unwinds and enjoys herself... [End]

Re: me17 by #68716 8 year 2,044

There are other ways - to heal -no damages that way to your body- ... Coke, does it relax- or stress? Illegal? [End]

Re: me18 by #41644 8 year 2,090

I suspect that whoever this is isn’t for real, responding under different names,etc. [End]

Re: me- we are not whipping you!19 by #68716 8 year 2,121

I was thinking.... and I dont want to cause negative feelings.....but this is a regret/confessions forum, I was assuming there is regret, if there is, then work to remedy the situation. No one is calling you or attacking you personally, but since I am outside of your world it may seem we are jumping on your case. I personally , when I do things, need a true ”opinion”- it hurts sometimes- ... ... If you do not see anything wrong with it then I have stated my thoughts and am not attacking you personally. ... ... Yes there are a lot of people who do worse- but deeper inside there is a you that needs to ... [retrieve this message]

Re: me20 by #18923 8 year 2,021

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n/t /36 21 by #18923 8 year 1,885

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Re: me22 by #42412 8 year 2,202

I’m trying to understand the purpose of your confession because the last sentence is defensive and has a tone as though you feel there’s nothing wrong (maybe because you have permission from your significant other) but you know it’s wrong because you’re posting here. ... ... I am the daughter of an addict. I grew up with a mother who did illegal drugs (mostly pot) every now and then to ’relax’, then more often, then it became pills, now crank. I’m 30 years old and have spent most of my young life and young adult life taking care of my mother and let me tell you, it doesn’t relax either one of u ... [retrieve this message]

my confession23 by #51440 8 year 2,349

I am involved in a Sexual Slave relationship with a man on the internet....he tells me what to do, how to do it, what to eat, when to eat.....it is fabulous...i am obedient in every manner....i am married and he has no idea i am doing this.....my Master knows i’m married and gives me instructions of what to do to my husband and then i tell him about it.....i love this....it is naughty........mmmmm i am so horney now......don’t tell my master, he would be mad that i got wet without his permission.... ... ... [End]

Re: my confession24 by Invincible 8 year 2,295

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Invincible!!!!25 by boronia 8 year 2,255

You BAAAAD GIRL!!!!!!! LOL :) ... ... Say 3 Hail Mary’s and 4 Our Fathers and your sins are forgiven! ;) ... ... Anne ... xx ... ... [End]

Re: Invincible!!!!26 by Invincible 8 year 2,154

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Re: Invincible!!!!27 by boronia 8 year 2,068

OK you masochist, for the sin of loving Donny Osmond on top of the hail marys you deserve a much greater punishment....you have to sing ”Puppy Love” every morning for the next 6 months! ... ... Ok I confess too for having a crush on Donny Osmond AND David Cassidy! I think we both deserve to burn in hell!!! ... ... Hope the flush went ok? ... ... Anne ;) [End]

Re: Invincible!!!!28 by Invincible 8 year 2,052

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Re: Invincible!!!!29 by boronia 8 year 1,965

Hey Anne ... ... Yes, flush went fine, just posted my update on the liver flush forum. ... ... Ooooooooooohhh ... yummy! David Cassidy in the early days, CCCCCCCoooooooooooRRRRRRRRRRRR! ... ... I used to save tokens off walkers chrisp packets for Donny and David posters - I had loads of them all over my bedroom wall! ... ... Burn baby burnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! ... ... ... ... [End]

Re: my confession30 by #69242 7 year 2,241

Donny Osmond? ... I can’t believe it. You knew them from the UK? ... ... I saw Donny and Marie live at some sort of concert when I was 6 or 7 years old. I remember Marie’s nice white teeth, who could miss them. It was a rumor here that they both had their teeth dipped in some sort of enamel or something. All in all, I think it was cheesy, but I have to admit- better in a most cheesy smelly way than the scum now. At least they were brother and sister, and you didnt hear stories about one affair after another. I know Im old fashioned, but you get my point. ... ... ... HA HA Donny & Marie thats my confessio ... [retrieve this message]

Re: my confession31 by Invincible 7 year 1,990

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Re: I never would have known it32 by #69242 7 year 1,874

You never hear anything of Donny and Marie in the States! ... ... takes me back to my early childhood, when things were fresh and new. ... ... (smile) ... ... ... Have a great day/or nite Maya! [End]

It's early evening - you have a great Year! n/m33 by Invincible 7 year 1,856

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Re: my confession34 by heather99 8 year 2,014

Re: my confession35 by Lithia 7 year 1,915

You are a disgusting individual, and as I type this I am wondering if you don’t get off on grossing people out. You should be ashamed of yourself. It is one thing to have a ”fling” while you’re married, but it is an entirely diffent story when you are allowing another man to control your marriage. If you have children you should ask yourself if you would like them to behave in the same depraved manner, and if you don’t have children you should keep it that way. You have thoroughly upset me in that you should not be doing this to your husband. There would be nothing wrong with your rel ... [retrieve this message]

Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! Tonality...? I prefer those that36 by popdragon 7 year 2,053

Know the value of loyalty..and understand their body as a commitment-but unless under a relationship that has etics and behaviors outlined in the law- to each his own... ... ... Although fidelity shows the value of a heart that is aligned with love...and committment [End]

Major Regret

RN by sadone 8 year 2,617

Anyone would think I was crazy but I am dealing with Major Regret over something I did 10 years ago. I left my then husband for no good reason except I was young and thought ”the grass was greener”. Our son was only 2 years old at the time. I eventually remarried and divorced since then and he remarried and is living happily with his new wife in their beautiful home. He loved me more than anything and waited at least 2 years before he moved on. For the past couple of years I have been feeling like I made a major mistake and that the three of us belong together. These feelings have go ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Major Regret by Quinthius 8 year 2,029

I would say that the most important thing for you to do right now is to accept the fact that things are they way they are. Don’t brood over what ”could have been” or what ”should have been”, because neither of those things exist. They are just fantasies that will lead to even more frustration and misery. ... ... It sounds as if he is a mature and responsible person. If that is the case, then I would assume you can still maintain a close friendship with him and a wonderful relationship with your child (ESPECIALLY the child, considering you are his mother). Just be sure to never, ever try to be ” ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Major Regret by sadone 8 year 1,756

James- ... Your reply means the world to me and is very helpful. I really need others perspectives right now since mine is out of sorts. I just want you to know however, that I have am extremely close and wonderful relationship with my son and he is with me the majority of the time. He is my heart ans I don’t know what I would ever do without him. Without sounding egotistical, I think I am a wonderful mother. I am just having such a hard time thinking that we could have had the ”perfect family”. I would never do anything to hurt anyone including my ex and wife’s relationship I just need ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Major Regret R by winestien 8 year 1,692

I can understand your feelings because I have been left 3 times for greener pastures. My first love left me for another guy she had only known a few weeks. I waited and morned for a few years. After I finally moved on and found another girl, She called and expressed her regrets, That would have been about 5 yrs later, By that time it was to late. The next girl, Whom I was with at the time the first girl called, I married a few years latter. After several years and one child, She started having affairs with a guy she works with. (affairs were quite common at the place she worked)......(Divi ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Major Regret by sadone 8 year 1,694

Bob: Your message touched me. I am sorry you have had such heartache. I realize that I caused that same heartache for my ex nine years ago and I am the one suffering now with regret. Every time I look at my son, I just think that I should have stayed with his dad and given him a better family life - don’t get me wrong, I give him a very good life now, but I just mean in the sense of ”the perfect family”. I guess everything happens the way it was suppose to and we have remember that God has a plan for us. It is just hard to think that way all the time, especially when you are sad. I ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Major Regret by winestien 8 year 1,863

Thank’s Dina.I am going through a really tough time now, As I have a few times before. I know it will pass, It just seems to hurt more now, Guess that’s because the pain of the other’s had faded over the years. I do feel we are tugged and pulled by our creator when we are sad and pray, I usually come here looking for alternative health advice, When I accidently saw your post and read it, It was like a (sign)...haha. I rolled up my sleeve’s and sorta released, It felt sooo great to get some of it out, So......, Your post touched me as well!! I know these things that happen are for a reason, ... [retrieve this message]

Bob by harmony4me 8 year 1,555

I know this pain. ... ... It is so awful, and it will occassionally revisit. each time a bit less raw. ... I hope your healing happenes. I will pray for you. I am so sorry this happened. ... ... ”I will focus on the good that I experience and I will give up the pain.” ... hmm - this became a meditation for me again and again. ... ... I also stopped trying to understand the ”why” ... and with each week I did start to recover. ... Be well, ... Harmony ... [End]

Re: Bob by winestien 8 year 1,701

Thank’s Harmony, I appreciate your kind words. When we are ”Left Behind”, I personally feel that sick feeling behind my tummy, And I think.....”Oh NO, Not Again”. Based on what I have read the feeling comes from the Vegas nerve, That is where the spirit meets the flesh. It is quite a feeling, No words exist to describe the feeling. When I feel this, I always think, Oh my gosh, This must be how every one else feels, When they are ”Left Behind”. We always read about so and so getting a divorce, Or...., Some one tells you..., Did you here about John and Robin, I hear they are splitting up.... ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Major Regret by #855 8 year 1,678

Were you on any substance when you left? That can cloud our judgement. ... You ask how you can get over this mistake. I think only time itself will heal these wounds. We often have to pay dearly for what we do; it’s just the way it works. Try to think of it as a learning experience and that you are now older and wiser and won’t make the same mistake again. Until you get over it I guess you’ll just have to keep thinking about it. ... Try and be thankful for the positive things, daily. [End]

Re: Major Regret by #23475 7 year 1,499

The only thing for those regets is to FORGIVE YOURSELF! If that happened it was because things meant to be that way,so it is better to let go, we in fact have little control about many things and most of all about our pasts. ... I don´t hink it is a good thing to cling the happiness you think you have lost. ... When we feel sad and lost we cling to whatever we find but in my personal opinion I would look forward instead of backwards. Rebuilt your life with whatever you´ve got ... we all do that a lot. We start from scratch many times in this life. [End]

For Headcase

by mooney 9 year 1,804

Hi Headcase sorry to hear that you are having such a hard time at the moment! I have never been to this site before and I was strolling through and your heading “ sunshine” stopped me. So here I am about to reach out to you, this person who calls himself headcase and is some where out there, having such a horrible time. I can appreciate were your demons are taking you as I suffered a horrible bout of depression myself a few years ago! I think that a lot of it came down to social and childhood pressure to be perfect, so I would not have to feel the shame of what I deemed to ... [retrieve this message]

Re: For Headcase by headcase 9 year 1,502

there is a gnashing of teeth, something from the bible ©†ƒ……•™¼‡_Original_Message_¾€š½ž¢«»¬ï°© ... ... Hi Mooney, ... Thanks for the sympathetic words. ... I read something someone quoted on these boards a while ago that near broke my heart: ”Forgiveness means giving up all hope for a better past.” I reckon it’s so. It seems so obvious and yet it’s been so hard for me to cast all that baggage away and start off again with fresh legs. I’ve been trying my whole life. ... Zen types say there’s no such thing as a past, or a future, just an ever-transforming present moment. I like that idea cause ... [retrieve this message]

Re: For Headcase by mooney 9 year 1,574

Sorry if I gave the impression that I have got this stuff figured out, I haven’t. I wish I had. I still get really low at times; I have been the last few weeks because my health as been so bad and it stops me doing the things I really want to do! It’s funny cos they say that we take are health for granted and that’s so true. I just didn’t realise how much I had when I had my health and I wasn’t in pain. That stuff you said about forgiveness and excepting that there i8sn’t a better past, I don’t know so much about that, in some ways I think th ... [retrieve this message]

cheating

by #24573 9 year 1,537

hmmm...when my boyfriend was away last week i stayed over at his mates house...and stuff happened between us. now i think its made me realise that i don’t love my boyfriend...he doesn’t make me feel appreciated or like my opinions are worth anything. i think i should break up with him, because its unfair to treat him like this...but i’d have to give him a reason and he seriously would kill the mate i cheated on him with, if he found out, and it would ruin so many different relationships because my best friend used to go out with the mate too, and the mate also has a girlfriend...its a hug ... [retrieve this message]

Re: cheating by #29821 8 year 1,455

Don’t tell him about the mate...Just break up with him. Tell him it’s time for you both to see other people. ... ... ©†ƒ……•™¼‡_Original_Message_¾€š½ž¢«»¬ï°© ... ... Don’t tell him about the mate...Just break up with him. Tell him it’s time for you both to see other people. ... ... Lovey [End]

Biggest regret I am trying to stop repeating

by impakdita 9 year 1,486

I regret putting myself last on everyone’s list... especially when it deals with love. Subconciously, I put myself lower and lower on their priority list until I eventually push them far enough to where eventually leave... why? I can handle turning my back on them... but I couldn’t live if the one i love turned his back on me. I already tried it once with my current boyfriend... now i am in the process of fixing it... [End]

Re: Biggest regret I am trying to stop repeating by krupaclassy 9 year 1,166

You need to realize that you are worthy of being loved. You are worthy of being considered first. You are also worthy of being first in your own eyes. Let your boyfriend know that you have trouble accepting love from him. If it frightens you, admit it. There is nothing to be guilty about when someone loves you, you don’t need to be last! Take a deep breathe and plunge into a conversation with him that lets him in on your insecurities. Then start telling yourself that you deserve love. Say outloud, I am worthy of love! [End]

Living regret

by #6581 9 year 1,616

I regret the last 4 years of my life since my divorce. What a waste of money, I’m not happier , and to all those ’ friends” that said I should divorce and seek the happiness they said I deserved, you were wrong, I got what i deserved. I’m alone , broke, unemployed. ... ... That my regret. [End]

Re: Living regret :( by cherrybum 9 year 1,298

give it a while things will get better. alot of situations like this well most happen 4 a reason i believe.......take care [End]

Re: Living regret by #830 9 year 1,349

Sorry it’s taken someone so long to respond to you. You may feel awful now but you made the decision that you felt was best for you at the time. Maybe it was a mistake, maybe not. It may only feel like it now because you’re so unhappy. Even if it were a mistake there is something to learn from it. Something you needed to learn in order to be a better, happier person. We all go through this in some way or other. ... ... The thing you have to do now is stop beating yourself up. If you hurt someone apologise, ask for forgivness, forgive yourself and go on. The next relationship or relationships (w ... [retrieve this message]

Confession? Regret? Does it matter?

by #16078 9 year 1,683

I am using weed as a way to deal with life. When I get stressed or upset, I smoke. I smoke before work and during lunch, on the way home from work to deal with the traffic and when I get home. This has been going on for about 2 weeks. ... ... Smoking weed helps me think, it seems. I can rationalize things out and not feel so upset by the stress I’ve been experiencing. ... ... I’d rather not smoke weed, but I don’t think I can cope as well if I don’t. ... ... Plus, I’m sad today. I’m really very sad. ... [End]

Re: Confession? Regret? Does it matter? by #2974 9 year 1,399

Gees, ... How do you function at work on weed? I sure could not do it. I guess different people react differently to it. I rarely smoke it these days, but if I do its like when I’m soaking in the hot tub or something. ... [End]

Re: Confession? Regret? Does it matter? by vidalia 9 year 1,375

i am sorry you are so sad. pot won’t help this though. ... what is making you sad? [End]

Re: Confession? Regret? Does it matter? by #16078 9 year 1,340

Smoking helps me concentrate. I don’t know why. ... ... I’m sad because of alot of things. I’m lonley. I’m confused. I’m just sad and now I’m crying. [End]

Re: Confession? Regret? Does it matter? by vidalia 9 year 1,377

i am sorry you are having a hard time. i have been there. are you at all spiritual? do you ever pray? ... there are many reasons why you could be depressed. other than life’s troubles....you could have upset chemistry. when things are in balance we can handle life better. your liver may be really conjested. this contributes a lot to depression as does thyroid trouble. look into liver and colon cleansing. the colon is very responsible for mental health as well. you need to start cleaning yourself and eating more healthy. this will help you. after you read up on this stuff you will realize how ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Confession? Regret? Does it matter? by Johnny Vegas 9 year 1,720

I agree with Vidalia on this one. Smoking pot will not make you happy. In fact it has been linked with long term depression. How long have you been smoking? If it is a long time it may be contributing to your low mood. ... ... Low mood can be tackled very effectively using nutritional means. Self-medicating with marijuana will only make it worse. ... ... There are powerful (and legal) mood boosting compounds available from any good herbal retailer. ... [End]

Re: Confession? Regret? Does it matter? by herb-gal 9 year 1,472

id like to add to this guys message about weed contributing to depression...NOT TRUE ... ... The ONLY thing that relates to that is the study that shows marijuana enhances or magnifies neurological disorders. ... I was depressed WAY before I started smoking weed, and to be quiet honest with you, I didn’t start understanding more about myself until i started smoking...well, after a good period of getting high. ... And Anyway...if you have mild schizophrenia and nobody notices until the weed brings it out...er, i dont want to seem ignorant, but its sort of a good thing. you get it taken care of before ... [retrieve this message]

Drank alcohol by #4553 9 year 1,723

I did this with alcohol. ... ... You may get to the point, where you look in the mirror and not like what you see... what the pot is doing to you. ... OR! you may get fired from work because of it, or crash ... on the way to work, your car cause you are so out of it... ... from pot. ... ... That is OK! :) we all have to get to the point where we ... REALLY want to heal, really want to find out why we ... are so sad. ... ... SOMETIMES it can be from a physical cause... like your diet, and so on. Sometimes it is not just emotinal stuff that is stored. ... ... If it is, then... dont fret... you will one day either want a bet ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Confession? Regret? Does it matter? by herb-gal 9 year 1,418

Don’t take advice from anyone on here that hasn’t been a serious pothead themselves... ... I tried to quit smoking pot a while back because I realized that I had forgotten my reason for doing it in the first place; i didnt stop. ... ... Bottom line- you cant blame your smoking on being stressed and bla bla all that crap. People smoke weed TO GET HIGH. that’s the only reason, you can tell yourself otherwise, but that’s the bottom line. I’m trying to cut my use down to where I only smoke before I go to bed. ... Don’t start saying that you use it in order to get to bed though because then you start to b ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Confession? Regret? Does it matter? by drcain 9 year 1,368

A complicated situation. Weed certainly complicates things... whether it’s recreational or more than that, no matter your reasons for smoking it. You might think you’re using it to simplify thing, heck you might BECOME a more simplified person when smoking it, but when you finally have to face the reality you’ll realize it has complicated your life more than you were ever able to recognize. ... ... I spent an entire summer between my freshman and sophomore years of college smoking it up (just to establish the legitimacy of my advice). I don’t REGRET it... that was a phase, a chapter in my life ... [retrieve this message]

scapegoat! by Grog 9 year 1,610

In a world thats filled with toxins and all the other oppressive influences like cultural genocide’ unemployment’ malnutrition ,the destruction of the family , war , poverty,and a corrupt press people look for a small escape! in a world where people are filled with toxins by the time they reach school age and all diseases continuosly on the rise and the stress that goes with all this be the cause for those who dont wont or cant fit into a such a pitiful society ! Does pot ruin lives? or does pot fill some lost yearning for a clean peace loving society! I think what we see eveyday on the ... [retrieve this message]

That's just what I was gonna say! LOL n/m by LLL 9 year 1,345

That’s just what I was gonna say! LOL n/m [End]

Avoiding friends who smoke pot by #13594 9 year 1,631

While I do not have any moral objections to pot smoking, I do avoid my friends that do smoke it. I have a job that pays me good and I do have to submit to a drug test randomly. I have gone over a year without a drug test and I have had them weekly for three weeks. I cannot afford to breathe the same air where pot is fired up. ... ... While I do hate to leave when they fire one up, I do have a family that depends on me for support. Only I can decide my priorities. You have to decide yours. It’s your call. ... ... [End]

NO REGRETS!

RN by #2974 9 year 1,853

i accept who i am and what i’ve done in my life. i accept the fact that everything i have experienced has been for a reason. that reason is to grow as a person. some of the things i did may have hurt others but i no longer regret anything! i accept them as what they were, lessons. we make mistakes to learn and i have learned much from mine. this does not mean i will not make more mistakes, because i still have a lot to learn. and that’s o.k. ... ... i am now ready to move on and let go of the guilt and self loathing. i am ready to let go of the old self so i can become the new, the tru ... [retrieve this message]

Re: NO REGRETS! by Lapis 9 year 1,528

I applaud your mind(soul)set. ... ... [End]

Re: NO REGRETS! by fluff and stuff 9 year 1,555

That was beautifully put and nice to read. I’ve printed it out to read when I forget my own path and reasons to happiness. ... Thank you. [End]

Re: NO REGRETS! by herb-gal 9 year 1,382

I agree with you completely. People need to learn to let go and accept that things happen for a reason and you just need to make the best of whichever way your life turns and deal with that. dont dwell on what COULDA happened because if it could have, all that means is that it didnt and it wont. [End]

sorry..just venting.........................

by #18287 9 year 1,468

i regret being FAKE..i think i know but i have no idea..i think im cool cause i go out drinking, but im not..i think im to cool for school but i could learn a lesson or two from that kid who brought home the cute girl even though he came to the bar with a t-shirt and jeans..i look at these girls who stimulate primal instincts yet dont even know the color of my eyes..all they see is the green, the greed, the grief..all they want is the money, the chingo dinero, the billfold..and since i cant offer, they dont accept..they want the outgoing, the ”ready for anything”, the impulsive..sorry..sor ... [retrieve this message]

Re: sorry..just venting......................... by fluff and stuff 9 year 1,275

Dude, you’re going to be ok. All these feelings you’re having sound to me like you’re growing up. Growing pains. I’m having them too. Don’t really know what I’m doing, trying to find who I really am. Hmm, I may be totally wrong, but maybe not. ... Sounds like you need some real emotion to feel and aww love, isn’t that the best one? You need to look elsewhere for your chicks. Bar chick or dude hunting leads to stupid relationships. Don’t ask me where to meet people, I have problems meeting decent people too, but we do exist! You’re one man and you know it. ... A big problem I seem to hav ... [retrieve this message]

Re: sorry..just venting......................... by scorpioeyes 9 year 1,362

yeah..wow..almost forgot i wrote that last night..youre right though..i now its gonna be alright..i know that i dont want these chicks..i dont want any of that..none of it..i just get caught up in my emotions fighting with my intellect..as much as i want my intellect to overpower my instincts, are those instincts not what make us human..as far as living in the now..i feel that...i sometimes think that knowing where i came from and not knowing where im going consumes more of my mind then where i am right now..i dont know..i need to chill out..give myself a break...stop feeling so darn sorry ... [retrieve this message]

Re: sorry..just venting......................... by fluff and stuff 9 year 1,275

Yeah, I need to chill more too, most people do I bet. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Good times are ahead. [End]

personal regret

by fishingking00 9 year 1,675

Wow, like a confessional. ... ... You know being from a protestant denomination, I never did much confession, but I think it’s time I start. ... ... My regrets thus far in my young life (26) include, harboring resentment and animosity towards people that have not been nice to me over the years. Particularly when I wasn’t feeling good, and had no idea what was wrong with me. Really, I shouldn’t have even been working. However, I was in a physically demanding job, and just couldn’t handle any amount of stress. After a short while, I get tired, and just sort of zone out. The employers started to y ... [retrieve this message]

Re: personal regret by Ev 9 year 1,417

I think you will find, if you let go of your anger and resentment you will feel better, healthier and happier. It is so much harder to hold a grudge. [End]

Re: personal regret to Ev by #18865 9 year 1,319

If you read the post you would notice who was angry and who stood there and took it! I am tired of people always asumming it’s the peasants fault. This may be hard for you to understand but American businessmen are turning the labor force into slave labor. Meanwhile, They increase their profits into unholy possesions of almost every square inch of the Earth. THey now have schools that teach them how to strangle every minute and soak us all into a death sweat. The great sadness is when America is finally destroyed by their greed, Who is going to buy those cheap, foreign built crap from the ... [retrieve this message]

Re: personal regret to Ev by Ev 9 year 1,339

So? Does it help to stay angry and resentful? You can be pro-active without being angry. [End]

Re: personal regret to Ev by longthought21 9 year 1,248

Does anybody have any constructive things to say? [End]

Re: personal regret to Ev by Tracey 9 year 1,337

Does anybody have any constructive things to say? [End]

Re: personal regret to Ev by longthought21 9 year 1,405

Why don’t you ask the poster of whom I replied to? By the way, is somebody looking for A fight? I don’t need to dig holes with you. [End]

Re: personal regret to Ev by Tracey 9 year 1,285

Longthought, ... ... You got my goat, is all. Why knock someone down...? ... ... That’s all. ... ... T [End]

Re: personal opinion. by longthought21 9 year 1,402

Knock someone down? I thought this was about opinions? Believe me I’m feeling pretty put down right now. I just spent hours defending my position from five different people. No one seems to even want to understand, I came here to share somthing important about my views and philosophies. I even tried to impart some wisdom from my experience. I ran into a brick wall of compatriots who wanted to play catch with me. I decided to give them what for and work my magic to see where these pillars of the post would extract themselves. The tactics are total illusion. Total assault is the answer to th ... [retrieve this message]

Re: WOrking regret by longthought21 9 year 1,423

Man, did you hit a nerve! My bosses don’t rant and rave but they have no problem showing their total disgust of me. I face being dismissed as incompetent at least once every day. I know for absolutely sure that something was coloring their perceptions of me. I just couldn’t do anything to change that bias. And it’s not just one job, its the next job after the next. These people don’t know each other and yet each of them seem to have rehearsed the same viciousness against me together in the same class. I have shown time and again that have talent and apptitude to do above and beyond what I’ ... [retrieve this message]

Re: WOrking regret by Lapis 9 year 1,354

Re: Working regret by longthought21 9 year 1,284

Do you mean this could be a karmic problem? Well, sorry to say that pretty much everything we face in life is a Karmic lesson. Trying to find the ”buster” on this is the hardest part of living. Personally I find the best ”buster” on this occurance is to walk away. The sad part is I need the money, I’m locked in a mortgage. [End]

longthought21 by #17975 9 year 1,266

I’m sorry to hear that you go thru this. My problem is with co workers whereas yours is with the boss. I usually get along really fine with all my bosses, it’s just those filthy, lying, deceitful, hating, backbiting, worthless coworkers that just makes me so so sick. [End]

Re: longthought21 by longthought21 9 year 1,315

Hey, I have trouble with my co-workers too, however, I just look at that as office politics. I’ve worked a lot of different jobs, I’ve found pretty much there is always some smoothy talking his way out of working and the bosses love them and are blind to fact that they aren’t working while their standing there talking to them. Then there are those who just seem to want to make the job harder than it has to be. But since I’ve been working since the 70’s, I noticed a distinct change in the administrations attitude toward the labor force. You may not have noticed but the bread and butter of i ... [retrieve this message]

I'm sorry you went thru the abuse by #17975 9 year 1,433

I have gone thru tons of on the job verbal abuse just like you. I have hated and hated co workers to no end. I always get picked on even at my age. I’m quiet and I catch hell for that. Everyone thinks because I’m quiet that I must be sneaky and live a wild life outside of work but I don’t and there’s no convincing them. They just pick and pick and pick and I rejoice when something bad happens to them. I know I shouldn’t like to see bad things happen to bad people but it makes me feel better. I have a lot of emotional baggage from on the job stress alone let alone personal stress. I know wh ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I'm sorry you went thru the abuse by Giz 9 year 1,370

Hi: ... ... The world isn’t going to change for any of us, we have all learned that the hard way. The other day when I was a little down because of the wickedness of this world I read a very powerful little coment that simply said ”be kind everyone is struggling with something”. True? you bet. ... ... I have learned over the years that most of our behaviour is not by choice but rather by live-long ingrained habit patterns. We learned disfunctional communication skills from parents, family, friends and educators who themselves were ’victims of victims’ as Robert Bolton points out in ”People Skills”. ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I'm sorry you went thru the abuse by longthought21 9 year 1,281

You know Giz I appreciate your support. Apparently, not everybody is eventrying to understand our opinion. Case in point, look at ”personal regret to Ev”. I guess it’s still a case of the haves and the have nots. [End]

Re: I'm sorry you went thru the abuse by longthought21 9 year 1,266

You know, I am finding a kind of peace. Ever since I got this PC i’ve been working hard at finding the kinds of actions that help relieve tension. Although I have found a few new friends on the chat here, I am beginning to regret sharing my opinion. Some of these people seem to think they own these strings. Right now their ganging up on me in another forum. But I’ve always fought to be there in the matter at hand. Besides I need to upgrade my personal interaction tactics in a social forum. By the way I’ve found that My MS word is a great source of release on my mind. [End]

Re: I'm sorry you went thru the abuse by scorpioeyes 9 year 1,310

the experiences you have had are One of a kind..so are mine..and so are everyone elses..im sorry longthought..whatever happened..i am truly sorry..it was, and is not your fault..you never asked for any of it, but seem to have gotten all of it..you hoped for the best, and received less than what you deserved..i wish i knew where you where right now..i would run to you and wrap my arms around you.....really i would..i would give you the biggest hug ever..i dont think you would be able to breath for like..a minute:):) seriously. i wish you the best..love Bodhi ... ... ”One of the things that is re ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I'm sorry you don't get it. by longthought21 9 year 1,441

If you have been reading this thread then you should see I’m not the only one. Who in your social stratum is suffering the same abuse and your blind to itonly because they suffer in silence knowing full well expressing these conditions will only meet with the same indifference only because your happy with your ignorance. To my compatriot in this subserviant treatment, I say this, In a paragraph of my horoscope was this little Gem: ... ” When you challenge the world with the truth, let it go. Because even if you are right, the world doesn’t react well to this.” ... Instead of foll ... [retrieve this message]

Re: I'm sorry you don't get it. RN by scorpioeyes 9 year 1,409

One of the things that is realized when you see the nature of the self is that what you do and what happens to you are the same thing. Realizing that you do not exist separately from everything else, you realize responsibility: YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING YOU EXPERIENCE. YOU CAN NO LONGER SAY. ”HE MADE ME ANGRY.” ONLY YOU CAN MAKE YOU ANGRY.. That understanding changes your way of relating to the world and your way of looking at stress. You see that stress is created in your mental processing of your experience. It usually has to do with separation. Whenever a threat, barrier or obs ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Unfair!!! by longthought21 9 year 1,419

I am not running away. I’m turning my back on sourgrapes. [End]

Re: Unfair!!! by #6046 9 year 1,430

ENOUGH of the giberish by #4553 9 year 1,537

Lets get some EASY lingo happening here eh? ... ... people can make you angry, that is the way it is. ... ... Enough about all this indepth giberish and fancy pancy talk. ... ... Bottom line is, there are a lot of jerks out there that make us angry. What should we do? ... ... Stay the HECK away from them. Move on. Life is too short... ... to be with angry people. ... ... ... ... :))))!!!! [End]

Re: Hey. I like what you said. by Dave69 8 year 1,473

Hello! ... In my opinion you are right on the money! I was where longthought is once in my life. I am barely getting over the wall that I created. I loved your quote and I printed it for future reference and I am going to buy the book too! I am sending you a hug and I am taking your offer to longthought for that hug myself! ... Dave [End]

Something painful/confession/regret

by #20664 9 year 2,000

My confession: ... ... When I was 17 I got pregnant and had an abortion. I was in my second trimester. ... ... The story: ... ... My Father and I have fought since the day I was born. I was 10 years old the first time he yelled F*ck You in my face. Before that I was mostly ignored. His newspaper was more important to him than my kindergarden art work. ... ... When he was told of my pregnancy he suggested I move in with him and give the baby to him and his new wife for adoption. This was not an option to me. I considered him the worst of parents. Never did he suggest I live with him and raise the baby myse ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret by Ev 9 year 1,244

There is forgiveness, you can also forgive yourself. ... ... Email me. [End]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret by Lapis 9 year 1,401

As painful as this is you now have the chance to correct this miasm or family dis balance that has been passed down. You are recognizing it for what it truely is. The time to forgive youreslef is now and then move on knowing that you would make a different decision based on your profound insight and that you would council others differently also. I believe you have healed a pattern. Thank you for making a difference by tuning in. ... ... I am also available to discuss this if you like. Just say the word. [End]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret by #20664 9 year 1,139

Thank you. ... ... I am profoundly touched by your message. ... ... I just need to bask in the light of this loving, healing energy you are sending my way! ... ... But there is soooo much sadness. ... ... To think my family had me on the stick all those many years. If I had never been told about my Father’s experience I never would have seen the clearer picture and realize I too was a victim. ... ... This post was a big step in the healing process and me reclaiming my power. ... ... love to you, ... ... gm ... ... ... I’ll leave the invitation for e-mailing open and take you up on it if I need to at a later date. Thanks. ... ... [retrieve this message]

The above message is for Ev too. N/m by #20664 9 year 1,407

I wonder if the double post strip rule applies? ... ... Again thank you for all the encouraging words. ... ... lots of love, ... gm [End]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret by #20664 9 year 1,276

The reason I asked you to email.... by Ev 9 year 1,366

is because I too have been through what you have, only I don’t really want to talk openly about it here...I would like to talk to you. ... It is totally up to you. ... [End]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret by #18277 9 year 1,209

God bless you. I am also a survivor of child emotional abuse. Your story was very moving, and I hope it is the beginning of healing for you. Don’t forget to ask God for forgiveness, perhaps through a clergyperson. This can take a huge weight off you. Love, ... ... 18277 [End]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret by #9122 9 year 1,304

What good is it to bring a child into the world who does not have a father? Or only one parent? If you gave this topic more thought you would see that you cannot be in all places at all times that your personal needs and those of the child would require. ... ... It may appear simple minded to say you need a mate to fill in for you with the child when you cannot and vise-versa. That’s why a child needs 2 parents because it (a child) is extremely demanding but needs to be loved at the same time. These conflicting demands are much easier borne with the help of an adult partner. ... ... You did not ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret by Ev 9 year 1,337

Did you know there are A LOT of single parents in this world, that are loving and successful???? The children are fine. ... Most of them have great male or female role models and adjust. Children are very resilient. ... ... There are just as many children in this world born into families where there is mother and father and the child still ends up abused and mistreated. ... ... Your theory doesn’t work. [End]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret/a response by #20664 9 year 1,279

You said ... ... ”This child is better off not having been born than go through something similiar to the life you had. Why would you want to put anyone through that” ... ”It must have taken a great deal of logic and determination to find out what you did find out. It is better for you that you did because hidden secrets warp our lives in ways we don’t know” ... ... - - - - ... ... The word here that comes to mind is cancer. It was a dis-eased situation. I realize my child is better off. And I forgive myself for it. I would have been so jealous of the all kindness and attention my child had gained that ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret/a response by #20664 9 year 1,210

I would like to amend a sentence. It should have read - But it is a hallow exerpience when you don’t have somebody to share it with. Like a child. ... ... You know, I have to be fair with my Mom. She has been so kind and generous to me over the years. What ever our karma is it is being balanced by this. I would not be cruel to her. I have to consider her an emotional victim too. It is the only solution. I have always known her as she is. She has not changed in her way with dealing with me since I have known her. ... ... I did not get the parenting I needed. So there. ... ... I just don’t know how to ge ... [retrieve this message]

One final thought/a soapbox by #20664 9 year 1,207

I know my story to be bias. My parents might and probably do have a different view on this. They might tell you I willing went against better advice chose to commit this act and I need to take full responsibility for my actions. I am trying to do that. I am telling you you can’t apologize for death. It has no karma.I am also telling you I would have kept the child if there had been a loving hand to guide me out of doubt. If there had been a celebration. If there had been no question as to what I should do. If there had been a welcome. I would not have turned down the hand of help. Maybe I ... [retrieve this message]

eighth grade education??? by #20664 9 year 1,344

Eight grade education. Has nothing to do with sucess. ... ... What I meant by that is I have suffered brain damage to the memory area of my brain. I have only a ”certain” amount of memory to fall back on. At the level of an ”eight grader” compared to that of a ”PhD” So yah, young. I also had learning disabilites -mix that with my brain damage and there wasn’t much to fall back on. I associated this with ”you” calling me young. My brain damage occurred in the eighth grade. I suffered another head trama at 24. To me, I will always be in the eight grade. Where would I go? ... ... Also,I think I pro ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret by #10645 9 year 1,258

You can try Ganoderma Lucidum 8-10gm daily for 6 months. ... Read the net about Ganoderma + breast cancer. It has 3 components ... with antitumor activities. [End]

Re: Something painful/confession/regret by newlifemessenger 8 year 1,603

I hope my story inspires you......... I once lived a life of regreats....... It was hard for me to forgive myself. ... ... http://www.precious-testimonies.com/BornAgain/a-c/Ceci1.htm ... ... This story is not for the weak, fainthearted or children. I haven’t ever met anyone who live through somthing like this and saw the ashes turn beautiful! But I might help someone who is feeling sorry for themselves pull out of it! I have had thousands of people read it, and the History Channel is doing a special next month with the good guy in it. ”He was a former Hollywood Stunt Man and Evel Kneviels Body ... [retrieve this message]

My other regret

by #17975 9 year 1,303

I regret that I went so long suffering from severe depression w/o help. How could I do that to myself. I guess I thought that traditional meds wouldn’t help. The longer I went w/o treatment the more damage I’ve done to my brain. Now I need very high doses of anti depressants to get through the day or else I get so severely depressed that it’s not even funny. [End]

Re: My other regret by #16078 9 year 1,028

Don’t be so hard on yourself. Take it easy and enjoy things. I know it’s hard when you’re depressed (I too have depression sometimes). Take deep breaths. Everything always has its way of working out. Good luck and just be glad you did get help. [End]

Tuning the brain: by Giz 9 year 1,148

Hi: ... ... There is very good feedback on the net on the Bob Beck Braintuner available from Sota Instruments. Bob Beck stated that the Braintuner, which he developed, is partucularly useful in eliminating: anxiety, depression, poor memory, isnomnia and drug and alcohol additctions. You might want to check it out. ... ... I have been using the BT on general principles for about 6 weeks for 20 minutes a day, the recommended amount of time. The difference I noticed is that I remember my dreams now-a-days. I didn’t have any of the above problems. ... ... Somebody at curezone said that she bought a BT years ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Tuning the brain: by vidalia 9 year 1,006

could you tell me more of what this has done for you. what has it helped you with? is this like holsync technology? ... thanks [End]

Re: Tuning the brain: by Giz 9 year 907

Hi Vidalia: ... ... I have not noticed any other changes. I had bought it for chronic headaches. It didn’t work, I suspect that I may have a chronic viral infection. I am working with a zapper. ... Giz. [End]

Re: Tuning the brain: by vidalia 9 year 996

just for your info....i recently heard people are having success for headaches by taking magnesium...their deficiency in this mineral is what caused their headaches. give it a try. [End]

Re: Tuning the brain: by Giz 9 year 974

Hi vidalia: ... ... Thanks you kindly for your thoughtful concern about my headache. This headache is 48 years old. It started when I had eye surgury for a crossed eye in 1956. I suspect that I may have caught some kind of virus or parasite. ... ... I think if I zapp long enough, there may be success. ... Thanks anyway for your kind concern. I hope things will go well with you. Do you parasite zapp and liver cleanse? ... ... Be of good cheer, Giz. [End]

Re: Tuning the brain: by vidalia 9 year 1,157

i have done two liver flushes- successful ones but never have i zapped. do you feel it is helping you? [End]

Re: Tuning the brain: by Giz 9 year 1,328

Hi vidalia: ... ... So far I have not noticed any results, but the zapper should be worn around the clock to be efecetive in the short term. My Terminator zapper is on the way; it is easier to wear around the clock. ... ... Right now I am using the Bob Beck bloodelectrifier for about 4 - 5 hours a day. This unit creates a very annoying rash on my wrist and in my case it should be worn for several months to get results. I have only worn it for about 2 weeks. ... ... I have great hopes for the Terminator. I have read very good feedback on it on curezone. I hear from curezone that the Terminator can get dr ... [retrieve this message]

drug use

by #18287 9 year 1,369

i regret poisoning my mind with drugs..i was a depressed kid and turned to drugs as an escape..it was better than suicide, which i never really contemplated but fear that i may have if not for the drugs..so in a way they may have saved me..but i will never know..Yes, which gets me to my regret..I regret taking LSD 3 times a week for almost 2 years..I have such an aloof mind..i am constantly thinking..try to decipher motives..analyzing the very existence of everything..trying to figure out why it is we do the things we do..what are we doing..who are WE..i will come up with an extremely leng ... [retrieve this message]

Re: drug use by #16078 9 year 1,145

I’ve used LSD about 10 times and I feel fine. I don’t feel stupid or brain dead. I can think and react. If anything, I think the LSD helped me. It allowed me to see the world and myself differently. I don’t use it anymore and I probably never will, but I don’t regret doing it. Don’t get so uptight about it. The brain is a muscle, use it more and it will get stronger. Don’t be so hard on yourself. [End]

Re: drug use by #18287 9 year 1,166

Thanx..but i just feel that my 150+ uses may be a bit much.. i dont think your brain is a muscle is it??hmmm.. [End]

Re: drug use by #16078 9 year 1,144

I think it is. ... ... 150+ uses? Hmmm well take it easy on yourself dude. No one’s perfect. Just try and be happy in what you do and don’t dwell on that subject too much. Nothing you can do about it now. ... ... Do you read? If not, start reading. Really, once you start reading, you get better at it and it works your brain. Start with magazines. I find it hard to concentrate some times on books. Our cells regenerate, chances are you aren’y terribly damaged. You can use a computer and you seem capable of thought. That’s more than some. Work out that brain! [End]

Re: drug use by #18287 9 year 1,277

senior college student studying psychology..one more semester than grad school..no shortage of reading here..my brain is like a fine tuned machine my friend..i just feel like my machine may be running off solar power instead of gasoline..know what im sayin..my sense of reality may just be a little tweaked..im not really saying that i dont like my reality..only i regret never knowing if i would have this reality without the drugs..kinda like you..you say that LSD opened your mind..exaclty what im talkin about..i just wish i could know if my mind would have been opened without the drugs.. [End]

Re: drug use by #16078 9 year 1,252

My guess is probably not. You know what you’ve seen on LSD. If you’ve never taken LSD you can never possible know what people who have do. Looking at yourself in the mirror, watching yourself grow old. Seeing nature breathe. I wouldn’t trade those experiences, they are wonderful. You are who you are because of the experiences you’ve had. I don’t know dude, I’m just trying to help, you know. Enjoy what you’ve enjoyed, I think. ... ... Psychology, wow. I wish I had the dedication to attend school enough to do that. What a great subject. Good for you! [End]

Re: drug use by #18287 9 year 1,077

yeah..youre right..i dont really care how i got the way i am..i wouldnt trade my experiences for anything..im happy.healthy.and alive...thanx [End]

Re: drug use by Tracey 9 year 1,166

Yay! That’s great. ... ... I really enjoyed reading both of your posts. ... ... I agree...you are who you are, you’ve gained experiences the way only Unique You would gain experiences! ... ... Enjoy. Explore. Discover! ... ... love T [End]

Re: drug use by #18287 9 year 1,094

Tracey..I think your awesome..i really do..you really get around on these forums huh..nov 2 [End]
- Re: drug use by Tracey 9 year 1,203
  
  Really? It’s you? ... ... Scorpio’s like a good secret... ... ... love T [End]

Re: drug use by ayehasherayeh 9 year 1,090

I have the same wonders as you although when I step back I refuse to classify them as regrets. I spent a good part of a year on acid probably 75 plus trips. I had my eyes opened a lot. It was all gentle until my last one where I faced some fears I could not defeat easily. Had I been agreeable to let my father analyze me I probably would have been classified as insane for a period of 2 weeks or so. I also spent a summer with a coke dealer whom all it took was one or two lines to have him break up an 8-ball. I wonder what would my awareness be, and if I would be more advance but it rea ... [retrieve this message]

Re: drug use by #18287 9 year 1,256

yep..thats it..i am basically always wondering would i have the awareness i have without the LSD or would i have an equal amount or more...i dont regret doing it..i had some crazy, psychic, unexplainable, mind bending, absolutely out of this consciousness things happen..moments that changed the way i look at life,the way i think, act..well, there is my answer i guess..NO..i would not be the same person without the LSD..those experiences molded who i am today, the outlook i have on life, the way i relate to the world and my little place as part of it.. and without those experiences, manifes ... [retrieve this message]

Re: drug use by Ayehasherayeh 9 year 1,164

Good questions and even better that the answers are all contained within. That consciousness being consumed piece I feel also. My last lsd experience I really connected with plants and their auras. I am getting back to enjoying their energy. I even buy the sickly discounted price ones and try to nurse them back with a lot of energy transference. ... ... A. ... [End]

Re: drug use by #3663 9 year 1,110

I regret the physical abuse I have caused my body due to drug use but not the effect on the mind. I feel it has opened my mind to a level it could have taken me decades to get too. I am at one with the universe where so many others are still trying to figure themselves and the world out. Where so many people feel not part of society and are depressed. I know where I stand in the world, I know what part of it I represent and I know where I am going and what my future is. I have a purpose where so many others dont. My level of spirituality is increasing every day. ... ... I was born a fai ... [retrieve this message]

Re: drug use by #18287 9 year 1,031

yeah i know what you mean..i was always able to, with or without, but intensified by the with assistance, able to feel a persons vibration through there eyes..I am very..hmm..unstable sort of..I will automatically be able to get on the same vibration as another,feel it and interpret it,then return to my vibration and understand the other person..I am able to see through the unconscious motives of others and get to the bottom of whatever they are really trying to say, but society deems it inappropriate to speak of..Im in school to become a psychologist and i feel that i just kinda have a wa ... [retrieve this message]

Re: drug use by Ayehasherayeh 9 year 1,089

Hmmm. seems like there are a lot of empaths here on curezone. Again seems like you are describing me. I rebelled for a long time and refused to understand others even though it is so easy. The unconscious motives of others yes very uncomfortable. So if we look at this in a new light this is a good gift to spread love or a painful nightmare to endure. ... ... Long string but peachy gives good definition and examples and we discuss it. ... ... A ... [End]

A+ ANALYSIS OF "THE APPRENTICE" in "Off Topic Forum" by mtnndeww 9 year 881

Thanks for the advice on the NLP. However I’m not sure I have the will power to listen to those tapes everyday. I get lazy sometimes and tired since I work a lot. I know I need help maybe you will keep me in your prayers. [End]

Deep regret, what can I do?

by goat 9 year 1,724

I regret so deeply that I used to physically abuse my little brother and sister when they were younger and I used to have to babysit them. I just used to get so sick of watching them and not being able to go out with my friends. ... When they were alone in my presence, I would get easily irritated with them and holler and yell at them. I would make them do senseless chores like picking up lent from the carpet (hey that’s what vacuums are for). But my most deep regret to this day, is that I struck my little brother in the face a couple of times. He was only about 3 at the time. I remember see ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Deep regret, what can I do? by Lapis 9 year 1,359

Sounds like he’s forgiven you, now you just need to find a way to forgive youreself.. Would you do this again? Not likely...so try to let it go. If you need some help try NLP. [End]

what's nlp? n/m by goat 9 year 1,326

what’s nlp? n/m [End]

Re: what's nlp? n/m by Lapis 9 year 1,479

Sounds like he’s forgiven you, now you just need to find a way to forgive youreself.. Would you do this again? Not likely...so try to let it go. If you need some help try NLP. [End]

Re: what's nlp? n/m by grog 9 year 1,345

Hey Lapis! Could you elaborate! I thought NLP was a slick way of seducing women! Well thats what I hear anyway! Grog! [End]

Re: what's nlp? n/m by hopinso 9 year 1,442

How nice to know you endorse this program. A good friend just lent me her set of NLP tapes to use and study to help me get over wrong patterns of thinking. We both grew up with a lot of verbal and emotional abuse. She believes this is a wonderful program. I’m just getting started, and am enthusiastic about going through the series. The same friend also loaned me anaudio set of Deepak Chopra’s Magical Mind Magical Body. Are you familiar with this, and what is your opinion? I find it fascinating, but so contrary to decades of conventional teaching. [End]

Re: Deep regret, what can I do? by alikat 9 year 1,706

Sounds like it’s been more traumatic for you than it’s been for him. I would pick a time when conversation turns intimate and I would pour out to him what happened and how I still feel about it. Then I’d tell him how very sorry I am now and above all, how much I love him. This would give you a chance to get it out of your chest, hear the forgiveness coming from him and thus allow you the opportunity to forgive yourself as well. ... You never know, in some very deep layer in his soul, he may also have some pain from the experiences, although being so little, he probably doesn’t remember. ... ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Deep regret, what can I do? by goat 9 year 1,460

I know we have cellular memories. I just hope that the pain is not in his soul as you mentioned because that would make me really depressed. Do you know what would have made me act that way? I don’t know, maybe I was angry. [End]

Re: Deep regret, what can I do? by grog 9 year 1,542

Hi Ms Goat! Stop beatin yourself up over this! You were a child put in a position that you should’nt have been! You reacted the only way your young mind knew how! I was put in the same situation when I was young. I was abandoned by my parents also, my old man left, my mother went to work and dated, so she was never around! We, all of us raised each other .I was the oldest so I was the one who caught hell everynight when Mom came home ! Her violence was put on me and I reciprocated in turn by using a heavy hand on my brother and sisters! I did what I had to! The damage was put on us by irre ... [retrieve this message]

Yeah your right Mr. Grog by goat 9 year 1,356

My mother and step father were really irresponsible. I was put in the same position as you. My mother only cared about her own life and sexual exploits and didn’t give a hoot about me and my siblings except for the baby sister who happens to be the favorite. Yet I don’t care about that because I’m not close to my mother and can’t stand her even to this day. [End]

Re: Yeah your right Mr. Grog by grog 9 year 1,487

Wow almost exactly the same ! My mother spoiled my baby sister and beat the hell out of the rest of us! I am just now considering having anything to do with my mother ! Its been 15yrs since we even talked with no regrets whatsoever! I had to distance myself from her for my own peace of mind! Now I just feel sorry for her! [End]

Re: Yeah your right Mr. Grog by goat 9 year 1,202

Well I went 10 yrs w/o seeing my mother even though we mailed each other quite a bit. I even got mad and called her the ”B” word (which I regret) one time when she upset me. [End]

Re: Deep regret, what can I do? by #20070 9 year 1,298

Thanks for posting that. I had a similar experience. It helped to read your post. [End]

What you can do by alikat 9 year 1,353

Well there you go, goat. Grog just gave you a bunch of really good reasons why you did what you did. Thre is nothing you can do about your past, but you owe it to yourself and your family to start the process of healing as soon as possible. ... If God can instantly forgive anything of those who ask Him for forgiveness, who are you to continue bashing yourself sweetie? ... The love you start giving from now on will be greater and have more lasting effects than any mistakes you made in the past. ... Holding on to anger towards your parents will also hold you back, but perhaps that’s something you ... [retrieve this message]

Thanks Alikat and Grog n/p by goat 9 year 1,490

Thanks Alikat and Grog n/p [End]

Lapis by goat 9 year 1,342

Re: Lapis by Lapis 9 year 1,358

THe benefits of NLP can be experienced by a good practitioner in a couple sessions for the non self help types. [End]

Re: Deep regret, what can I do? by #18865 9 year 1,273

Just to let you know I myself acted similarly with my younger siblings. But the amazing thing is that we seem to get along without ever refering to or avenging these childish skirmishes. I think our forgiveness is in the chance to repent that we’ll do our best to avoid the same actions in the future. The strange part is that our siblings seem to be more understanding of our frustrations and therefore more forgiving. Sometimes innocence is the only way to fly. Although we are dysfunctional in a lot of ways, it’s just family that gives more than the world. Thank God that we alwawys have anot ... [retrieve this message]

Re: GOAT I HOPE YOU READ THIS!!!!! by Dave69 8 year 1,346

Hi, ... I really hope you are checking these forums and that you read this. I was physically and emotionally abused by my parents and an older brother and an older sister. Thaey did a lot worse than what you have admitted to here. It would mean the world to me if they would come to me and admit what they did wrong and tell me that they were sorry for what they did. It would also please me greatly to know that they don’t feel bad for what they did, because I love them deeply. Bot h mt brother and sister are considered ”disabled” and draw disability checks. They suffer with alcoholism and ... [retrieve this message]

My Lil Bro

by DeeAnn 9 year 1,477

Ok... here is one of my many regrets.... ... ... I regret not seeing my lil bro before he died... ... ... Perhaps I wasnt the good sister that I thought I was... ... ... He died 2 months later..... ... ... [End]

Re: My Lil Bro by misskitty 9 year 1,231

Dear DeeAnn, ... Try asking him to come to you in your dreams. Dreams are very powerful and I do believe we can make contact with those that have passed. He knows you love him and you can still tell him. He will hear you. Ask him to send you an angel. They are everywhere. ... ... Love Kitty ... [End]

Re: My Lil Bro by #16078 9 year 1,214

That is so true. My father died when I was very young and most of the years there after I always asked him to come to me in a dream, for years. I was tortured for years by his death. I witnessed it and was left tramatized I think. Well, one day he finally did and it was the sweetest most peaceful dream I’ve ever had. I’m not sure I believe it was really him or not. I keep thinking it was just my want so badly for it to happen that my brain finally gave in. But I don’t care if it was me or him, it felt so good and I finally found peace with his death after that. It was a truly amazi ... [retrieve this message]

Misskitty by #16078 9 year 1,229

Thank you for making me remember that dream with your suggestion. My life has been so crazy lately and remembering that dream has brought a little peace again. Some harmony, if you will. It was such a fantastic feeling, it’s nice to remember. [End]

Re: Misskitty by misskitty 9 year 1,168

I am just playing my angel role LOL ... They really are everywhere, you just have to open your heart ... I’m glad I helped you to have a better day ... ... Love and hugs ... Kitty ... [End]

Re: My Lil Bro by DeeAnn 9 year 1,179

Well thats a very nice thought...but I dont believe in an afterlife... I believe that after you take your last breath.. well ” Thats all folks”....So loved ones that have passed on can not ”hear” you...they are resting in peace....eternally.... [End]

Re: My Lil Bro by #16078 9 year 1,236

I don’t believe in an after-life either. I’m not religious and I don’t believe in a higher power or heaven or hell or spirits. ... ... I did what I had to do to heal. I asked him to come to me for years as a child, at least 12. It doesn’t matter to me if it was really him. In my mind, him just being there in my dream was peace enough for me. Our conversation, though it was trivial, was enough for me to say goodbye. Maybe not to him exactly, but to all the tortured thoughts I had relating to him. It was peace for me. I don’t believe he’s shining down on me or that I can talk to him or th ... [retrieve this message]

Re: My Lil Bro by sickeandtired 9 year 1,158

That’s too bad. I would be very depressed if I believed that. But that’s O.K. Everyone has to believe something and if you are happy, that is all that counts. All is as it should be. The world would be a boring place if we didn’t have multiple beliefs, it’s just really sad that some think their beliefs are the one and only reality. This is what causes hate and wars. (I’m not implying that with you) ... ... Good luck ... ... [End]

im a horrible person

by mark09 9 year 1,557

I have something thats really eating me up. A few months back i cheated on my girlfriend of a year and half, before tahn we were best friends for 3 years. I love her with all my heart and want we back desperetly. I got clymydia form the person i cheated on her with and gave it to my girlfriend. I got sick and went to the Doctor, i told my girlfriend i had some kind of bacteria infection which was true i was first diagnosed with NGU which you can get non sexually. So she went to herr Doctor too and tested positive for clymydia. After that there was nothing more to say and had to tell her. W ... [retrieve this message]

Re: im a horrible person by UserX 9 year 1,432

If you love her as much as you say you do...why do you keep making what you need more important than what she needs?!!! [End]

Re: im a horrible person by mark09 9 year 1,375

Thats true and i now relize that i have been selfish and i dont wnt to be that kind of person. It really sucks this is what it took to make me realize that. Do you think she could ever want me again? How can i get her back? [End]

Re: im a horrible person by misskitty 9 year 1,199

Mark, ... You might have to chalk it up to ”lesson learned” and not do it again. Some lessons in life are difficult. But if we truly learn from them, we won’t have to repeat them. I imagine you are pretty young. But if you be paitient she might come back around. I wouldn’t hold my breath though. ... Good luck ... Kitty ... [End]

Re: im a horrible person by UserX 9 year 1,157

You may have realized your selfishness on a superficial level, but you don’t yet understand the depth of it because you are still focusing on what YOU want...getting her back! ... ... She has told you that she needs space...respect her wishes and give her what she is asking you for. Tell her...or better yet, write her...that you are sincerely sorry for what you did, that you love her and would like to keep the door open to resume your relationship, BUT that you respect her need for space and will honor it. Then let go of it! ... ... The chances of her coming around are slim, at best...and it w ... [retrieve this message]

Re: im a horrible person by #18865 9 year 1,193

Re: im a horrible person by #13667 9 year 1,215

First of all You’re NOT a horrible person. The sooner you believe that the better off you will be. We all make mistakes. Ask her to forgive you. If she loves you she will forgive you. You guys might want to try counseling as well. [End]

Re: im a horrible person by #18923 9 year 1,115

Let me tell you something... ya you messed up...But I can say this ...If you really love this girl...Do not let her go Do not give up. Only give up if she says I dont love you anymore...I’m not attracted to you anymore..Bla Bla Bla... I was in a similar situation minus the STD and 4 months went by with me giving them SPACE. They started to date someone else and everything but I never gave up.We are still together Now and I learned my lesson and everything is Peachy ... as long as they still love you there is a chance. Little notes in the mail ...Messages Dont stalk HER just keep yoursel ... [retrieve this message]

Re: im a horrible person by #23488 9 year 1,193

YOu ahve to give her space. ... ... I was in the same situation....I was the one who strayed. ... When I told my boyfriend...despite the fact that it was me who cheated...he wouldn’t give us space when we really needed it. ... I loved him...yes we had our share of problems...they needed to be worked out and becasue we didn’t take that time to think....we never resolved our issues...she needs to be able to trust you again...and the only way she will do that is by thinking on her own....if she truly loves you she will come back.,.if you are not meant to be....it will be for the best. ... My boyfriend at t ... [retrieve this message]

EV!! YOUR POST TO ME DIDN'T COME THROU!! by alikitty 9 year 1,132

This thing is glitching again, can u re-post?? [End]
- Re: EV!! YOUR POST TO ME DIDN'T COME THROU!! by Ev 9 year 1,208
  
  I can open my messages. Have you tried again recently? ... ... What is with the name change? ... ... Maybe I can change my name..... [End]

My Regret

by #25 9 year 1,379

One of my biggest regrets is that I was always in too much of a hurry wanting my children to grow up that I never took the time to enjoy just having my children for that brief moment. My parents told me when my children were young that before I could turn around, they would be grown. At the time, I couldn’t see that. I was surrounded by bottles, toys, diapers and no free time. ... ... I wanted them to hurry up and sleep all night so I could sleep all night. I wanted them to hurry up and crawl so I didn’t have to carry them. I wanted them to hurry up and take their first step so they could ... [retrieve this message]

Re: My Regret by Ev 9 year 1,096

Isn;’t it true though...we always seem to be wishing for the next step and not just resting and enjoying the step that we are at..... ... ... I totally understand where you are coming from [End]

Re: My Regret by alikat 9 year 1,240

Cheer up, now you can spoil your grandchildren. ;-) [End]
- Re: My Regret by misskitty 9 year 1,055
  
  HA HA ... That’s just what I was going to say. [End]
- You are right, alikat! by southern belle 9 year 1,121
  
  I can spoil them and I do spoil them! ... ... Paulette [End]
  - Good for you, granny.. by alikat 9 year 1,162
    
    kids will get theur turn, quicker than they know! [End]
Re: My Regret by gracie 9 year 1,138

Thanks for sharing this message with us. I will try to learn from you. Too many times I have done the same thing. Perhaps you went through this so you could share it and help others? [End]
Re: My Regret by #18923 9 year 1,089

Thats so sad and true... My kids are 8 and 3 and there were times when I felt that way...Have you told them that? ... [End]

My confession

by #18923 9 year 1,245

I would like to confess that While living with my roomate I slept with her boyfriend/ fiance by the front door so we could hear if she was coming...Also I made a pack with him that I would never tell but I started sleeping with her too while he was at work. We are all still good friends 6 years later! Nobody knows but you! [End]

Re: My confession by #17975 9 year 1,150

Awww you mean you just had to have it. He was so irresistible that you just couldn’t practice restraint? I mean, this was your friend. Aren’t you afraid of std’s? [End]

Re: My confession by #18923 9 year 968

At that time in my life....it was a power thing...Can I do it? I know I can a man but can I seduce a young woman whom I’m friends with? I used condoms with males no matter who they are just because... With her I guess at the time I thought a litle licky licky wouldnt hurt. I know better now and 2 kids later I am very lucky... [End]

Re: My confession by #2974 9 year 1,036

Hey, I did the same thing but my girlfriend was separated from her boyfriend at the time. Although I wanted to, never slept with her, but you know what, she never found out and I don’t regret it, except that is was a lousy lay. Hell, it was 30 years ago. ... ... [End]

Re: My confession by #18923 9 year 988

my experience with him was nice..it was very intense and i still think about how good it was...not him so much ...just the fact that I’m settled down now...I can say I had fun...I was with some real nice lovers and my youth is filled with memories [End]

Re: My confession by misskitty 9 year 1,046

I cannot watch the new one because I just cannot tolerate that fellow! (No dismissal to you dew) You have morals? Then why would you be tangling 2 chicks at once? Just curious :) [End]

Re: My confession by #18923 9 year 941

no regrets just a confession...life is fun [End]

Re: My confession by #20041 9 year 971

You sound like the most conceted, idiot I have ever heard.. How can you look at yourself in the mirror let alone the other person.. Sounds more like a brag than a confession or regret.... Ass [End]

HMMM...I REGRET by mtnndeww 9 year 1,398

that I actually like the new ”The Practice” better than the old ”The Practice”. The Alan Shore character is like watching ME in action...but with morality of course! [End]
- Re: HMMM...I REGRET by MentalNomad 9 year 1,162
  
  I cannot watch the new one because I just cannot tolerate that fellow! (No dismissal to you dew) You have morals? Then why would you be tangling 2 chicks at once? Just curious :) [End]
  - Re: THAT WAS THEN, THIS IS NOW. by mtnndeww 9 year 1,160
    
    You do PLENTY in college then that you wouldn’t dare consider NOW. [End]
    - Re: Thanks by MentalNomad 9 year 1,225
      
      Ah, well, good thing I didn’t go to college eh? :) Thanks for satisfying my curiousity...it does get the better of me sometimes (but I don’t regret it, hehe :) Caitlin Lorraine [End]

Regrets for my friend....

by #5639 9 year 1,428

I truly regret not being able to help my friend with his depression. ... ... We are very close, and have a very trusting friendship. Nothing I do or say helps tho, and he keeps spiraling down. ... ... Any suggestions? ... [End]

Re: Regrets for my friend.... by Fountain of Youth 9 year 1,033

Sometimes it’s when you are silent that you are the most help. We can only be there and listen. Sometimes a bit of feedback maybe. Unfortunately depression is a very individual state, we can help listen and guide, but the individual is the person that needs to conquer this problem. We are just supportive bystanders - or in exptreme situations - interventionists driving these people to the hospital. [End]

Re: Regrets for my friend.... by janaki 9 year 1,047

Just keep your friend’s confidence if he or she shares any deep feelings with you (unless, of course you are concerned for their safety). When I was depressed I confided some angry (quite depressed) feelings that I was having to a friend who was a nurse, who I trusted, and who knew I was depressed. She later blabbed to many others and on top of being depressed, I lost some friends. ... ... A good caring, non-judgmental friend like you is a wonderful thing. ... ... j ... ... ps. yoga helps too, it certainly lifted me out...and permanently too. maybe you and your friend could attend some classes together! [retrieve this message]

Re: Regrets for my friend.... by One who cares. 9 year 1,008

Thanks to all for your support. I’ve been trying to be a good friend, keep his confidence, but also watching for danger signs. ... It’s tough. I’m glad I’m not alone. Thanks! [End]

Rgret

by #17975 9 year 1,219

I deeply regret that I’ve spent so much of my time alone instead of with someone special. As a result of spending so much time alone in life, I have become emotionally fragile and distant and really unhappy. This is my regret. [End]

Re: Rgret by Tracey 9 year 1,115

Hi there 17975... ... ... Remember that you can turn that around at any time! YES. Being aware is half the battle - more than half, really. Take the bull by the horns and let Love into your heart...open up and let it flow through you...doing this is all it takes. Start sharing yourself 17975! (wish you had a name!) ... ... Change right now and remember...energy follows thought... ... ... love Tracey [End]

Re: Rgret by alikat 9 year 1,290

How very touching that you have come to realize were your past mistakes have led you. BUT BUT UT , it is never, ever, too late. No!! There are just as many people out there in a similiar condition that would love for someone to reach out to them. ... Fragility can be overcome and distancing replaced for company in spite of yourself. ... Fill up your hours of solitude with materials that will feed the love in you, and then let it flow out from you. ... I agree with Tracey, I wish you would reveal your name to us. You know, opening yourself up to people, even in an internet forum is a good sta ... [retrieve this message]

Re: Rgret by big J 9 year 1,092

Wow...That sucks but your not dead yet...you can come out of your shell [End]

Tracey, Alikat and Big J.. by #17975 9 year 1,178

May the Lord richly bless you for your words of encouragement. I have realized that it’s not too late. I just hate so much that I allowed myself to go thru that waste and numbing pain of lonliness. I just wished that I was never born sometimes. Rumor has it that my mother considered aborting me and I kind of wished that she had at times because I just get so tired of things but now that I’m here, I have to make the most of it. I can see why people commit suicide because they can’t find a way out. I think I can find that way, it will take time. Thanks again. [End]

Bless you too, 17975 by alikat 9 year 1,108

No matter what has led us to it, darkness is never a place to pursue. Find whatever it takes within you to fight it, after all just think, it’s no longer just about your life, but your eternal spirit. Light yes, darkness no! [End]

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