My progress and a stupid (?) choice

Last night I did 5 drops of MMS. Slight stomach discomfort after, but wonderful sleep! The MMS knocked me out, and I slept well - woke up this morning and did 6 drops, then I started to have a runny nose, but my sinuses feel clearer, so I'm assuming they're draining.
Then the candida symptoms came back again - pretty serious brain fog which I haven't felt in over a week since my last acupuncture treatment - I was trying to pay attention to my boss talking to me and she started to sound the like teacher from Charlie Brown - no joke. My palms are sweating profusely, I can't concentrate for anything (I had lots of difficulty adding up how many hours I've worked this past week on my timesheet), I feel dizzy, and I have large bags under my eyes (even though I slept well last night). My emotional symptoms of depression and cynicism have also come back, I realize these are not me and I'm trying to shake them off. I have uncontrollable urges for sugar, worse than ever..I broke down today and got a 3 musketeers from the vending machine at work - my first real sugar in over a month. Hands down the best damn thing I have ever tasted; it was the wrong choice though. It was exactly what the candida wanted. I was so angry at myself.
Now, my stupid (?) choice - first, as some of you know, I am NOT doing this for health maintenance - the consequences of my persistent candida have destroyed my social/work life, and if you knew how notoriously impatient I was, you wouldn't be surprised when I say I'm going to skip 7 drops and start on the 15drops x2 tonight. I know this isn't going to be pretty, but I have this weekend and most of next week (most people don't come into where I work next week) to experiment and hopefully get a large portion of this out of my system. I can NOT continue feeling like this and going to work - like I said, I can hardly perform basic operations on 6 drops, so I need hopefully get the worst out while I can.
As of now, this plan seems logical to me - but it could just be the brain fog talking (I usually lose my ability to think clearly when this happens..I feel like I have a cloud in my head.) Can someone do me a favor and confirm that I'm actually sane here? I am planning on letting you guys know how this goes and hopefully I can serve as a guide/example/ or detterent (haha) of jumping ahead in this program. Who knows, maybe it won't be so bad..I'm not counting on that though. Thanks for reading, sorry again for the long story. Take care

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