I'm Scared and feeling frustrated now more than ever....

I have written quite a few posts on here about my problem/situation and I have remain positive throughout this whole thing. But now I finding many of my days feeling stressed, depressed and keep a lot to myself...I'm really scared because I'm starting to get thoughts of giving up. But I know I won't but the thought scares me. Too, I have nobody at this point to turn too. Including my family, I lost everybody who respected me, or people pretend and show me there true colors. These last couple of months. I've been going to work and coming home closing the blinds and shutting the curtains feeling really awful about this and myself. I use to love myself now I'm not too sure. Its only because of this smell. I've tried everything, doctors, supplements, showers, perfumes, all kinds of products and I just can't get it right. Some hate me so bad that I don't understand why? I've never done nothing to nobody but be myself and respect all I have come across. I hate what I'm going through. I'm only twenty-seven and living like a hermit. On pins and needles. I don't have a social life and everytime a guy wants to come up to me I run away. Or give the cold shoulder on purpose. Because somebody else ends up telling them about my smell. When they don't notice at first. I just wish I didn't have to live like this. Right now I'm just lost for words and feeling really low.

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