I've been working with gold light when meditating but now notice this happening...

Thanks to poster #107689, who told me about the difference between white light and gold light which prompted me to research it more, I concluded that gold light was the way to go when meditating. However, I've noticed some problems.

First of all, for some reason, I sometimes have trouble envisioning myself surrounded by gold light. For example, I feel that despite my envisioning it, there are parts of me (namely the top of my head) where I have to spend extra time envisioning covering that area with gold light.

The first time I tried gold light, I distinctly heard a male voice say in an annoyed tone, "I don't like this light". To which I said something like, "If you don't like this light, then you don't belong here. Go away."

In the last two days, when meditating with gold light, I come across a guide (spirit?) who seems to not want to be serious. He makes silly remarks and sounds. One time, I heard others laughing at his jokes. Once when I had a reading with a medium, she told me that I did have one guide who had a sense of humor. So, in the recent meditations, I told him that I appreciated his sense of humor but I was looking for some serious advice. Yet he came back today and was silly.

One time, last week, while asking a question, I clearly heard a male voice interrupt me and say "shut up!" I told him to go away and didn't hear from him again. Yet another day, I heard someone else speak in an angry voice (although I don't remember his exact words).

My gut feeling tells me that there isn't reason for alarm, yet I'm not sure why I feel this way. I tell these "people" that the only "people" welcome into the gold light are those who come with love in their hearts.

Can anyone tell me why this is happening with use of gold light? I didn't experience this when working with white light. Although I did post previously about someone giving me misleading info when working with white light.

How can I get the humorous one to clearly communicate? I don't mind the humor but can do without the silliness (does this make sense?).

How can I get the ones who seem unfriendly to leave? Plus can anyone say why they are intruding in on the gold light? Is there a particular archangel that I can call on for help?

Thank you all for your help. I'm considering taking yet another break from meditation.

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