Re: Weekend from hell

 Applesauce19, I understand what you're saying, but this is about your life.  Not just the emotional aspects, but your physical well-being, too.

There are two options available to you:  talk to someone ASAP, or don't.  If we make the choice to choose not to get help, then whatever happens to us from that moment on is our own responsibility - we cannot blame the actions of another person on our condition or situation simply because we are fully aware that we need assistance and we're refusing to take steps.  

I used to base ALL of my decisions and choices on my fears.  Because of that, I ended up in a legal binding contract of marriage with an abusive sociopath.  When I ended that marriage, I entered in to another one that was just as abusive but without the beatings, rape, and threats at gunpoint.  FEAR was the driving force during my 1/2 century of living.  I would urge you to face down your own fears and get the help that you need so that you don't end up like I did.

Brightest blessings to you.

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