Re: Too overwhelmed to fight illness

139029 I admire you sense of humor and the candid, blunt honesty with which you have written - well done.

For a battler you have some fine qualities. Candid as already mentioned, a desire not to accept what you have been dealt, a desire to change your responses to what you are doing. You organise your thoughts well and write it out. Full Marks there.

Granted your descriptions of your behavior it appears that continuing on a good path is more difficult than starting. And that continuing is made difficult by your circumstances.

If you had to find someone to support your "good path", where could you go/seek such support? My guess is that there are people floating through your life who aren't as addicted to your lifestyle as you are, can see the issues, even may know the issues and could happily help. There are many people here at CZ who would happily help on the diet/lifestyle issues. Find a new little community near you who have a similar focus to what you want for yourself food/lifestyle wise.

I was amused to read the "lock me up and force feed me" attitude and the thanks for the kind people who did so.
That is what you have now. Just the wrong community.

Finding your way through this issue, and in my mind you are already on the way, will actually increase your confidence and brighten your outlook. What instrument do you play?

T2

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