Re: Too overwhelmed to fight illness

oi. ic. well thats good then, but the only reason i thought it might be was because it happened here once before. someone had said something mocking and i assumed it was them. anyway u could see why i'd be paranoid. sucks. lol. what can i do other than laugh i guess. heh. anyway i wanted to delete my last response after i read it and posted it. i didnt need to really share all of that i realized and regretted it....

but i guess theres not a way to delete your posts here? not even your responses to posts? i couldnt find it. oh well.



well an update... since i wrote this my pain continues to increase. ive decided as of now to fight my illness 100% and try to give up drinking entirely and im currently trying to juice fast. i was reading a bunch on the cesium chloride protocol recommended for bone cancers and it sounds so great!!...until i got to the part that said that if you have any growths in your intestines, you cannot use this protocol. :( im pretty sure i do. i have hard spots in my digestive tract and i get constipated time to time. i guess that means if i tried the cesium+dmso that would blow up the tumors in my digestive tract and clog me up or something? not completely sure what the risk is.

anyway, what kind of recommended treatment should i go on then? anyone have any ideas? i know simply juice fasting with supplements isn't going to be enough. especially at this late a stage of unhealth. perhaps i could still do the dmso+vit.c protocol without the cesium? the cesium seemed like the magical cure all that i was craving after reading about it though. especially that part that said the pain usually decreases or goes away within 48 hours ! ! !!

gah. i wish i could try that. i wish they would hurry up and diagnose me too so i could at least be sure of what i have, but i dont think im that far off thinking i have widespread cancer throughout the body (and definitely to the bones). anyway, not sure if this thread is dead by now. its been a few days, but felt like writing an update after re-reading everything.

cheers

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