It comes out as pimples... on the edges of my face and in my scalp... tiny ones that hurt. It comes out in greasy skin, a disgusting tongue coating that I need to brush away more than twice a day, and body odor that offends me after only a couple hours. LOL It takes alot to offend yourself.
And most of all it comes out in constant 'hunger' thoughts, thoughts of food and thoughts of wanting to eat!!! My body is not hungry unless it has been too long since the last lemonade. it is my mind going a bit wonky with the toxins freed up and not quite out, yet.. Blech!! I don't like it.
I have spent too much time thinking of how to end this MC
sooner and get back to my old buddy food in the last three days, but I got a grip today in the midst of watching movies to distract myself.. even as the detox symptoms continue.. this is all DETOXIFICATION - no more, no less. It will pass, it always has before.. I just need to know that I am not caving, the food will be there when I do decide to eat again (thanks for the poster who gave me that lovely thought), Nothing will even taste that fantastic unless I end on a high.. and I feel lighter, healthier and except for the tiny zits, I look better than I did when I began. AND if I hang on through this, I will FEEL better than before I began, too. Lots better, if my experience proves out.
So, I am making the lax tea and I will shower - again, and hit the sheets.
Day 27 - bring it on!!!!!!!
Heading back to being the best,