I was on Anti-psychotics and antidpressants before when I was in my early 20s..well it does great to sedate you and clear your mind but the thing is,the mind becomes soo slow and steady ..and calm that it allows for the thoughts to become even more vivid and clear,more so then in a chaotic clusterf***.Racing manic thoughts become Crystal C. and the emotional reaction or any types of feelings associated with remorse or guilt are blunted..right along with everything else.
I remember thinking that it was helping me relax,calm my nerves and clear my thoughts but the draw back was that I had the same horrible thoughts that used to plague me when I was depressed..with the antipsychotics..it just made them more frightingly clear and even more soo vivid,the only difference is that now there is a TOTAL detatchment from reality and all feelings (if you been on meds you know what I mean) and whos the idiot that prescribed anti-psychotics AND anti-depressants,they must have been really friggin' bright to do so..uppers AND downers? no wonder I was soo screwed up..I was better off a drunk and taking drugs,at least I was still in control of my feelings and not droned out and zombified.
The thought patterns remained on the drugs,the drugs make it evenmore so clear then without them..docs don't know that because they are too busy with thier heads up their asses and noses in the books to even ask the right questions.Morons if you ask me.
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