- Night Musings by Liora Leah
16 y
2,164 3 Messages Shown
Blog: Spirit Speaks
spirals into eternity
arms never ending
destiny unknown
where am i going?
what am i doing?
who am i BEing?
at this very moment in Time,
in this very space
i do not know
i weep with a pain
that knows no end
and has no reason to be
i am unknowing of causality
only the feeling
of pressure in my heart
as if the tension built there
exists for reasons of its own
no thought precedes it
it just is
change your thought,
change the feeling-state
but what thought do i change
when none is present?
does feeling exist without thought?
ask my broken heart
it knows not
what the mind is doing
it cares not
how the body reacts
the pain is for the ages
loneliness without end
tears without purpose
cracked and coarse existence
purposeless meaning
meaningless existence
a spiral of nothingness
somethingness
all encompassing
why do i go on this way?
i am tired, so very tired
answers elude me
to be human
is to be so very limited
to be born deaf, dumb and blind
unmindful
unknowing
of one's true Beingness
one's true purpose
the pursuit of which
is so very painfully obscure
obtuse
thick
dense
unknown
to be human
is to suffer agony of the heart
numbness of the mind
darkness of the soul
the body grows old
and crumbles to the dust
from whence it came
wherefore goes the soul?
back to what?
a soup of souls
the All-That-Is?
the Great Existence?
The Creation?
what is this Thing
this Great Unknowable Thing
that has so many useless names
and why do we yearn for it so?
what is the purpose,
the reason
for our pain
of separation
from the Divine?
is there some ultimate Plan
that is yet unknown to us
which will reveal itself
in Time?
for Time has no meaning
and is but a human construct
meant to sooth our limited minds
but there is no Time
in the unreality of Reality
and so we play the Grand Game
endlessly, infinitely
unwinningly
for we have no choice
it is our reason
it is our sanity
in the infinite insanity
in which we find ourselves
in the infinite pain
in which we reside
unto the end of our days
Liora Leah
9/30/05
10:41 p.m.
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- examine the bits & pieces... lol... ;-) by drofinnah
16 y
581
we are given bits a pieces...
of this puzzle to contruct...
when caught in wordly clamors...
is when... we are out of luck...
this delicate thing that we call spirit...
we must be still... to ever draw near it...
head and heart in different directions...
requires devotions... deep reflections...
without thought... no pain is wrought...
stillness of mind needs be sought...
what we think controls our soul...
to deliver ever less control...
a quiet still spot at our very core...
to find is to be lonely no more...
no judgement... know peace...
know God... no judgement...
it's as simple as this...
to know your souls...
eternal bliss...
lol...
;-)
to let go and let God...
i had to learn to detach...
from a world as i would have it...
to find a world that's perfect and good...
and it's a wonderful day in our nighborhood...
but it seems our struggles are ever ongoing...
for the ego... is so damned persistent...
it finds fault with everything...
this source from whence...
our troubles sping...
so...
"to thine 'self' be true"...
to know the ones inside of you...
"greater is he that conquers himself...
than he who conquers the world"...
to let go is to know freedom...
and to know God...is to know...
your innermost 'Self'...
love your neighbor as yourself...
how can i love my neighbor...
if i do not love myself...
it was love i sought...
yet wasn't taught...
inside i yearned...
so i learned...
i earned...
now it...
burns...
love is our course...
our existence...
our essence...
our being...
yet to keep it...
is to give it away...
so it's all up to you...
to have a wonderful day...
lol...
;-)
ps...
loved your poem...
it moved me...
obviously...
lol...
;-)
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drofinnah
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- Re: examine the bits & pieces... lol... ;-) by Liora Leah
16 y
625
thank you dear drofinnah! This is a fabulous poem!
I am feeling some better today, found out some of the pain from last night was not my own, but someone else's that I was "tuning" into, an earth healer who carries a heavy burden: this makes sense, as I couldn't get a "connect" between my own heart and my head.
So much love to you,
Liora Leah
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