- Not feeling so good... by deocder
18 y
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Blog: Changes
I find it helpful to write when I do not feel so good so here it is...
First of all, I am hungry. My roomate is eating ice cream....I really want to eat ice cream even though it is bad for me. I have been in a funk for a few hours now. I am bored. I took care of most of my chores and am waiting for the laundry to finish. I am lonely. I do not have any real plans for tonight. Now this is no different from any other night, but I feel lonely now. Sometimes I feel like I have no one to go to. But what is it that I want? Is it as basic as companionship? If so, why do I not feel satisfied with my options around me? What is it about the people around me that makes me feel like I want more? What are my options for going out and meeting new people? I have concluded that they are very slim. I am not feeling very proactive right now. Perhaps it is time for some more lemonade....brb.
Well that should take care of the hunger. I also will pull up some bookmarked webpages of interesting cooking recipes for raw foods. Then what? I will have a few hours before we get together for poker. So what should I occupy my time with? Notice how I said 'should'. What should I be doing to move towards my goals? Well, lets see...I need to finish determining my net worth for financial aid.....and would like to to lose 15 lbs. Okay..I will work on that stuff and see where that puts me. I just need to crank some tunes and get in the groove. I know I will feel like I have done something after finishing that.
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- for crapinzee by loren1912
18 y
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| Take a walk for at least 30 minutes. Tjis will make you feel mentally, and physically batter. This should become a habit. Walk everyday.
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