I dont know what it is, most likely the combination of everything that I am doing right now for myself. I should have written this down the other day when it hit me but I just didn't! Well, the feelings are here again!
So the other day I had just finished yoga and was on my way out the door. Another girl from the class was leaving at the same time.....and this girl was yummy! So i put myself out on the limb and verified that her name was what I had heard her say to someone else. Now this girl has seemed very quite, shy, perhaps difficult to get to....well, I was wrong. As soon as I opened up and talked to her, she began to engage. She asked me what my name was and then asked me how long I had been practicing yoga. Then I asked her about the benefits...blah, blah, blah... So it ended nice, it was nice to meed you, see you later, etc.....and yea, I should have asked for her number but wasn't in the frame of mind to do that.
I then began to drive home with Armin van Buuren playing....and I found myself just grining.....calm, relaxed, at peace....but it got better! When the music hit me, in that way that it does every so often, yet not in a while, the feelings were intense. I would describe it as a state of bliss and euphoria. Everything felt great! It was absolutely wonderful!
And even today, I have been feeling very good! Again the music, in the car, after running errands to get nutritional stuff....just a huge feeling of calm and happiness! I love it!
I should mention that I am no longer taking anti-depressants. I slowly came off of them. My doctor told me to watch out for things like this....so I'll be sure to let him know.
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