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  • The First 48   by  Fenix     16 y     4,185       4 Messages Shown       Blog: HIV VS. Beck Protocol and Ozone - My Learning Experiance and

    I was once a young man among young men with a normal life and no aspirations of anything particularly greater than any other. My daily activities were going to school, playing video games, swimming, hanging out with my friends, enjoying my girlfriend, doing various hallucinogenic drugs (no stimulants etc, I was looking for my purpose, I still am) and the usual college teenager things. I stand 6 foot 3 inches tall, 180 pounds. And as cliche as it sounds my average life changed quite abruptly, ultimately for the better on a single day.

    I was 19 and I had gotten an HIV test because my relationship was getting to a sexua| point where we wanted to be sure of what was going on. I expected nothing; though I had never had a test before. I had a previous incident getting a girl pregnant when I was 17 and since then I used condoms for any sexua| experience. I never engaged in any "risky" behavior and I basically was doing the HIV thing because I "knew" the outcome. How wrong I was.

    I was in the room talking with the Planned Parenthood worker for 45 minutes, until after they closed actually; I was mostly just staring at the wall with a mind full of fear while the worker talked at me. At the end of her speech I asked "So now what, do I die?" and the woman replied, "That depends, but you have got to fight honey, many people turn to God, but whatever you do you have to fight." I didn't even know what that really meant or entailed. When I got out into the lobby my girlfriend (I will call her M for anonymity) M saw that I was very shaken. I waited until we got outside to tell her. I don't know why, maybe I didn't want the other workers to see my weakness. She broke down crying in fear of her own diagnosis. Immediately she wanted to get a test there. But the place was closed so we were beating on the doors and windows in the rain until someone came out 10 minutes later. We got her inside and her blood was taken, but it would apparently take nearly a week to get the results. We left.

    I crashed the car on the way home, I was so stunned by the traumatic events at the Planned Parenthood I rear ended someone less than 5 minutes out of the parking lot. They shouldn't have let me drive, but what were they going to do anyway, take my keys? When the accident had been taken care of, an hour later or so my mom picked me and drove us home. I was biting my lip the entire time we rode, M and I were both so upset. My mom kept saying, "don't be so upset, it’s just a car." When we got home M left the room and I told my mother. It was one of the worst things I have had to tell her. Right up there with the previous pregnancy, only more permanent or so I thought. The experience left me quivering and crying on the floor holding onto my mother. I was so scared and confused at the time I couldn't do anything else. We just cried. Cried and cried and cried.

    Eventually we took M home. She lived about 20 minutes from my house. We made sure she was ok for the night and left. Her parents were flying down from Northern California. On the ride back my Mom was trying to cheer me up. We were driving, in the rain back home and she wanted to buy me something to take my mind off of my terror for a few minutes. I agreed and asked if I could get a CD or something to listen to. Sadly it was around 10 o'clock at night and no one sells CD's that late! Funny, sorta. So after going through a Wal-Mart / Target complex and both being closed we started back home.

    After returning home my mom and I had another hour or so of talking and crying. I have never told my mom so much about my sex life. For some reason I gravitated towards the computer after that episode. The Internet has always been my turf. Something in me said “search for a cure, this isn’t the end” so I started the search. HIV cure, AIDS cure, HIV info, everything I could think of. The first information that I came across was the virus myth website. I am so grateful that I had access to that information at that time or I may be on an entirely different road than I am now. I was alerted to many of the issues related to the HIV problem now. The faulty tests, misdiagnoses, the ultimate lack of a virus isolate, Kary Mullis’ statement about his PCR and HIV, the vicious controversy between dissidents and MD’s, all of it was there. The entire story started to unfold that night, though it wouldn’t be understood for another couple of days. We decided I needed another test to be sure and then we went to sleep.

    We woke up Saturday only to find no clinics are open on the weekend. We would have to wait until Monday. Saturday was full of loneliness. I slept in my bedroom, in the dark, most of the day and into the night. The day’s events before had left me lifeless and depressed beyond anything I had known previously. M’s parents had arrived that morning and apparently went to Planned Parenthood to speak with the same woman I had spoken with. They apparently “worked out their anger” or some other %¤#&!§-like that. M’s father is an overbearing %¤#&!§-while her mom is a wonderful woman. He’s also much bigger than I am physically. But regardless I haven’t seen him personally since I met him about 6 months prior to this incident.

    I forget what happened on Sunday, it was mostly full of reading. Lots and lots of reading and searching. However I felt that glimmer of hope. I saw it in everything I read. That night I went to the beach and asked my long since deceased grandfather for some help. I felt so alone, so desolate, how had this happened, but more importantly, why?

    The next morning I got ready to go to the clinic with my mom. M and her parents were separately going through their own hellish day of clinic jumping to get tests taken. We arrived at the clinic, they pricked me and then I waited. 20 minutes later I was once again positive. My mind was screaming f*** at the top of its lungs. Terror set in. We left 30 minutes after we came. Disappointed, crushed, but I still knew something with the HIV thing was not right. M got more tests, she was again ELISA negative. We went to another clinic that was did PCR viral load testing and both of us. Eventually about 4 days later all of the test results came in and I was still positive and she was still negative.

    My starting stats are ~700CD4, ~1200CD8 , ~40k Viral Particles.

    M was less than half of that, with ~200CD4, ~400CD8, and no viral particles.

    She was negative and home free! Thank you God! If she had been infected with whatever this is I would be in a much different place now. So that was that. It really is true what they say about the first 48 being critical. It was critical during those first few days that I saw the information that I saw. Had I not I might just have bent over and taken the information they fed me like so many unfortunate people on are doing every day.

    Edit: I was thinking about this story all day today. I just wanted to add this. What sticks in my mind was the terror, fear, confusion, sadness, pain, embarassment and anguish of my first few days that extended into months and years. I have had to stay quiet about this whole incident because of the misconceptions that are perpetuated in the media and literature. All of these overwhelming reactions to this one acronym that science basically knows nothing about, but claims to know so much. That is what they want it to be. It is purposely represented that way to give them statistics to literally scare you to death . During the first 5 years of AIDS people were withering in months. Then a few survived, people started to last a few years when they felt hopeful. Then more survived and people started to last 10, 15, 20 years. Whats their explaination? This sickness is fear driven and that is the way they want it. Take your pills, your MTV commercials and your lies and shove them up your ass. When I told my friends at the clinic that I was going to fight they labeled me and told me I was in denial. Sad for them that they have no hope and I do. I wish they would let me share some with them. But that is their choice, not mine.


    I would also like to thank you for reading this. I really appreciate it because we (M and Myself) feel so alone in our battle.

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    • victims of the medical establishment...   by  thatzwhytheydie     16 y     1,427
      The internet isn't only your turf man, it's the new communications medium. That means, it is reality...and reality (Truth) is under attack at this very moment, thats why you got sites like infowars.com or curezone.com to dispell the misinformation. The attacks occur here even, anyone can visit this site...despite their agenda. There are plans in place right now to break the internet apart and limit bandwidth according to what your internet provider thinks is suitable for their own internet (their own little world of deception). Who knows if it will go through, but the plans are more intimidation...they openly discuss raping you first to see what kind of supporters will follow. They will have their blind supporters of course, the people who believe all the horror stories that are pushed around about the internet and "terrorism." The smaller corporations however, will jump the gun and help drum up support for this nefarious act of censorship...they will in turn be granted better rates for advertising on these new fragmented internets. Requiring you to suscribe to an internet where only certain sites are allowed would be corporately funded censorship, the further rise of a police state. Corporations were allowed to operate by our government, but people granted the right for the government to exist. If the government isn't doing its job of protecting the people and upholding their rights...we have a problem, we do have a problem. We cannot accept them taking away liberties like free speech, giving up freedom only gives you slavery. I can't have someone telling me how to use my phone, why would I allow this on the internet? These corporate tyrants are parasites, they need to be dealt with.

      The internet is reality, and the people who are waking up are taking away from the power structures. The cure is possible and always will be...the medical establishment has kicked over blatant lies and distortions in order to blind people. This is where people should get angry, doctors are obviously taking so much pride in their work that they refuse to help you...so, what are they doing then? They are taking up space...it's not our job to educate them, just like it's not their job to clean up their own shit. The drug companies educate doctors...and all drugs are liver toxic, so then doctors are educated by ruthless corporations that stand for nothing and we are offered liver toxic drugs that cause more problems. Harmful medical treatments aren't simply offered though, over a dozen vaccines are required for children entering school...psychological testing is also required, and they (an elite ruling class of tyrants) decide when to take your children away from you and what treatments can be used.

      I found it strange that you mentioned a virus myths site that sort of got the ball rolling for you...as this is where I can honestly say I was first awakened. A good friend that I had the pleasure of working with several years back suggested I read a book. She hadn't even got around to reading it, but I couldn't put the book down...I wish I remembered the name. It was sort of an investigative autobiography. It was about a physician who told of his firsthand experiences with the "war on bacteria and viruses" ...all the way back to the days when Penicilin was the so called "cure all." His conclusions were so important that he chose to incorporate his life story as well. He had to speak of what led him to this discovery, it meant that much to him. His conclusions are reality, the conclusion for me is that perceived reality is severely skewed (people are asleep). The war on bacteria and viruses is worthless. It only sells antibiotics, and none of these address the cause of disease or have been able to permanently ward off microorganisms (everything becomes resistant). What would this accomplish though if there were these super-antibiotics? The germ theory of disease is wrong, Pasteur (the guy that the pasteurization process was named after) said himself before he died that he was wrong about this germ theory. We would be exterminating fellow slaves instead of the slave master (the toxic unnatural environment that surrounds us).

      Meanwhile, ever more up to date antibiotics are put out that the vast world of microorganisms simply laugh at. The horrors don't stop though, because with all of this so called alternative information available today...physicians are still prescribing these worthless antibiotics at higher and higher numbers everyday. They want to sterilize (kill) you by waging this war, and a human being is a symbiotic organism like any other...it cannot live without the help of bacteria/viruses. Thank you for sharing your story, and believing in something....please continue to fight for what you believe.
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    • Re: The First 48   by  Butch31     13 y     1,693
      I am sorry to hear about this kid. I hope your M is still with you but if not I hope your doing well as being a good father and living. Best and god be with you.

      I myself at 31 I never grew up and never married I have slept with many women who have shot drugs because as myself I shoot drugs. well im going to call her T. She informed me she was HIV Positive. I hope I have the courage you do.
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    • Re: The First 48   by  Butch31     13 y     1,767
      Im sorry to hear about this kid. I hope your M is still with you but if not I hope your Living as a good father and happy. May love god and happiness be with you.

      I myself am 31 and I never grew up I slept with alot of women who shot up drugs as I myself shoot drugs but never shared needles. My last Girl I will call her T. Informed me she was HIV Positive. I just hope I can be as brave as you.
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