Home > Blogs 7123 visitors online now Add To Favorites Log On    Join/Sign Up    User Finder   Inbox New
CureZone
  All Blogs
    Breaking free from chains of my past

Blog: Breaking free from chains of my past
by gotcha862003

76 blog entries; 17 entries per page; 1 pages; viewed 156,751 times
Description   |   Rules   |   Disclaimer

  • Breaking free from chains of my past by gotcha862003
    • Thank you Kermit by gotcha862003  15 y
      • spirits having a human experience   by  tambee     15 y     1,164
        • Re: spirits having a human experience   by  gotcha862003     15 y     1,038
          Subject:   Re: spirits having a human experience
          Username:   gotcha862003     contact gotcha862003
          Date:   10/7/2006 1:41:15 AM   ( 15 y ago )
          Hits:   message viewed 1037 times
          Size: 3100 char.   URL:   http://curezone.com/blogs/c/fm.asp?i=999370
          Bad Message Alert: Alert Moderators on This BAD Message   Good Message Alert: Alert Moderators on This GOOD Message
          This is NOT my avatar. This is just randomly assigned image, until I upload my own avatar. Click here to see my profile.
          gotcha862003

          Many of life's failures are men who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up(Thomas Edison)

          Hi tambee,

          What a sweet message. To be frank, I never thought I could be so candid to all those who have written in. It started out with the mere desire to heal my chronic illness. Nevertheless, thank you for the comment.

          Since a kid, I have tried to describe the things I wanted out of life. Now, at my 20th year, I want nothing else but to figure out who I want to be, because I am not defined by stuff, but character. I want to live my life on meaning. While only 3 days into my fast, there is a surprising serenity that allows me to, at every turn I take, be amazed and appreciative of the simpler things--even my inner power. The bible too has been a comforting,constant companion.

          Frankly, I am an incorrigible perfectionist and an insatiably curious child. So much I want to learn--and learn it well. If I had someone write my resume, I would most likely see audacious, ambitious and a hopefully yet-to-be-fried brain! While my highly competitive society may have accompliced in creating this quality, I believe deep down, all of us want to suceed at what we do.

          However, a marriage of perfectionism and inquisitiveness is overwhelming and terribly exhuasting. The higher one reaches for, the more painful the fall. And being the girl I am, I used to invairably hide the sense of inadequacy when I failed. Nobody taught me that it was actually ok to fail, because failure is defined by our value system. If failure is not getting an A, then life will be a dreaded downward spiral; if failure is just an opportunity to grow, then you will become a better person, better prepared for the next step of this journey we call life. I have had awful lows during my previous unsuccessful attempts to seek a cure or fast or just loathing the idea of being sick--why can't I be like everybody esle? I did not realize that an undesirable thought as seemingly benign as the above, was a seed to a forest of disgruntledness and desolation. I was sabotaging myself. We often do not realize the power of thought; negative thoughts entrap, positive thoughts liberate. A chastening lesson from my crisis. As Thomas Edison quoted "Many of life's failures are men who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up ".

          What are you thinking? A very probable question we must constantly ask ourselves.

          I am a working progress, tweaking my personality as I go along. I love the fact that I am living my dream to becoming hopefully,a surgeon one day. To the opening statement to the earlier paragraph, I am [or now, strive to be] a passionate "perfectionist" and an insatiably curious child. By "perfection", I mean polishing the art of life, laughing more and toasting to every moment, good or bad--after all, with the galore of interests I have(and you have), we may just churn out an A, though A will no longer equate to success anymore. It is a life of meaning that is the priceless pursuit.

          It is a pleasure to know my entries are reader-worthy.



          Add This Message To Your CureZone Favorites!
           

          Printer-friendly version of this page
          Email this message to a friend
          Bookmark this page/Add to Favorites or press Ctrl+D
          How do you feel about this message?     Agree     Disagree       Hide this question
          Reply to This Message: Post a Reply to this message by using a plain text editor Post a Reply to this message by using an advanced HTML text processor called FCK Post a Reply to this message by using an advanced HTML text processor called Tiny MCE
          Share:  Facebook  MySpace  Digg  Reddit  StumbleUpon  Furl this page  Delicious  BlinkList  dzone  Simpy.com  Fark.com  BlogMarks  Wists.com  Google

          Use of CureZone is subject to the following Terms of Service
          Translate This Page:

          Manage Email Notifications: Subscribe or Unsubscribe

          all messages by gotcha862003 inside this blog: sorted by: Date Subject

          all messages by gotcha862003 across all blogs & forums: sorted by: Date Subject

          DISCLAIMER / WARNING Important Disclaimer!
          Answers, comments and opinions provided on CureZone are general information, and are not intended to substitute for informed professional medical, psychiatric, psychological, tax, legal, investment, accounting, or other professional advice. CureZone does not endorse, and expressly disclaims liability for any product, manufacturer, distributor, service or service provider mentioned or any opinion expressed in messages, comments or articles on CureZone. Your use of this website indicates your agreement to these terms and those published here. Read more ...



Back To Top

Selected Ads from CureZone Sponsors: Become a Sponsor

VIP

 
 

PLAT

Clark Bowel Cleanse
Dr. Hulda Clark’s Bowel Program (Intestinal Cleanse). Pure products! Grea...
 
 

GOLD

Your Ad Here
Place your ad here !
 
 

GOLD

 
 

SILVER

Holistic Health Invention Will Change Your Life !
The Tesla Shield™. Transformational Technol...
Lugol’s Iodine Free S&H
J.Crow’s® Lugol’s Iodine Solution. Restore lost reserves.
Wholesale Hulda Clark
Hulda Clark Cleanses
Free Remineralizer for your Teeth
Best Teeth Remineralization, Strengthening, and Cleaning
 
 

SILVER

My Complexion is Glowing
Oxy-Powder Attacks The Source Of Your Constipation, You Will Have Ef...
 
 
Back To Top How many people click on the sponsord links? Become a Sponsor



 


CureZone Newsletter is distributed in partnership with https://www.netatlantic.com


Contact Us - Advertise - Stats

Copyright 1999 - 2021  curezone.com

0.234 sec, (1)