What happened to me?
Date: 5/16/2008 9:13:00 AM ( 12 y ) ... viewed 1856 times
Ok, so it's been a while since my last post and since then, i've fallen off the wagon. I am feeling very frustrated with myself for doing so. But today is a new day and I am going to start over with a raw food/juicing diet until June 29th. I have a wedding to attend to that day and this is my motivation for losing my losing my excess weight, getting fit, and being healthy.
To my dismay, I've gained weight. I am now at 148.8 lbs as of this morning! I felt pretty crappy looking at the scale and wondered why did I let myself go? I know that I need to work out my emotional issues, which is the root of my food addiction. I have to forgive myself and start off with a clean slate. I really admire all the people who have blogged their journey and have succeeded. I want to be successful as well. Any support would be appreciated. =)
My current stats:
Update: Was able to go mostly raw today, but allowed myself to have a cooked dinner with my family. My brother is going to Alaska and I will not see him for a few months, so I wanted to enjoy the moment with everyone. Got up really early to exercise, but it was difficult due to the summer heat... Boy was I sweating! Had carrot/orange juice along with a shot of wheat grass for breakfast. Then had a small portion of my raw quesadilla and strawberries for lunch. Will go 100% raw beginning tomorrow and am feeling positive.
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