Signing off...for now.
I will not post again until after my dental cleanup.
Date: 4/23/2005 3:02:11 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 1758 times
Saturday April 23, 2005
I just got a bomb dropped in my lap this week that has altered me forever. I am left with self-doubts and wounds that are so deep, I may never fully recover. This sort of a life-changing event also occurred several years ago when I read Lauren Stratford's story in "Satan's Underground," and if you read that book, you will understand. That book made me sick to my stomach, and the issue that came up this week has had the same effect on me. As I have seen the world with new eyes since reading that book, I now see with even starker clarity. I am grateful that I am strong enough physically and mentally to handle this crisis, thanks to several weeks of concentrated effort, for I would otherwise have fallen apart. Anyway, it has completely overshadowed my diligence with my protocol. All I can do is do what I can do. My life is not chiseled in stone, and I must "flow with the blows."
I'm getting ready to get on a plane and neglect the cares that plague me today, because I will have plenty to deal with when I get to San Diego. I will have to concentrate most of my remaining time and energies to doing my part, as much as I can, to fixing this mess, checking it completely, stopping it cold right here and right now, so that I can stand before Jesus on the judgement day and not have to make lame excuses that will only condemn me.
So, I probably will not post again until after my dental cleanup. I will be back, Lord willing. Please remember me in your prayers this week.
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