I AM trying
Is midnight past my bedtime- yes I think I am due up in 3 hours ..Holy Cow!
Date: 9/18/2005 1:55:00 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 1315 times
to have a normal (ah, and what is this?) life and go out on Saturday night and still do Sadhana at 3am..
My house partner has suggested I just go to bars and stay out until 3- do Sadhana and come home and crash for the day...
But that limits my spiritual practice and he is young and able to do this kind of Idiot stuff still.
I Am afraid this would kill me, I've had my 30's spree of substance induced stay ups, and I AM Positive that I could not take another round of that kind of free-radical introduction to the body.
So I've ruled that out. But tonight I did go out to a concert, and I am home and still wide eyed and bushy tailed- hehe, what this will bode for a 3am wake up is kinda awe inspiring. I think I will be able to wake up, go to church and then maybe get a swim in, and come home and crash for the afternoon! Unless the game is on, then there will be an array of people at the house..and remember we have ~say it ain't so~ the football package on direct TV at our house..It scares me to think of what that will mean..for the fall..
All and all we work very well together...he is patient and when irritated about...say sand in the shower from my beaching it,he suggests I rinse off before coming in. It is only a suggestion..hahaha...
Life is certainly strange right now...school is bizarre, but fun to practice momentum resistance...Sadhana has made me very clear on whose who in the hierarchy- remember this is a school that practices a non hierarchical system.
Nutz- and candy Baby-
Sweet with the not so sweet.
There are a lot of desperate people operating in this world. They just have to "get their needs met, or protect their territory" ~by any means available...
And I hope they get everything they want and deserve at the same time...
And I am here to see that they do..
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