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Sensing a problem
It's all between my ears!
Date: 9/10/2005 7:04:46 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 1517 times I'm a binge eater on a long fast.
What will it take to get my eating under control? I can already envision myself eating pizza and ice cream and calzones and indian foods to excess.....because it tastes so damn good! Grrr.... What the hell am I going to do after this fast. I have read up on raw foods, vegetarinism, all that good stuff....but am I ready to let pizza, calzones and ice cream go? I know they are bad for me....but I still feel bonded to foods of the like. Do I just need to find suitable replacements? What about moderation? How about getting to the root of all this nonsense and removing what makes me eat in excess in the first place! Or I could just eat the way I want and exercise more! But that's not right! Why am I fasting? Am I trying to clean the slate and start off with something new? How long will that last? Am I setting myself up for failure? What happens when I allow my self to eat that calzone, pizza, or ice cream? Will I feel guilty or satisfied? I need a freakin coach here! I need to learn how to eat properly! Damn this eating thing! Why do we have to eat! It's just a major pain inthe ass!
I've got problems....and it's all between my ears!
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