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Day 3 afternoon
Not the greatest of days
Date: 4/10/2006 11:50:15 AM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 2640 times Last night (day 2) was awesome. I relaxed, took a bubble bath, lit a storm lantern, turned on the easy listening/jazz station, and did nothing. I hadn't been that relaxed in a long time.
Then I had very disturbing dreams last night. I woke up with an upper-abdominal cramp, my face was greasy, I was in a bad mood, it felt like it took twice the effort it normally would just to lift my arms. I finally felt a little better this afternoon.
Then there has been some things going on at work that I am become the scape goat for. I finally addressed it to my boss to understand what all happened, and her response was, "I am not buying it." I remained calm. I didn't get upset. I didn't cry. I explained that I am trying to understand the whole scope of things so it can be prevented in the future.
I can go on and on about this. It upsets me that I was unjustly hung out to dry, but I am proud that I didn't get upset. Could it be the fast? Maybe that is just a little too much of wishfull dreaming. *sigh*
But I am still fasting.
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