Lots of introspection & lot of withdrawal symptoms
Date: 5/4/2006 5:45:12 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 2049 times
I am having a tough time today. I am having serious cravings...almost like withdrawal symptoms. I feel shaky inside, and it's like I "know" they'll stop as soon as I eat whatever I am craving. I don't know if my addictions just finally snapped. It's like they thought I was bluffing, and now they are realizing that I am not giving up. This is so tough. I really want pizza or fried chicken.
It could be that I am almost at 20lbs weight loss. I know for a fact that I am afraid that I will gain it all back as soon as I start eating again. I have no idea what kind of will power I will have...but that's rediculous, because I haven't eaten in 26 days for crying out loud!
I have heard about drug addicts who go to detox clinics for a while, and then they have a tough time going back out into the world. The detox is safe for them just as it is for me.
I am not hungry, I am just craving. I really hope this will break soon, and that I don't gorge myself when I start eating again.
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