Day 4, heading home for lemonade soon
I have to keep going
Date: 10/18/2006 1:02:12 PM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1640 times
These past few days I haven't been hungry, I'm just trying to get past the cravings and feeling that I need to eat even though I'm not hungry. I really hope that after this cleanse I will be able to control myself and eat like I need to.
I'm about to go home and have my lemonade with my new dosing of cayenne. I did 1/4 tsp in my drink last night and am going to do it again with my lemonade today. Hopefully a full day of adding 1/4 tsp to my lemonade will really make a difference in what I am seeing and feeling.
I do however feel like these 4 days I've been on the MC have been the longest days of my life. I guess it's because I'm consistenly thinking about the lemonade and trying not to think about food. Sometimes I wonder when this developed? I don't ever remember thinking about food, I just ate when I was hungry. I guess it could have been going to college and being around people who were eating all the time. I do love food and my will power isn't the greatest.
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