M and I
Some things are neccessary
Date: 11/11/2006 8:26:03 PM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 3148 times
Today I explained to M that I needed a month or so of sparse contact so that I can follow my protocol exactly. She understood. But it was tearful. With something of equal magnitude that could be treated I would be in a hospital. But I am not, my house is my hospital. I have every material imaginable here, from bandaids, to heperin, to an ozone generator to a stockpile of needles, tape, butterflys, lab equipment and vitamins. My house is my hospital and thats how it should be. I have claimed my right to my own health and I will have it. We are young and this has been a very intense experiance for us both in differant as well as similar ways. I sometimes had trouble following through with everything because I hated having it be a part of my life that I was not normal. Doing insuffilation and enemas are not my favorite but I know I must do them. Ozone in this quantity and frequency feels very intense and overwhelming. Plus I am going to school and trying to get everything there so I can maintain my A status. But this intensity as all things shall pass. This is my time to shine.
We talked to Ed McCabe today as well. He gave me some more advice on my treatment and it reassured me that I was on the right path with the beck protocol and my ozone treatment. He is such a nice man to take time out of his day to help people he will probably never meet, although I hope to meet him and at some point work with him if I get a chance. I want to be on the blade of this sword.
After a while I finally left her house after sleeping there last night. It was hard to leave but all great men have retreated to solitude to emerge a greater spirit. I will do the same.
I love you M.
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