Date: 7/2/2007 9:07:20 PM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 1291 times
It is 9:54 p.m and I am done saying that i am going to start tomarrow it is a vicious cylce. I had an eating disorder i was bulimic and it was a severe case. I was 20 pounds shy of loosing 100 pounds and i kept that weight off for almost 3 years and then i got pregnant and that i was horrible because i got left by my boyfriend of two years for my "Best Friend" and it was a horrible experience and i had to have an emergancy c-section and they never wanted to be a part of my babies life. So i turned to food. I mean i went nuts when i was pregnant becasue i knew that i had to eat for my baby and lets just say burger king should have had a cott for me in the back because i LOVED it. I gained 75 pounds with my pregnancy and i lost some of it and then i moved away from my home town and again food became my best friend but yet an enemy at the same time.
I keep trying to do this but it is such a hard thing to do and no one supports me they all think that it is a joke and so retarted so i hope that this website and this blog makes things a little easier i will try to get on everyday to post my thought and my fealings towards everything. My goal is to go for my 40 days and then i am going completely veggietarian (hehe) and i want to loose weight and i just want to be healthy. I am going to start exercising everyday as well so i will post everything on here. Goodnight and the new journey begins in the morning. I am going to get up early and start a water and juice fast.! Wish me Luck
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