Life in the getting healthy lane by mixxy .....

I think this is day 12

Date:   12/8/2005 8:10:36 PM ( 16 y ago)

I have not been on for a while because I broke and ate something a couple days ago. Nothing bad - but I was feeling so ashamed to post here that I have just avoided the site completely. On the plus side I have lost more weight even with the eating. I am now down 11 lbs and I have 19 lbs to go before the end of the year. I am feeling a lot more confident and my wrist bones are showing for the first time in a very long time. But as I come closer and closer to my goal I have come to the realization that I will probably have to have a tummy tuck. I was really hoping to avoid it but the reality is my stomach looks like shit - big flap of extra skin that just does not fit on my body now. I was thinking if I exercised through this whole process and being that I am still pretty young I figured my skin would bounce back. It is odd because the rest of my body looks good and I don't have the flabby skin. Oh well - long and short I am so much healthier and fit then I was a year ago and I have so much more confidence. Every step has been worth it - even the minor set backs have taught me a thing or two. Like food is not as good as I think it is or at least the greasy fattening stuff. I have also realized that I can eat healthy and be very satisfied. And finally no matter how much I pretended to be happy when I was fat - I really never was.


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