I notice that the more energy I have or in my body I am it is usually the best time for 'action' or in my worse case I become impulsive and do things that get me into
trouble,stupid risk taking,adventure seeking and acting out in appropriate ways;either at work or when it could get me into trouble.
I notice when I am in a really really really relaxed state I am alot more rooted in
reality and what I really want to do.
I used to make the mistake of trying to sort things out only to become frustrated and
confused during my hyped up states,only to find out that it was the wrong time to do so,it's not during that time to do that.I have come to realise that it's during those
fleeting times of relaxation and calmness and allowing my mind to wander on it's own are the best times to either have a deeper insight or whatever,but the strange thing
is during times like right now (hyped up) alot of the things that I have gotten insight surfaces and becomes more clear,I don't know exactly how it all works
but I think that everything I do is sub-consciously linked somehow,even without me being aware of it..right now,the thing I am concentrating on most is discovering my true charismatic states,my identity and how I effect those all around me and how I can have more conscious control of my destiny as well as making realistic plans for myself.